When the 日 begins
All the guilt sinks in
And I look on the wreckage of the night
Though I try to break free
The cycle breaks me
Am I ever gonna see the light?
All the 老友记 I've lost
And the pain I've caused
Have never been enough just to make me stop
The lines I draw to look at myself
Are turning into somebody else
I know how this will end
But I'm starting up again
Turned around, inside out
Cause this way
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
It beats me up
When I go there – I know I could start again
When I go there – Oh no, here we go again
Takes me nowhere – Oh no, here we go again
It beats me up
Open on this scene
A familiar dream
Of 你 telling me what I already know
Though the truth seems near
你 can't get there from here
But 你 sure know where you're gonna go
As the rumor wind blows
My infamy grows
Seeing 老友记 above
And I hit another low
The picture I paint to look at myself
Is turning into somebody else
I know how this will end
But I'm starting up again
Turned around, inside out
Cause this way
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
It beats me up
But today, if I change
And stop digging my own grave
I will try, to set things right
Cause this way
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
It beats me up
All the guilt sinks in
And I look on the wreckage of the night
Though I try to break free
The cycle breaks me
Am I ever gonna see the light?
All the 老友记 I've lost
And the pain I've caused
Have never been enough just to make me stop
The lines I draw to look at myself
Are turning into somebody else
I know how this will end
But I'm starting up again
Turned around, inside out
Cause this way
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
It beats me up
When I go there – I know I could start again
When I go there – Oh no, here we go again
Takes me nowhere – Oh no, here we go again
It beats me up
Open on this scene
A familiar dream
Of 你 telling me what I already know
Though the truth seems near
你 can't get there from here
But 你 sure know where you're gonna go
As the rumor wind blows
My infamy grows
Seeing 老友记 above
And I hit another low
The picture I paint to look at myself
Is turning into somebody else
I know how this will end
But I'm starting up again
Turned around, inside out
Cause this way
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
It beats me up
But today, if I change
And stop digging my own grave
I will try, to set things right
Cause this way
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
Takes me nowhere – I can't can't see a way out
It beats me up
I don't know when it got this way
I don't know how long she's gonna stay
Every week it's the same in her room
That's why I came
Here I go, I go again
Our rendezvous never seem to end
I know where I'll be, I'll make this confession
Back in her 床, 床上 for another goddamn session
I'll never learn
God knows I try
Keep coming back for session
And I don't know why
I'll never learn, I'll never see
Just tell me why these sessions got a hold on me
Some might say it's a fling
For all I know it don't mean a thing
Either way I can't complain
Ain't no strings
Guess I got it made
Here I go, I go again
Our rendezvous never seem to end
I know where I'll be
I'll make this confession
Back in her 床, 床上 for another goddamn session
I don't know how long she's gonna stay
Every week it's the same in her room
That's why I came
Here I go, I go again
Our rendezvous never seem to end
I know where I'll be, I'll make this confession
Back in her 床, 床上 for another goddamn session
I'll never learn
God knows I try
Keep coming back for session
And I don't know why
I'll never learn, I'll never see
Just tell me why these sessions got a hold on me
Some might say it's a fling
For all I know it don't mean a thing
Either way I can't complain
Ain't no strings
Guess I got it made
Here I go, I go again
Our rendezvous never seem to end
I know where I'll be
I'll make this confession
Back in her 床, 床上 for another goddamn session
(I realise)
All I want
All I need
Always lies just out of reach
I've been coming up empty
(I realise)
I ran as fast as I can run
I pushed as hard as anyone
But still there's nothing for me
(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself
yeah
(I realise)
Running out, struggle on
Now my sorrow is my song
My whole world is half-hearted
(I realise)
For my pain I have none
After all is 说 and done
Now I'm back where I started
(And I want)
I've gone as far as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself
yeah
(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am losing the race
Against myself
Against myself
Yeah
All I want
All I need
Always lies just out of reach
I've been coming up empty
(I realise)
I ran as fast as I can run
I pushed as hard as anyone
But still there's nothing for me
(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself
yeah
(I realise)
Running out, struggle on
Now my sorrow is my song
My whole world is half-hearted
(I realise)
For my pain I have none
After all is 说 and done
Now I'm back where I started
(And I want)
I've gone as far as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am running a race
Against myself
Against myself
yeah
(And I want)
I've tried as hard as I can
(And I need)
I've taken all I can stand
(And I fall)
But I am losing the race
Against myself
Against myself
Yeah
I guess 你 lied, they call it suicide
Now you're gone
What was so wrong that 你 couldn't find a way to
carry on?
秒 guess
Did I do my best
There was a friend I had
Johnny was a weirdo
So what did 你 expect?
I ain't no fucking hero
I'm just trying to survive myself
I should have known 你 went through it alone
I wonder why did 你 even try?
你 could have come to me
I would have helped 你 see
你 could have found a way to carry on
秒 guess
Did I do my best
There was a friend I had...
'Johnny's strange behavior was a tip-off,' they say
But I ain't no fucking savior
I'm just living 日 由 day
Little things, little lives hanging 'til the end
I say it doesn't really mean nothing
Telling truth, telling lies
I used to have a friend
I say it don't really mean nothing
And I can't let this feeling go
Let this feeling go
Let this feeling go
Lain awake
I don't give a shit
If I even ever
Wake up in the morning
Down below
There's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a
Waiting for a warning
Burned at the stake
Inside I'm blistering
Not a whisper
Looking in you'd never know it
Miles below
I look up again
When 你 snap they say
Before 你 never 显示 it
Someone 说 it's all right
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone 说 it's all right
Faster now, 你 know I got no brakes
Fuses glow
Wounds of festering
Till the wind comes up
And takes it to the last pow
Back and forth
Staring at the wall
This room's a cage
I know that something's got to give now
Lain awake
I don't give a shit
If I even ever
Wake up in the morning
Down below
There's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a
Waiting for a warning
Someone 说 it's all right
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone 说 it's all right
Faster now, 你 know I got no brake
I don't give a shit
If I even ever
Wake up in the morning
Down below
There's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a
Waiting for a warning
Burned at the stake
Inside I'm blistering
Not a whisper
Looking in you'd never know it
Miles below
I look up again
When 你 snap they say
Before 你 never 显示 it
Someone 说 it's all right
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone 说 it's all right
Faster now, 你 know I got no brakes
Fuses glow
Wounds of festering
Till the wind comes up
And takes it to the last pow
Back and forth
Staring at the wall
This room's a cage
I know that something's got to give now
Lain awake
I don't give a shit
If I even ever
Wake up in the morning
Down below
There's a pile of sin
Always waiting for a
Waiting for a warning
Someone 说 it's all right
Save it now, don't say it for my sake
Someone 说 it's all right
Faster now, 你 know I got no brake
Wanting to pretend
If I escaped, I could fill myself
I don't think 你 can
Been far and wide
But that hole inside
Never really leaves
When I went away, what I really left
Left behind was me
It's telling me
To be on my way home
Million miles away
I can't stay
Each passing day, every passing face
Seems like such a blur
I long to be
Home, silently
Lying 下一个 to her
Just to get back, 由 her side is all
All I need to be
Cause I went away
But what I really left
Left behind was me
I need to be
Getting on my way home
A million miles away
Million miles away
I can't take
I got a right to move
No matter what they say
说 anytime I want
I got a right to move
No matter what they say
'Cause I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want
Any old time
说 I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want
Anytime I want
I got a right to say
No matter what they say
说 anytime I want
I got a right to say
No matter what they say
'Cause I got a right
A right to say
Anytime I want
Any old time
'Cause I got a right
A right to say
Anytime I want
Anytime I want
I got a right to move
No matter what they say
说 anytime I want
I got a right to move
No matter what they say
'Cause I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want
Any old time
'Cause I got a right
A right to move
Anytime I want
I got a feeling
I got a feeling
I got a feeling
I got a right
I got a right
I got a right
嘿 Joe,
Where 你 goin' with that gun in your hand?
嘿 Joe,
Where 你 goin? with that gun in your hand?
Goin? down to shoot my old lady
你 know I caught her messing around with another man,
Goin? down to shoot my old lady
你 know I caught her messing around on me,
嘿 Joe,
I heard that 你 shot your old lady down,
嘿 Joe,
I heard that 你 shot your old lady down,
Yes I did, I shot her her
你 know, I caught that girl messing around town
Yes I did, I shot her her
你 know, I caught that girl messing around town
I took out my gun,
Then I shot her! I shot her!
嘿 Joe, Where 你 gonna run to now?
嘿 Joe,
Where 你 gonna run to now?
Where 你 gonna go?
Ain?t no hangman gonna,
Get a rope around me,
Ain?t no hangman gonna,
Get a rope around me. (no one gonna)
Goin' way down south,
Way down to Mexico way
Goin' way down south,
Way down where I can be free
Where 你 goin' with that gun in your hand?
嘿 Joe,
Where 你 goin? with that gun in your hand?
Goin? down to shoot my old lady
你 know I caught her messing around with another man,
Goin? down to shoot my old lady
你 know I caught her messing around on me,
嘿 Joe,
I heard that 你 shot your old lady down,
嘿 Joe,
I heard that 你 shot your old lady down,
Yes I did, I shot her her
你 know, I caught that girl messing around town
Yes I did, I shot her her
你 know, I caught that girl messing around town
I took out my gun,
Then I shot her! I shot her!
嘿 Joe, Where 你 gonna run to now?
嘿 Joe,
Where 你 gonna run to now?
Where 你 gonna go?
Ain?t no hangman gonna,
Get a rope around me,
Ain?t no hangman gonna,
Get a rope around me. (no one gonna)
Goin' way down south,
Way down to Mexico way
Goin' way down south,
Way down where I can be free
All the time.
There's someone around me
Just a step behind.
It's kinda scary,
The shape I'm in.
The walls are shakin'
And they're closing in.
Too fast or
A bit too slow
I'm paranoid of people
And it's starting to show.
There's one guy that
I just can't shake
Over my shoulder
Is a big mistake.
Sitting on the bed
或者 lying wide awake.
There's demons in my head
And it's 更多 than I can take.
I think I'm on a roll
But I think it's kinda weak.
Saying all I know is
I gotta get away from me
I tell 你 something
Just ain't right.
My head is on loose
But my shoes are tight.
Avoiding 老友记 'cause
They all bug.
Life is like a riddle
And I'm really stumped.
If 你 reason,
Don't 你 know
Your own preoccupation
Is where you'll go.
I think I'm being followed,
I look around
It's only my shadow
Creeping on the ground
I could find 你 there
Pulled away before your time
I can't deal it's so unfair
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
the world has grown cold
Now that you've gone away
Leaving 花 on your grave
显示 that I still care
(But) black 玫瑰 and hail marys
Can't bring back what's taken from me
I reach to the sky
And call out your name
and if I could trade
I would
And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it stings
Yeah it stings now
(The) world is so cold
Now that you've gone away
Gone away
I reach to the sky
And call out your name
oh please let me trade
I would
And it feels
And it feels like
Heaven's so far away
And it feels
Yeah it feels like
(The) world is so cold
Now that you've gone away
Gone Away