I lay in my bunk above Gwen, thinking of what I would do if I won.
It was 3:00 A.M.
Then Gwen woke up tired and asked me why I was awake when she climbed the latter to my bunk.
I told her what I was thinking about, she told me what she would do as she sat down 下一个 to me.
I asked her a 问题 aside to the subject.

me:"Do 你 think Noah likes me?"

Gwen:"I don't know...you should ask him."

me:"Well...I'm kinda shy and I am afraid if he's gonna say no in my face."

Gwen:"Well, then I'll ask him."

me:"You would go that for me!"(I screamed whispered quietly so I wouldn't wake the others)

Gwen:"Of course, your my friend and that's what 老友记 do for each other, right?"

"I nodded"

Then we both went back to sleep, and 说 goodnight.

I couldn't go to sleep that well that night, because I was thinking about what would happen if Noah 说 he did.
I had so many 问题 like:
What would happen if he 说 yes...or no?
What difference would it make?
Would we be together then?
If he did like me, would he tell me right after he told Gwen?
Is he even right for me?
I had all those 问题 cramped in my head...and I also had another question, the most important 问题 in my mind that night...
"DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM?"
After I 说 that 问题 to myself my eyes closed slowly and I fell in a very deep sleep.

The 下一个 morning I woke up so happy, but still so curious.
When I saw Gwen just waking up and streching, sitting on her bed, I went down the latter and reminded her about Noah and she 说 she said
"I know Christy!Calm down!"-in a friendly yell though.
Then I inhaled and exhaled in so much excitment, but I tried not to get to hopefull, cause I might just be in for disapointment...I tried...and failed.
I got dressed in my normal clothes and of course out of my pajamas, after that I brushed my teeth right after Heather, as I left the bathroom I bumped into Izzy and I said
"Oops, sorry Izzy"
and Izzy just shruged and 说 "It's ok"
I wrinkled my eyebrows in curiousity of why she wasn't all insane as usual when she talks, but I just shurgged it off and thought about another subject, and of course that subject was...NOAH NOAH NOAH NOAH!!!!!
Duh.

When I came out the cabbin, of course not surpised that we don't have a challenge today, cause it's actually Tuesday, and I just noticed we all woke up at the same time, which is weird, and it is 12:00 P.M.
Even the guys were up.I saw Noah just sitting at the wooden picknic 表 just 阅读 as usual.
I saw Gwen come out of the cabbin talking to Lashawna, I looked at her, and she looked at me and told Lashawna she'd talk to her later and then Gwen winked at me and walked towards Noah.
Then I wondered if she had been thinking of Trent lately, and it seemed weird cause she hadn't really talked about him since like 3 days ago.

But then I set my mind once again on Noah then I saw that Gwen was already sitting 下一个 to him talking to him...then I noticed I had been staring at him since Gwen winked at me.
Then I looked away scraching the back of my head.
Gwen stopped talking to him and walked up to me, then she told me he hadn't thought about it.
I kinda felt sad, but not to sad that I thought I would have been.
When she put her hand on my shoulder she said:

Gwen:"It's ok, it doesn't really mean that he doesn't like you."

me:"I guess so."

Gwen looked at me with a soft smile and relaxed eyes.

Gwen:"Look, I'll ask him again tomorrow and see if he likes 你 then."-still with the soft smile and relaxed eyes looking at me straight in the eyes.

I looked at her with the same expresion and 说 "Thanks Gwen, your a real good friend."

When she walked away to go talk to Lashawna that was just sitting on a chair in the middle of the 2 cabbins, I thought "Will Noah ever realize that I totally fell in 爱情 with him the 分钟 he stepped off the boat???"