Scarlet Malone Chapter 48
No one was in the parking lot of the school. No one was outside, everyone was inside. I quickly went to my locker and than my class room.
Miss Malone. 你 are late...again! The teacher yelled.
How was I going to survive without Jesse?
I stared at the teacher.
Take your 座位 and I want to see 你 after class. He said.
I sigh and took my 座位 in the back. Jesse use to sit infront of me and now the 台, 办公桌 was empty like my heart. Jesse made me happy he completed my life along with the Cullens. But Jesse he was special. He was my best friend in the entire world.
The 钟, 贝尔 rang so I gathered my 图书 and head out of the door.
Miss Malone, I asked 你 to stay after class. He said.
I turned around and sat at the front 台, 办公桌 in the middle.
I know 你 迷失 your only best friend but 你 have to pay attion to the class. He said.
I nodded my head. I didn't want to listen to the crap.
Are 你 even paying attion now? He asked really mad.
I don't have to take this crap from you. 你 don't understand! 你 look at me like everyone here does! A muderer! I yelled as I stood up.
I understand what it feels like to loose a loved one. He said.
Two in one month? It's too much for me. I can't handle a this.. I 说 as I headed for the door.
I walked out of the door and walked into Edward.
Sorry. I whispered because I was about to cry.
It's okay. 你 look beautiful today. Edward said.
Thanks. I whispered.
你 should get to class. Edward said.
I walked towards my locker and then to my class. I sat at my 座位 and Jesse was still not there. It was never going to be the same, ever. I hated my life. I hated myself for what I did.
Class was over and I started towards my locker to grab my journal and put my 图书 up.
嘿 Scarlet. Someone said.
I looked over my shoulder and it was Clayton.
I just shut my locker.
How are 你 doing? Clayton asked.
Fine. I said.
I'm sorry to hear about your friend. Clayton said.
Me too. I whispered as I tried not to cry.
We need 你 on the team. We are doing okay but 你 made us a better team! Clayton said.
Oh umm I don't know. I whispered.
Okay well think about. Clayton 说 than walked away.
Edward, I need money. I promise to pay 你 back. I whispered so low no human could hear it.
He never cams to my locker. I guess I was going to have to go to him. I hated asking for money but Dad never gave me allowence 或者 anything.
I looked for his class room so I could get money.
Edward please come out here. I 说 in my thoughts.
I waited and he never came. Oh I forgot he couldn't read my mind.
Edward I need some money! I promise to pay 你 back. I whined.
What are 你 getting? Edward asked.
I couldn't help but jump when he came up right behind me.
Edward! I 说 as slapped him on the shoulder.
It's like hitting a concrete wall, isn't it? Edward asked with a smile.
你 got that right. I 说 as my hand started stinging.
About this money. Edward said.
Just five dollars. I said.
What is it for? Edward asked supichely.
It's for 花 and a snack. Why? I asked.
Just wondering. Edward 说 as he handed me a $20.
That's too much. I 说 as I handed it back.
Keep it buy 你 something good to eat. Edward said.
Cool thanks. I will get my dad to pay 你 back. I said.
It's okay. Don't worry about. Edward said.
No I am going to pay 你 back. I said.
Okay. 你 better go before 你 get in trouble. Edward said.
Bye thanks. I said.
Here 你 might want this messager bag to but your stuff in. It might be a little hard to drive a bike while holding everything. Edward said.
Thanks. I mumbled.
Just take my car. Edward 说 as he handed me his keys.
No I don't want to drive. I said.
OKay call me if 你 need anything. Edward 说 as he hugged me.
I will. I 说 and hugged him back.
Everytime I would feel back to normal, all the sudden I would feel really guilty! Big pains of guilt. It was aweful.
I put the money and journal in the bag Edward gave me and went to my bike. I unlocked my bike and put the lock in my bag. I headed towards La Push. It was a cloudy 日 outside but a sunny 日 in La Push. How could it be such a nice in La Push and such a crappy 日 in Forks.
I got to the little store.
Can I help you? A lady asked.
No thank you. I said.
If 你 change your mind just let me know. She said.
I smiled and went to the 食物 asile. I grabbed some ritz bits and drink. I went over to the 花 and found some.
Is this everything? The lady asked as I checked out.
Yes mam'. I said.
I quickly checked and tried to find my way to the "the place".
No one was in the parking lot of the school. No one was outside, everyone was inside. I quickly went to my locker and than my class room.
Miss Malone. 你 are late...again! The teacher yelled.
How was I going to survive without Jesse?
I stared at the teacher.
Take your 座位 and I want to see 你 after class. He said.
I sigh and took my 座位 in the back. Jesse use to sit infront of me and now the 台, 办公桌 was empty like my heart. Jesse made me happy he completed my life along with the Cullens. But Jesse he was special. He was my best friend in the entire world.
The 钟, 贝尔 rang so I gathered my 图书 and head out of the door.
Miss Malone, I asked 你 to stay after class. He said.
I turned around and sat at the front 台, 办公桌 in the middle.
I know 你 迷失 your only best friend but 你 have to pay attion to the class. He said.
I nodded my head. I didn't want to listen to the crap.
Are 你 even paying attion now? He asked really mad.
I don't have to take this crap from you. 你 don't understand! 你 look at me like everyone here does! A muderer! I yelled as I stood up.
I understand what it feels like to loose a loved one. He said.
Two in one month? It's too much for me. I can't handle a this.. I 说 as I headed for the door.
I walked out of the door and walked into Edward.
Sorry. I whispered because I was about to cry.
It's okay. 你 look beautiful today. Edward said.
Thanks. I whispered.
你 should get to class. Edward said.
I walked towards my locker and then to my class. I sat at my 座位 and Jesse was still not there. It was never going to be the same, ever. I hated my life. I hated myself for what I did.
Class was over and I started towards my locker to grab my journal and put my 图书 up.
嘿 Scarlet. Someone said.
I looked over my shoulder and it was Clayton.
I just shut my locker.
How are 你 doing? Clayton asked.
Fine. I said.
I'm sorry to hear about your friend. Clayton said.
Me too. I whispered as I tried not to cry.
We need 你 on the team. We are doing okay but 你 made us a better team! Clayton said.
Oh umm I don't know. I whispered.
Okay well think about. Clayton 说 than walked away.
Edward, I need money. I promise to pay 你 back. I whispered so low no human could hear it.
He never cams to my locker. I guess I was going to have to go to him. I hated asking for money but Dad never gave me allowence 或者 anything.
I looked for his class room so I could get money.
Edward please come out here. I 说 in my thoughts.
I waited and he never came. Oh I forgot he couldn't read my mind.
Edward I need some money! I promise to pay 你 back. I whined.
What are 你 getting? Edward asked.
I couldn't help but jump when he came up right behind me.
Edward! I 说 as slapped him on the shoulder.
It's like hitting a concrete wall, isn't it? Edward asked with a smile.
你 got that right. I 说 as my hand started stinging.
About this money. Edward said.
Just five dollars. I said.
What is it for? Edward asked supichely.
It's for 花 and a snack. Why? I asked.
Just wondering. Edward 说 as he handed me a $20.
That's too much. I 说 as I handed it back.
Keep it buy 你 something good to eat. Edward said.
Cool thanks. I will get my dad to pay 你 back. I said.
It's okay. Don't worry about. Edward said.
No I am going to pay 你 back. I said.
Okay. 你 better go before 你 get in trouble. Edward said.
Bye thanks. I said.
Here 你 might want this messager bag to but your stuff in. It might be a little hard to drive a bike while holding everything. Edward said.
Thanks. I mumbled.
Just take my car. Edward 说 as he handed me his keys.
No I don't want to drive. I said.
OKay call me if 你 need anything. Edward 说 as he hugged me.
I will. I 说 and hugged him back.
Everytime I would feel back to normal, all the sudden I would feel really guilty! Big pains of guilt. It was aweful.
I put the money and journal in the bag Edward gave me and went to my bike. I unlocked my bike and put the lock in my bag. I headed towards La Push. It was a cloudy 日 outside but a sunny 日 in La Push. How could it be such a nice in La Push and such a crappy 日 in Forks.
I got to the little store.
Can I help you? A lady asked.
No thank you. I said.
If 你 change your mind just let me know. She said.
I smiled and went to the 食物 asile. I grabbed some ritz bits and drink. I went over to the 花 and found some.
Is this everything? The lady asked as I checked out.
Yes mam'. I said.
I quickly checked and tried to find my way to the "the place".