Scarlet Malone Chapter 47
Scarlet's POV
Edward came up behind me and put a hand on my shoulder.
It's going to be okay. Edward 说 confonting me.
I turned around and Edward wrapped me into a hug.
I started crying and they wouldn't stop. I knew this was going to he my last time to see Jesse so I turned around to face him.
I'm sorry. It's time for me to go. I choked out.
I was very depressed between Jesse dying and the fact that Mrs Bourne wouldn't forgive me. Everyone kept staring at like I was a murderer.
In a way I see that I am a muderer. I waited every 日 to see if someone would actually say it to my face but no one ever did.
I didn't even realize that Esme was hugging me. I wrapped my arms around her as chills went down my back.
I am going to take her to our house. She needs to sleep. Call me if 你 need anything. Edward 说 to Carisle.
Scarlet are 你 ready? Edward asked.
No but I guess. I said.
Edward's eye seemed to sparkle when I 说 something. I hated not being his girlfriend. I felt like we couldn't do anything since he had a
girlfriend. Like going out to eat but Bella would get mad 或者 weirder out.
I got in Edward's car and we head towards his house.
I use to had 2 1/2 reason to live and now I am nldown to 1 1/2 reasons to live. Jesse was number one after Edward dumped me so he is number two and dad was always the half reason. Edward was my number one reason for living now.
Is there anything I can do? Edward asked.
No I don't think so. I said.
Thank 你 for not shaking 你 head no 或者 shrugging your shoulders. Edward said.
I didn't know how to responde so I just sat there.
What are 你 thinking? Edward asked.
Nothing. I 说 with no emotion.
I never had emotion in my sentences unless it was sadness.
Your thinking about something. I keep hearing bits and pieces. Edward said.
I didn't realize I was thinking. I 说 with stupity.
We are throwing Bella birthday party. Do 你 want to come? Edward asked.
I guess. Where are they burring Jesse's body. I tried to say without 展示 sadness.
No far from 或者 house. Why? Edward asked.
I want to go to the funeral tomorrow. I said.
But Mrs Bourne 说 你 was not allowed. Edward 说 confused.
I know. I am going to respect her wishes. I was going to go after everyone left. I said.
This is the most 你 have spoken in a long time. Edward said.
Oh really? Why are your eyes sparkling? I asked.
I guess I am happy to hear your voice. It's been a while. Edward said.
Oh. I 说 kind of happy.
I remember Jesse and I felt guilt poor over me.
It's not your fault. Edward said.
I can't help bu think that. Everyone stares at me like a muderer. I wish they would tell me that to my face instead of staring at me. I said.
你 are not a murderer. Edward said.
How come Alice didn't see this coming? I asked as a tear ran down my cheek.
I don't know. Edward said.
I sat there siletly and just cried till we got home.
Edward put the car in park and quickly came around and open the door before I could.
I went inside and than up stairs to my bedroom. So maybe satying at my ex's house is not a bad thing. I mean I always get to see him and he always helps me through the hard times even though I can't stand him sometimes.
I put on my pajamas and went down stairs to watch tv.
It was 8 o'clock in the morning and the funeral started at 10 o'clock. I had 2 hours to kill. What was I suppose to do. Woha! I had just realized that I was in my room. Crap! I am late for school!
Edward! Alice! We are late for school!! I 说 as I searched my room for clean close.
Relax, 你 are getting to stay 首页 if 你 want. Esme 说 as she came into my room and tried to calm me down.
Oh. I think I should go to school and than just go to the grrr, the grraa. The place. I said.
I didn't like the fact that I was going there to visit my best friend.
Okay. Alice left an outfit on her 床, 床上 for you. She wanted 你 to wear to the funeral but 你 might not want to wear it to school. Esme said.
I guess I will wear it. Alice went to the trouble and picked it out. I said.
Do 你 want breakfast? Esme asked.
No thank you. I said.
OKay. Call me if 你 need anything. Esme 说 and then left.
I went to Alice's room and slipped the black dress on along with some black tights and shoes. I put on some make-up and grabbed backpack. I saw my journal that Jesse gave me and stuck it in my backpack.
Bye Esme! I 说 as I was about to walk out the door.
Don't 你 want me to take 你 to school. Esme said.
I can ride my bike. Is that okay? I just don't want to be a burrend. I said.
Here is your jacket. 你 will never be a burrend to me. Esme said.
Oh thanks! I 说 as I took my 夹克 from her.
See 你 later. Esme said.
Bye thanks. I 说 and left.
I grabbed my bike and hopped on it. I was very talented that I could ride a bike in dress and high heels.
It didn't take that long to get to school.
Scarlet's POV
Edward came up behind me and put a hand on my shoulder.
It's going to be okay. Edward 说 confonting me.
I turned around and Edward wrapped me into a hug.
I started crying and they wouldn't stop. I knew this was going to he my last time to see Jesse so I turned around to face him.
I'm sorry. It's time for me to go. I choked out.
I was very depressed between Jesse dying and the fact that Mrs Bourne wouldn't forgive me. Everyone kept staring at like I was a murderer.
In a way I see that I am a muderer. I waited every 日 to see if someone would actually say it to my face but no one ever did.
I didn't even realize that Esme was hugging me. I wrapped my arms around her as chills went down my back.
I am going to take her to our house. She needs to sleep. Call me if 你 need anything. Edward 说 to Carisle.
Scarlet are 你 ready? Edward asked.
No but I guess. I said.
Edward's eye seemed to sparkle when I 说 something. I hated not being his girlfriend. I felt like we couldn't do anything since he had a
girlfriend. Like going out to eat but Bella would get mad 或者 weirder out.
I got in Edward's car and we head towards his house.
I use to had 2 1/2 reason to live and now I am nldown to 1 1/2 reasons to live. Jesse was number one after Edward dumped me so he is number two and dad was always the half reason. Edward was my number one reason for living now.
Is there anything I can do? Edward asked.
No I don't think so. I said.
Thank 你 for not shaking 你 head no 或者 shrugging your shoulders. Edward said.
I didn't know how to responde so I just sat there.
What are 你 thinking? Edward asked.
Nothing. I 说 with no emotion.
I never had emotion in my sentences unless it was sadness.
Your thinking about something. I keep hearing bits and pieces. Edward said.
I didn't realize I was thinking. I 说 with stupity.
We are throwing Bella birthday party. Do 你 want to come? Edward asked.
I guess. Where are they burring Jesse's body. I tried to say without 展示 sadness.
No far from 或者 house. Why? Edward asked.
I want to go to the funeral tomorrow. I said.
But Mrs Bourne 说 你 was not allowed. Edward 说 confused.
I know. I am going to respect her wishes. I was going to go after everyone left. I said.
This is the most 你 have spoken in a long time. Edward said.
Oh really? Why are your eyes sparkling? I asked.
I guess I am happy to hear your voice. It's been a while. Edward said.
Oh. I 说 kind of happy.
I remember Jesse and I felt guilt poor over me.
It's not your fault. Edward said.
I can't help bu think that. Everyone stares at me like a muderer. I wish they would tell me that to my face instead of staring at me. I said.
你 are not a murderer. Edward said.
How come Alice didn't see this coming? I asked as a tear ran down my cheek.
I don't know. Edward said.
I sat there siletly and just cried till we got home.
Edward put the car in park and quickly came around and open the door before I could.
I went inside and than up stairs to my bedroom. So maybe satying at my ex's house is not a bad thing. I mean I always get to see him and he always helps me through the hard times even though I can't stand him sometimes.
I put on my pajamas and went down stairs to watch tv.
It was 8 o'clock in the morning and the funeral started at 10 o'clock. I had 2 hours to kill. What was I suppose to do. Woha! I had just realized that I was in my room. Crap! I am late for school!
Edward! Alice! We are late for school!! I 说 as I searched my room for clean close.
Relax, 你 are getting to stay 首页 if 你 want. Esme 说 as she came into my room and tried to calm me down.
Oh. I think I should go to school and than just go to the grrr, the grraa. The place. I said.
I didn't like the fact that I was going there to visit my best friend.
Okay. Alice left an outfit on her 床, 床上 for you. She wanted 你 to wear to the funeral but 你 might not want to wear it to school. Esme said.
I guess I will wear it. Alice went to the trouble and picked it out. I said.
Do 你 want breakfast? Esme asked.
No thank you. I said.
OKay. Call me if 你 need anything. Esme 说 and then left.
I went to Alice's room and slipped the black dress on along with some black tights and shoes. I put on some make-up and grabbed backpack. I saw my journal that Jesse gave me and stuck it in my backpack.
Bye Esme! I 说 as I was about to walk out the door.
Don't 你 want me to take 你 to school. Esme said.
I can ride my bike. Is that okay? I just don't want to be a burrend. I said.
Here is your jacket. 你 will never be a burrend to me. Esme said.
Oh thanks! I 说 as I took my 夹克 from her.
See 你 later. Esme said.
Bye thanks. I 说 and left.
I grabbed my bike and hopped on it. I was very talented that I could ride a bike in dress and high heels.
It didn't take that long to get to school.