i was determined to beat leah till an inch from death. i had never seen myself so angery, i'd never seen my personality change like this, i'd never thought about doing something so evil.
which is exactly what i thought about an 小时 after i did this:
i pounced on leah, letting out the most ferocious sounding growl i've ever had.
first, i grabbed her 由 the back of her neck and punched her in the face with all of my force. it did facial damage, but it was like she didn't notice. she put her leg to my chest and let out the most forceful kick, sending me about 40 yards away. we both got back on our feet and ran at each other full speed. 由 the time we had met in the middle, she was already phased into her werewolf formation. i got a hold of her arm, i threw her about ten feet in the air. while she was in the midst, i had hopped up to her height and kicked her in the chest. that had sent her flying about 90 yards.
i ran up to her while she was still on the ground. if there was ever a time to crown me the bad guy, now would be it. she was lieing there severly hurt. i gently, put my foot to her leg, and i crushed it into what sounded like a million pieces. then i remembered that that's what James had done to my mother years 以前 when she was still human. leah barked in a pleading tone.
leah looked directly into my eyes and i knew what she was saying:
"im sorry for what i did, but your an evil blood sucker!" she 说 it with her eyes, like words.
alls i could say at that moment, realizing what i had done was:
"im so sorry..." i 说 out loud.
she closed her eyes. still breathing, just unconcious.
"RENESMEE CARLIE CULLEN! WHAT DID 你 DO?" i heard jacob's voice.
i turned around,
"im so sorry jacob!"
he looked at leah.
"just call carlisle and tell him to come to leah's house asap." he 说 while he scooped her up in his arms and carried her into her house,
"you should probably tell your dad to come in another car because leah won't want to see 你 when she wakes up." he 说 kicking the door to her house open and laying her on the couch. eventually carlisle and my dad arrived and jacob still wouldn't say a word to me.
grandpa look over leah, wrapped up her leg. she was still in her 狼 phase because grandpa 说 it was too dangerous for her to phase back injured. she seemed like she was starting to wake up.
"come on renesmee. i don't think 你 should be here when she wakes up, and her mother should be waking up soon so she'll have to find a way to phase back, and come up with something to tell her mom." my dad said.
"bye jacob." i 说 hoping he would talk to me.
he turned around,
"goodbye nessie." he hugged me and kissed me on the head,
"we'll talk about this later." he said
on the ride home:
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"what were 你 thinking!" asked my mother
"i wasn't ma"
"you know how disappointed your grandfather will be huh?"
"ya i know" grandpa always hated violence.
"and how did 你 get away with this with alice wacthing you?"
"well umm.... i made a deal with her."
"WHAT! ALICE LET 你 DO THIS!?" my father said, furious.
"well i told her that if she didn't let me go i wouldn't let her plan me and jake's wedding."
"renesmee, your grounded until we say 你 aren't anymore, and no seeing jacob unless it's at our house."
"alright." i said. i knew i deserved it.
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we stayed at grampa and grandma's house the rest of the day. but i stayed in alice's room the whole time. i was waiting for jake to call me.
he finally called at 8:00 pm. i looked at my phone and read his name. suddenly, i didn't want to talk to him anymore......
