你 are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because 你 do not exist much...
Why do 你 run away from such a place as this?
你 liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. 你 like and 爱情 this place...
你 born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt 迷失 without 你 and like I lose 你 more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will 你 stay for me, then… 由 my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with 你 as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to 你 that I will not run away-from 你 或者 from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I 爱情 you... and want to 爱情 你 更多 again...

I am missing 你 and losing 你 as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, 你 fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few 更多 minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some 问题 of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would 你 do the same thing for me?
Would 你 sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will 你 save me when I need your help?

Would 你 do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet 你 again- in the Soul Society 或者 elsewhere, but I hope I can meet 你 there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting 你 wherever, anywhere and I cannot 熊 to think about that...
I just can cry and 更多 and 更多 within I cry waiting you... just waiting for 你 to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing 更多 of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...