Long and silent.
Your thoughts
are intense
and unquiet
like a heavy sea.
Sometimes
你 need someone
to talk to,
sometimes
你 need someone
to be there for you,
so 你 could feel
safe,
so 你 could know
that you're still
there.
你 don't want
to disappear,
你 don't want
to be the shadow,
the pale picture
of what 你 used to be.
Sometimes
你 need someone
to be there for you,
sometimes
你 need someone
just to see you.
Thoughts,
those will remain
in you,
all those disturbing
thoughts
that make 你 feel
exhausted
你 cannot share.
You're too scared
of how disturbance
may sound,
you're frightened
of yourself.
Sometimes
你 need someone
to 显示 you
the way.
The path
filled with
light,
the path
你 call a hope.
你 need someone
who cares,
although
你 feel like nobody
understands.
Nobody sees
your soul,
nobody feels
your toss,
all alone with
your fears,
lonesome and lost,
你 need someone
who cares.
just say the words and forget
But Not for me
Words that Hurt Not As the winds
Blows and Gone...
Words that HURT it's Knife...
As it walkin' through......... teared ,destroyed,,,PAin
Have u ever felt it?
Not just Lies upon ur Big smile,,
But this is Me,,,
Who Taste The 刀 that walkin' through ur words
And the feeling left after It,,,
even the time can't erased It..
please stop shouting to me...
yesterday u say "shorty,,,,lovely,,,Miss me ..."
but now u say "damn,,,Im changed ,,,I never understands U'
How Come..
the same souls says the opposite in a minutes????
where've u been?
Im Just a girl with a fragile hearth ,,Im just a girl that searching for a mate...
Just a masochist that Hope,,,time will erased all my pain..
Don't do this to me...
Once I can't stand off,,,
I'll Lost
And u'll never found me..
I never wish hurt,,,
Just Understands Me
Diamond studded tears and broken cries
心 full of troubles, head of lies
One passing moment and everyone dies
Scared as 你 look out and 你 watch the skies
Don't be afraid, it's just a game
One 你 don't play to take the blame
Without 你 here, nothing's the same
So we set 火, 消防 and watched the flame
Because of you, I let it die
All our hope put in a lie
Dry your tears and hold your cry
We keep 你 safe, so hard we try
The bombs are gone, it's all been done
Then we hear them say we've won
Come out now and see the sun
Trust me, no 更多 bombs, there's none
In this place you'll feel 安全 here
When the war of the worlds dropped its final tear
心 full of troubles, head of lies
One passing moment and everyone dies
Scared as 你 look out and 你 watch the skies
Don't be afraid, it's just a game
One 你 don't play to take the blame
Without 你 here, nothing's the same
So we set 火, 消防 and watched the flame
Because of you, I let it die
All our hope put in a lie
Dry your tears and hold your cry
We keep 你 safe, so hard we try
The bombs are gone, it's all been done
Then we hear them say we've won
Come out now and see the sun
Trust me, no 更多 bombs, there's none
In this place you'll feel 安全 here
When the war of the worlds dropped its final tear
My steps crunch on the gravel track
Why did 你 leave me? why did 你 go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.
I begin to 搜索 the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.
I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true
I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.
Why did 你 leave me? why did 你 go?
A sudden sadness begins to attack
All I want is an answer all I want is to know.
I begin to 搜索 the fog and dark trees
For the spot I'm longing for
As soon as I find it I fall to my knees
And I don't care whose watching me anymore.
I stare at the gray slab of stone
That is all I have left of you
I begin to sob felling so alone
It doesn't seem fair it just can't be true
I can't bring myself to leave this place
And soon all that's left is the winter winds cry
I run away at a ghostly pace
Good-bye.
I am outside.
outside of your sight outside of your thoughts.
peering in in desperation.
I am away.
where 你 pushed where 你 shoved me.
away from where I long to be 由 your side.
I am outside. And away.
I loved 你 so hard that 你 were scared. scared of loving me back. So 你 threw me away.
Now I stand shivering and wallowing outside of where I long to be.
你 won't bring me back. I know 你 won't. 你 pushed me away.
I would find my way back to 你 if I thought it would make a difference.
but, I think I know, that it won't.
So here I will stay.
Outside and Away...
outside of your sight outside of your thoughts.
peering in in desperation.
I am away.
where 你 pushed where 你 shoved me.
away from where I long to be 由 your side.
I am outside. And away.
I loved 你 so hard that 你 were scared. scared of loving me back. So 你 threw me away.
Now I stand shivering and wallowing outside of where I long to be.
你 won't bring me back. I know 你 won't. 你 pushed me away.
I would find my way back to 你 if I thought it would make a difference.
but, I think I know, that it won't.
So here I will stay.
Outside and Away...
a crowd always cheers.
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I don't understand it,
but it brings me to tears.
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It thrills people silly
to throw me around
and make me go bouncing
across the hard ground.
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What have I done
to deserve this cruel fate?
I've gone from just mad
to completely irate!
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I'm battered 由 bats
just to make the crowd shout.
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I am sick of this game-
it's not safe, I want out!
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WHO AM I?
苦 World
As time passes 由 and the world ages 动物 live on through their peace but man stays in strife...
Never do they see past their faults but see only their pride and hate...
Knowledge is a blessing yet they turn it into a vile curse...determined to possess all minds with one belief and rule all souls..
I am on the outside seeing what 你 have all become...bitter, angry, and wretched beings feeding off others misery and as one weak soul falls 你 quickly devour it...
I am haunted 由 your world...it darkens my mind and soul...as I come to see 你 all have betrayed my gifts as if they were toys to be thrown away!
I shall give only one message to all new life that comes into this world...do not be naive to believe 你 cannot be infected 由 this disease 或者 else the transformation has already begun...
As time passes 由 and the world ages 动物 live on through their peace but man stays in strife...
Never do they see past their faults but see only their pride and hate...
Knowledge is a blessing yet they turn it into a vile curse...determined to possess all minds with one belief and rule all souls..
I am on the outside seeing what 你 have all become...bitter, angry, and wretched beings feeding off others misery and as one weak soul falls 你 quickly devour it...
I am haunted 由 your world...it darkens my mind and soul...as I come to see 你 all have betrayed my gifts as if they were toys to be thrown away!
I shall give only one message to all new life that comes into this world...do not be naive to believe 你 cannot be infected 由 this disease 或者 else the transformation has already begun...
A girl from nowhere I met,
She looked a real friend,
That is why our friendship will never end,
She bought lots of 颜色 and laugh,
With me she was never tough,
She bought lots of 花 with scents,
Which are priceless that 金牌 cents,
As long as we are friends,
We don't need enemies, no lovers,
This beautiful relation that God created,
She has got beauty and grace,
And a very successful place,
She understands me fully,
I trust her truly,
Because she she is not a bully,
She makes my dreams look real,
And feel every emotion I feel,
We have a great bound,
Like we are tied together,
We never fought and that's true,
She came as a 射线, 雷 of light,
And made my days and nights very bright,
That's why we will never ever fight,
Cause God is holding us tight,
She is a true friend,
That is the reason why this relation will never end......
She looked a real friend,
That is why our friendship will never end,
She bought lots of 颜色 and laugh,
With me she was never tough,
She bought lots of 花 with scents,
Which are priceless that 金牌 cents,
As long as we are friends,
We don't need enemies, no lovers,
This beautiful relation that God created,
She has got beauty and grace,
And a very successful place,
She understands me fully,
I trust her truly,
Because she she is not a bully,
She makes my dreams look real,
And feel every emotion I feel,
We have a great bound,
Like we are tied together,
We never fought and that's true,
She came as a 射线, 雷 of light,
And made my days and nights very bright,
That's why we will never ever fight,
Cause God is holding us tight,
She is a true friend,
That is the reason why this relation will never end......
你 knew it when 你 started this.
你 knew that it would have no bliss.
你 fought against the living hell.
That somebody is why 你 fell.
That single somebody is why
你 sometimes have to stop and cry.
That somebody is why 你 hate.
That somebody had planned your fate.
What is the joy without the sorrow?
What will your life be like tomorrow?
They took away your will to live,
And yet 你 somehow still forgive.
So take the time to stop and think
Before that someone makes 你 sink.
Just look beyond your void and see
That somebody was me.
你 knew that it would have no bliss.
你 fought against the living hell.
That somebody is why 你 fell.
That single somebody is why
你 sometimes have to stop and cry.
That somebody is why 你 hate.
That somebody had planned your fate.
What is the joy without the sorrow?
What will your life be like tomorrow?
They took away your will to live,
And yet 你 somehow still forgive.
So take the time to stop and think
Before that someone makes 你 sink.
Just look beyond your void and see
That somebody was me.
The world is turning, and always will be.
But will you?
或者 are 你 tiptoeing between the thin line of reality and the dark abyss that awaits.
Just beyond the barrier of sanity.
Feeling is hard to grasp.
No harder than expressing it.
But when 你 feel the slight sting and the warm bubble of contentment, 你 have no idea what it actually does to you.
Your mind feels extacy.
But your body cry's out.
你 slip into the dark, trying to surface.
But the weight of your life is pushing 你 down.
You're drowning in your own tears.
But you're not man enough to face your fears.
Not even the faces of your peers trying to help.
或者 the the ones that pretend they 爱情 you.
Keeping to yourself and only releasing your body of the pressure when 你 get the chance.
你 where a mask, fake as the people around you.
But finally reaching your sanctuary,
你 don't try to surface.
But will you?
或者 are 你 tiptoeing between the thin line of reality and the dark abyss that awaits.
Just beyond the barrier of sanity.
Feeling is hard to grasp.
No harder than expressing it.
But when 你 feel the slight sting and the warm bubble of contentment, 你 have no idea what it actually does to you.
Your mind feels extacy.
But your body cry's out.
你 slip into the dark, trying to surface.
But the weight of your life is pushing 你 down.
You're drowning in your own tears.
But you're not man enough to face your fears.
Not even the faces of your peers trying to help.
或者 the the ones that pretend they 爱情 you.
Keeping to yourself and only releasing your body of the pressure when 你 get the chance.
你 where a mask, fake as the people around you.
But finally reaching your sanctuary,
你 don't try to surface.