爱情

Oh Payton why did 你 go,
I miss you,
你 never knew i was
alive,
I would do any thing for you

I was always in the dark,
你 were the sun and I was the shade,
你 never even looked at me,
I always thought of you

Without 你 I could die,
I was so sad when 你 moved,
你 didn't care when 你 moved,
But I will never ever forget you,
I wish 你 had met me

Every night I can't go to 床, 床上 cause
of you,
And each night i wish 你 will
移动 back where 你 belong,
Also wish 你 loved me back
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Hi this is my small poem
Hope 你 like it its for
my 爱情 Payton. He was sweet
to everybody. When I meet him
all he 说 hi. I looked into his
big brown eyes and I fell in
爱情 with him. Thats the only time
he ever look at me. And the time
he 说 hi he just wanted to
go out with my friend. But she
knew I liked him so she 说 no for me
And he never ever 说 anything else
to us.

The pain it hurts, It rips and tears.
Unstoppable, But I don't care.
All the lies about me, all the tears that have come.
They're all from 你 and the things you've become.
Don't 你 remember, when we were young and small?
All the secrets we shared, do 你 remember at all?
Now my hatred for 你 is growing strong.
Every insult 你 throw, why must it be so wrong?
That face makes me shake.
How much 更多 can I take?
Now do 你 see what you've done?
This happened to me.
Congratulations, you've won.
Now are 你 glad that 你 killed me inside?
because now I wish I had really died.
Of course 你 don't, you'll never know.
All the pain and suffering i'll never show.
My 心 isn't mending.
Because all you're bending back.
Only now it's black


So I'm new to this site, I was wondering maybe some 老友记 或者 something? I'm still figuring out this site. So yeah.. First poem posted? Yay? D:

-OfmiceandDes

This is my first poem. I don't even know if 你 would call this a poem, it's just what I was feeling right this moment. 评论 tell me what 你 think.

What is he thinking? Sometimes I wonder what goes on in a guys mind. I mean when 你 look directly into his eyes for the first time 或者 just that morning when 你 pass him in the hallway. What does he think about 你 when he sees you. When 你 say hi as 你 walk 由 him and look him in the eyes,what is he thinking. Is it, why is she looking at me that way 或者 something else. Some people might think I'm crazy for thinking this but it crosses every girls mind sometime 或者 another. I pass him in the hall and smile, is it just curiousity 或者 just me wondering, what does he think about me.

你 Hear My 心 Beat,
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye

But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,

I Want To Tell 你 These Things,
I Wish To Sing To 你 About These Things!
These Things I Feel When 你 Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...

That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.

You've got some real demons,
你 know that right?

爱情 and hate,
Black a white.
你 don't know which is which,
Darkness 或者 light

I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
你 don't want to understand

你 want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue

The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
你 won't stay locked in the past

You've got some real demons,
你 know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light

For you, hon!!!! Because 你 asked me:D


A wild rose,
A white dove,
A peace long promised.


Death doesn't seem
So scary anymore.
I go towards the light!


I'm so close,
I hear it calling me,
I start running,
I'm almost there.

A few 更多 steps,
And I would, forever, have
Eternal peace...
I came back to the world
It wasn't my time yet!




















































Hope 你 like it:D

one 日 你 will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when 你 fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though 你 did me wrong and even though 你 shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though 你 说 你 cared even though 你 werent really there and 你 made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with 你 tearing down the walls of everything and everyone 你 ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.

shadows in the night
every one keeps telling me i'll be alright
I tell myself i'll never be the same
as long as i know his name
he made me fall in 爱情
we never have to fight
he makes me fell alright
he is a 鸽子 the sign of 爱情
to feel the 爱情
it fits like a 手套
爱情 send from above
shadows in the night
we never fight
people tell me i'll be alright
i no i won't untell he comes back to me
that will set me free
we can be
the showdows in the night
he came back to me

The darkness in my eyes
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white 床, 床上 sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven 或者 hell
its 迷失 for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating 心 of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
爱情 like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again

do 你 truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen 由 my personality 或者 由 my body

the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job

i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more

do 你 really think i eat 或者 sleep
do 你 think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a 月 the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave

i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me 或者 kick me
do 你 really think im happy?

the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood 由 her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me

so 下一个 time 你 see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?