do 你 truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen 由 my personality 或者 由 my body

the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job

i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more

do 你 really think i eat 或者 sleep
do 你 think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a 月 the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave

i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me 或者 kick me
do 你 really think im happy?

the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood 由 her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me

so 下一个 time 你 see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?