I never asked 你 to be my Dad,
To slap me around and treat me bad.
I never asked 你 to drink alcohol,
I never asked for anything at all.

I never asked for the hurt and pain,
或者 for the nights that were half insane.
I never asked for fights that were wild,
或者 to grow up a bewildered child.

I never asked 你 to beat up my Mom,
或者 for a blanket to help keep me warm.
I never asked 你 to leave me alone,
或者 to grow up in a broken down home.

I never asked for this horrible life,
或者 for the conflicts, the quarrels and strife.
I never once asked that I be defiled,
或者 to grow up a bewildered child.

I never asked to be raised in prison,
或者 to see darkness though the sun had risen.
I never asked 你 to raise Holy Hell,
或者 for my bedroom to be like a jail cell.

I never asked to be used and abused,
或者 to sit in my room dazed and confused.
I never asked for the crap that has piled,
或者 to grow up a bewildered child.

I never asked for a brand new bike,
或者 for any toys that I used to like.
I never asked 你 to throw me a ball,
或者 for the bruises when I took a "fall".

I never asked once but I'm asking 你 now,
I hope 你 make me understand somehow.
How 你 could treat me so freaking bad,
That I never asked 你 to be my Dad.


由 Ronnie Doe