If you've read The Picture of Dorian Gray, please help me!

I'm making an essay about the book and I wanted to quote an excert, only I can't find it. It is the part he says that when you're asleep 你 can live in a perfect and fantastic world, and as 你 wake up and everything around 你 starts taking form, 你 have to go back to your routine and go on from where 你 had stopped yesterday. He says it would be better if each 日 was independent of the other and we could just 星, 星级 over and do something new every day. If 你 know the page 或者 at least the chapter please tell me!