I was very confused on what I just did. Why would I leave Louis? Why would I leave my friends? Why did I care so much that Zayn quit? Did I have feelings for Zayn that I didn't realize until now?
I was so 迷失 in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get 迷失 in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... 你 left people who have been there for 你 through EVERYTHING. 你 can't leave because... well whatever reason 你 left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. 你 have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving 你 when he just wants 你 because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants 你 because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself 接吻 him back. Could I have been in 爱情 with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
I was so 迷失 in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get 迷失 in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... 你 left people who have been there for 你 through EVERYTHING. 你 can't leave because... well whatever reason 你 left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. 你 have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving 你 when he just wants 你 because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants 你 because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself 接吻 him back. Could I have been in 爱情 with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
Sorry for dont write much yesterday but I couldnt..
I dont have time anymore...Know why ?
I am Louis girfriend!!!I am not even kidding...
Well , everything happened so fast...I dont even remeber how exatly everything happened...
Vas Happenin to me ?
hahah , well he asked me to date...
Cause he find me amazing even though I think I am not , so he sang to me WHAT MAKES U BEATIFUL!!!<3 so romantic...ahhh!!!<333
So tonight I have 日期 with him...I am damn Nervous...& Ann yelling all the time stop 写作
in this silly diary & go to her for make over...
So Bye then..xxx
Natalie POV:This morning I woke up and I heard my phone go off,it was my brother
Phone convo:
Me. Hello
Cameran. 嘿 I got a surprise for u
Me. What is it
Cam . I 说 its a surprise come over my place and u will c
Me. Righto wil b there in a min
Phone convo ova
So I went and a 淋浴 brushed my Light brown slightly curly hair,pinned my side fringe back and I put my turquoise jeans
white 衬衫 and a 夹克 on with my sparkly flats
When I got to Cameron's house their was a mini 面包车, 范 I wonder who else is here,when I walked in and BOOM!i couldn't believe my eyes,1D was sitting on the lounge
Phone convo:
Me. Hello
Cameran. 嘿 I got a surprise for u
Me. What is it
Cam . I 说 its a surprise come over my place and u will c
Me. Righto wil b there in a min
Phone convo ova
So I went and a 淋浴 brushed my Light brown slightly curly hair,pinned my side fringe back and I put my turquoise jeans
white 衬衫 and a 夹克 on with my sparkly flats
When I got to Cameron's house their was a mini 面包车, 范 I wonder who else is here,when I walked in and BOOM!i couldn't believe my eyes,1D was sitting on the lounge
SABRINA'S P.O.V:
i felt i was being watched but ignored it school dance was in 2 days i knew Zayn was gonna take me because we are girlfriend and boyfriend.i went downstairs and joined the boys who were watching TV it was about 5 and i got tired.i loved my sleep.i went upstairs again and changed to my pj's.i fell asleep.
ZAYN'S P.O.V:
i kissed her forehead and stayed with her the whole night.i didn't want anything to happen to her.she was my life.i needed her.tomorrow she was going dress shopping for a dress for the dance so that meant i had to get a tux.the boys already got dates and i was taking Sabrina.nothing stood in between us except....Brandon.i hated him.
Brandon's P.O.V:
this was my plan.i would ruin her dance.i would ruin her and Zayn.i loved being so clever she would never see it coming.
find out what happens in everything about 你 chapter 2 part 2!
AUTHOR'S NOTE: sorry it's short running out of ideas and need 2 take time thinking of more
i felt i was being watched but ignored it school dance was in 2 days i knew Zayn was gonna take me because we are girlfriend and boyfriend.i went downstairs and joined the boys who were watching TV it was about 5 and i got tired.i loved my sleep.i went upstairs again and changed to my pj's.i fell asleep.
ZAYN'S P.O.V:
i kissed her forehead and stayed with her the whole night.i didn't want anything to happen to her.she was my life.i needed her.tomorrow she was going dress shopping for a dress for the dance so that meant i had to get a tux.the boys already got dates and i was taking Sabrina.nothing stood in between us except....Brandon.i hated him.
Brandon's P.O.V:
this was my plan.i would ruin her dance.i would ruin her and Zayn.i loved being so clever she would never see it coming.
find out what happens in everything about 你 chapter 2 part 2!
AUTHOR'S NOTE: sorry it's short running out of ideas and need 2 take time thinking of more
