Turns out I was nervous for nothing! Nobody suspected that I was, me, they all think I'm Alice.
"I'll be right back," I whispered in Zayn's ear. I couldn't find Louis. It's like he disappeared. I walked to the bathroom, where I last saw him. Gone. I walked around the club looking for him. I saw someone sitting at the bar. Louis. I ran over to him, "Louis?" He turned around.
"Who are you?" A man barked. Not Louis.
"Sorry, I guess..." The man shoved his hand in my face to shut me up. I turned around slowly and walked away.

Lilah POV:

Me and Zayn where talking and goofing around, when I felt a pain in my stomach. I stumbled to the ground.
"Lilah!" Zayn yelled trying to catch me. Everything got really blurry and dizzy. I blacked out. I opened my eyes and got blinded 由 the bright light. I wasn't in the dark club anymore, I was in a uncomfortable mattress. I looked at my hand and saw a needle in it.
"Why did 你 tell me?!" I looked over and saw Zayn, "Why?!" He yelled. I mouthed, 'What?'
"You know!" He yelled Louis trying to hold him back, "You are anorexia and have a bulimia problem!" He yelled.
"Zayn.." I 说 weakly.
"No! How could 你 this to me? To all of us? Your just a selfish little bitch!" He yelled and then stormed out. I threw my head back and squeezed my eyes close.
"Lilah, He didn't..." Someone started.
"Just go!" I interrupted. I heard feet dragging and then a door close. I opened my eyes and saw Niall asleep on a chair. I smiled, "Niall." I whispered. I grabbed a stuffed 鸭 that was on my end 表 and threw it at him.
"Wha.." He whispered, hitting the end tables corners, "Ouch!" He looked over at me, in disappointment, "Why didn't 你 tell me?" He asked.
"Niall, 你 have to understand." He grabbed my hand.
"Make me understand," I sighed.
"Okay, when I was 8 everybody made fun of me because I wasn't skinny, I was fat and ugly. Nobody loved me, at least it seemed that way. One 日 a 流行的 girl at my school started calling me really mean names like, 象, 大象 and hippo." I took a deep breath, "So at lunch I snuck out and went into the bathroom. I grabbed a unsharped pencil and stuck it down my throat. I have been doing it every since." Niall slid his hand over some scabs on my arm.
"Cutting too?" He asked.
"Mhmm, I did that a week after I started puking, around the same time I starved my self. My parents asked about it, but I just made up different excuses."
Speaking about all of it really made me feel better.
Alot better.

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