before i met her my ife was likea night that never lightined night with no moon only stares and then when she came across the sky it was like everhing was on fire.i couled seethe trees on fire.she was like a comet shooting across the sky like the moon i never had 或者 saw.but when i left to try to pertecter i ended up hurting her and my salf.the night i left it was so hard to say what i needed to say.when i left after saying what i needed to say it...it felt like i was going to die.when i was saying the words i could see it in her eyes that she truly beleved it.she 说 "plese don't go." i wanted to say yes i will stay with 你 forever and ever buti knew that i had to pertect her from that vial vampire V-I-T-O-R-I-A she has to die to pretect Bella.then rose called me and touled me what bella did and siad that.....bella had died i whent tothe voltrrie and asked if they wouled kill me. they chose to give me a place in the voltrre i 说 no i whent through diffrent idiea's to get then to kill me i choose to walk into the sun in central squar it just so hppened that it ws st.minces day.But when i was just about to step in to the sun she was there in frount of me i said"amazing i didn't feel a thing she said"Edward 你 need o 移动 get out of the sun"but i just could not look away from her face then i hrard flex.after jane came we headed to see aro bella was shrivring like crszy.after that aro gave us a choose we can leve but bella had too become a vampire she tould me to mean it and alice came to aro and showed him bella becomming vampire.we had to stay but before we go awy they started to HUNT bella allredy knew what was happining. when it became night we left i sat in the back 座位 with her menorizing he3r face touled her to sleep she said"i don't whant to sleep...I'll have nightmares."i did not argue any more. when we got on the plane she asked for a 可乐 looked ather with a dissaproving look wail alice was talking to jasper to caulm him down.when we got to the aie port esme ran over and thanked bella and touled me never to do that agen i said"sorry mom"with a grainthen she 说 "bella looks hafe deid" she saide with a disapproving look.we were wlking back to the car me and bella had to ride with rose and emmet rose tried to apolagiz to me i toued her to stop then she touled bella sarry and emmettouled rose "it only countes if she's awacke"i was memorizing her face when she fell asleep when got 首页 i had to pull he fingers away from my shurt and i touled her"i'll be back later." i said. forteen hr later she wock up i tried to convince her that she was awake after that i kissed her not as carful i touled her 由 the way i'm not leving agean." i 说 i watited for her ancewer but seh did not ancewer"i'll hurt my salf 更多 "then she got up i ask her what she was doing she said"i'm leving" i asked were are 你 gong " bella 说 "to your house ...this is no longer just between us were going to your house to vote on my mortallity.on the way to my house she still beleved she was dreaming andtouled me"i never want to wack up from this dream'and kissed me on the neck i said"thank you".during th vote we discused our planes and i went in the other room after bella's vote got her imortallaty i broke the 长椅, 沙发 ha,ha when we discused th 日期 we dissided after graguation hen i got her 首页 i touled her the onlyway i was going to chsnge her mysalfwasif she married me. she thought i was jocking then toule her that i was not jocking she touled my she was not the person to get married and touled her that was the onLy way.