a little sad fic for matt.

Mello had always been your best friend.

The only one to see 你 cry, the first to make 你 smile when 你 arrived, the only one to welcome 你 as a friend.

He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights

The one who knew what 你 feared,

What made 你 laugh,

And what made 你 hurt.

The one person that actually cared for 你 and 你 cared for him.

Like brothers, just closer.

And now that hes gone, you're breaking.

Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.

你 blame yourself.

If 你 hadn't 迷失 your temper, if 你 had just listened to what he was going to say, 你 would be with him where ever he is.

你 know 你 cant live without him.

The one 你 grew to know, like and maybe even love?

A single tear falls from those 翠, 翡翠 green eyes.

The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave 你 alone.

He wasn't usually a liar.

But where is he now?

You're alone.

Again.

Something he promised would never happen.

你 cant take it much more, as 你 stand on the balcony.

A faint smile appears through the tears as 你 remember the 日 he demanded the 最佳, 返回页首 appartment.

It soon fades though.

Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.

With another sigh 你 give up.

Just another step and its over.

Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.

你 curse the fact he brought 你 to do this.

你 hit the sent button on your phone.

The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.

I will always 爱情 you.

Always.

xxxxx'

Knowing he wont read it, why would he?

你 do it.

Taking a last breath.

Taking a last step.

You.

Say.

Goodbye.