Backwards leaving
Barely beating
Stupid reasons
Useless feelings
I wasn't that surprised (its always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone
I remain unknown
[Chorus:]
Im bleeding where I bled
Im hiding where I hid
Im entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
Im burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Feel castrated
Complicated
Mind mistreated
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear
I remain unknown
[Chorus]
Come Around, coming down
Giving a frown, to the sound
When I hit ground
I the way that I say
When I know that I don't give a fcuk
about it anyway
Stay awake, Feeling cold and tired
Resignation - life's forsaken
I should have thought ahead
And I remain unknown
[Chorus]
I'm sicker than I thought
I'm fighting what I fought
I'm right back where I started from
Backwards leaving, Barely beating
Barely beating
Stupid reasons
Useless feelings
I wasn't that surprised (its always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone
I remain unknown
[Chorus:]
Im bleeding where I bled
Im hiding where I hid
Im entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
Im burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Feel castrated
Complicated
Mind mistreated
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear
I remain unknown
[Chorus]
Come Around, coming down
Giving a frown, to the sound
When I hit ground
I the way that I say
When I know that I don't give a fcuk
about it anyway
Stay awake, Feeling cold and tired
Resignation - life's forsaken
I should have thought ahead
And I remain unknown
[Chorus]
I'm sicker than I thought
I'm fighting what I fought
I'm right back where I started from
Backwards leaving, Barely beating
And I wondered why 你 came for all this after so long
When it ripped into 你 like the son 你 never were
And I don't think this is what 你 wanted now
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put 你 here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the 太空 around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
And I wondered why 你 never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls 你 down and throws 你 over, waiting there
Why do 你 always end up right back here
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put 你 here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the 太空 around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
你 always end up here
你 always end up here
你 always end up
When it ripped into 你 like the son 你 never were
And I don't think this is what 你 wanted now
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put 你 here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the 太空 around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
And I wondered why 你 never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls 你 down and throws 你 over, waiting there
Why do 你 always end up right back here
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put 你 here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the 太空 around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
你 always end up here
你 always end up here
你 always end up
I felt it turn to come and go
don't worry no one ever knows
I don't know why it just won't die
It breaks me in to stay alive
I know it hurt a lot like you
C'mon I know that 你 felt it too
It hurts the same and that's ok
I never liked him anyway
I know
It seems so long since I've been gone
I got so used to just hanging on
I feel so wrong
I don't belong
I got so used to just hanging on
I'm used to starving out instead
It's easier than fakign it
Sometimes it hurts but
That's no worsethan all those times
I guess it works
I know they walked away with a piece of me
The 更多 I bruise from laying low
I walk around liek I'm alive again
But I know it's just not the same
Shut up
I'm sorry I broke it all
I don't know why it just won't die
And I'm fading
don't worry no one ever knows
I don't know why it just won't die
It breaks me in to stay alive
I know it hurt a lot like you
C'mon I know that 你 felt it too
It hurts the same and that's ok
I never liked him anyway
I know
It seems so long since I've been gone
I got so used to just hanging on
I feel so wrong
I don't belong
I got so used to just hanging on
I'm used to starving out instead
It's easier than fakign it
Sometimes it hurts but
That's no worsethan all those times
I guess it works
I know they walked away with a piece of me
The 更多 I bruise from laying low
I walk around liek I'm alive again
But I know it's just not the same
Shut up
I'm sorry I broke it all
I don't know why it just won't die
And I'm fading