Here I stand
My 心 beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
你 didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
你 never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some divine place 你 will never reach

There 你 are
Judging me with those ice cold eyes
There 你 are
Mocking me with that fake evil smile

I'm strong yet so vulnerable
I'm broken, not unfixable
The tears are just a symptom of my closure
I'm fragile,yet so untouchable
I'm distanced,yet so reachable
Facing 你 is something I need to do for closure

'Cause if I wanna end my agony
I need to walk my agony
All I ever want is just to breath again
And if I wanna prevent my 心 from dying
I need to stop hiding
All I ever want is just to live again

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
你 didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
你 never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some divine place 你 will never reach

Do 你 remember all the words you've said
Are they still spinning around in your head
When 你 look in the mirror do 你 feel guilty
Do 你 regret,do 你 feel sorry

I wanted to leave this hell behin me
So I needed to break free
Find my wings and just flew away
But if I wanna vanquish my demons
I need to face my demons
And you're the scariest one I've ever seen

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
你 didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
你 never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some divine place 你 will never reach
You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
你 didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
你 never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some divine place 你 will never reach