summery:I witness a horrible 爱情 problem between Ashley (my friend) and Dakota (the boy I love) when my friend gets togther with the boy I love. part 2: I arrive 首页 still very upset. my mom asks "whats wrong hun?" I say nothing! I'm fine! "Ok then" replys my mom. So I run into my room, lock the door and jump on the bed. I look in my one of my special books. I collected pictures of all my 老友记 and classmates. They are orginized 由 alphibetical order. I look to the D section and see a picture of the boy I loved deeply. I feel tears fall from my eyes. "Why did this have to happen to me?" I asked myself. Why is my life so complicated? I felt 更多 tears running down my face. I.....I don't know what to think of her now.... It's like I'm mad at her but at the same time I'm not. I'm so confused. I...thought he liked me.... Did he like me but get over it? Wait....how could anybody like an idiot like me? She's prettier than me. I see why he likes her. "I look down and see my 床, 床上 covered in tears." Crying isn't going to help me... But there's nothin' else I can do. "2 days later" Recently in the 2 days I haven't gotten much sleep. And the time that I spent sleeping I had nightmares. I felt to sick and sad to eat. I didn't feel like doing anything and I still don't. "I'm in my room looking depressed suddenly my mom walks in" Hun, you've been 表演 really strange in the past 2 days. Did anything bad happen at school that I need to know about? I say no. "Ok whatever 你 say" mom walks out. I still don't know what to do. Maybe I should tell my mom. Ok thats part 2 of a true story that i'm going through. I feel really sad but 写作 this story of whats going on in my life is helping me feel a little better. There will probably be part 3 soon.