** just wanted 你 to know how much i 爱情 你 JT and i never meant to hurt 你 由 fighting with 你 and i just want 你 to know that every word 你 read is true as hell -Bee **
Ok, 你 know how i used to tell 你 that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the 日 i found out 你 went to the hospital....i kept going to your 个人资料 and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) 发布 the bad news on your 墙 and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with 你 Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment 你 told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the 下一个 day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with 樱桃 and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI 更多 LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and 樱桃 and 松鸦, 杰伊, 杰伊 · reached your room Chris was already in there with 你 but 你 were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like 你 knew we were there and 你 woke up and me and 樱桃 and 松鸦, 杰伊, 杰伊 · just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about 你 或者 樱桃 或者 Spunky 松鸦, 杰伊, 杰伊 · and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell 你 this cause i just want 你 to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about 你 and i just want 你 to know that i dont hate 你 and that i have ALWAYS LOVED 你 JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I 爱情 樱桃 AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope 你 know that and i never wanna hurt 你 again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like 你 were ....i hope 你 get better and i am praying for you
爱情 Back To 你 From
Bianca<3
Ok, 你 know how i used to tell 你 that i got these vibes sometimes? Well, the 日 i found out 你 went to the hospital....i kept going to your 个人资料 and thinking "omfg something is wroong" and then Chris ((smart dude:)) 发布 the bad news on your 墙 and obviously i was the first to know..on fanpop.... and i was like freaking out and ....i remembered fighting with 你 Sunday night..and i felt HORRIBLE omg..i was cryin. Then i didnt know what to do with myself, right? well then i told JayJAy and she just felt as bad as i did...and Chris kept telling us.."its not your fault, dont beat yourself up" and then i knew i had to tell Cherry, and i was scared cause i knew if i took the news hard, she would probably take it harder...but she did pretty well and she tried to blame herself..but i didnt let her..i had to take the blame and i told everyone if they wanted to blame someone i had to be blamed and i probably should have known something was wrong the moment 你 told me your headaches were back and i didnt get the bad vibes till the 下一个 day...well then i had to get off cause i was just going to cry, and cry and cry some more..so i got off and i just lay there freaking out and i didnt know what to do with myself..well then that night i had a beautiful nightmare...**i wanna cry again** ok in my dream..i was with 樱桃 and Spunky Jay..we went to the hospital and it was kinda funni (NOT HAHA FUNNI 更多 LIKE I CANT BELIEVE IT FUNNI) that i could smell the hospital and here the beep beep of the intercom and we me and 樱桃 and 松鸦, 杰伊, 杰伊 · reached your room Chris was already in there with 你 but 你 were hooked up to all these wires and we us three girls walked in it was like 你 knew we were there and 你 woke up and me and 樱桃 and 松鸦, 杰伊, 杰伊 · just shrieked and cried and hugged eachother so hard and damn i could feel that hug .....but then the sucky part was that i woke up in a cold sweat crying cuz i didnt get to see the end of the dream and cuz it was the first time i ever dreamed about 你 或者 樱桃 或者 Spunky 松鸦, 杰伊, 杰伊 · and i know for sure Chris...
but i wanted to tell 你 this cause i just want 你 to realize that i never really mean all those things i say about 你 and i just want 你 to know that i dont hate 你 and that i have ALWAYS LOVED 你 JSUT AS MUCH AS AS I 爱情 樱桃 AND JAYJAY AND JORDAN i hope 你 know that and i never wanna hurt 你 again and i promise i will try to keep my cool and my head ok? Cause i was also brought up not to let people get the best of me and i was brought up pretty much like 你 were ....i hope 你 get better and i am praying for you
爱情 Back To 你 From
Bianca<3
