City of Hope 音乐会 (May, 7th 2011)

*I started crying as Kendall comforted me,the doctor also explained how sorry she was and then left us alone* Kendall:I'm so sorry *he kissed my head* Do 你 want me to call James?
Me:No,I don't want to hear from that demon!
*Kendall looked down and sighed* Kendall:but he's,i mean he was *that right there made me cry even more* the father of your child!
Me:I.said.NO. *I scared Kendall with my reaction*
Kendall:well,ok then.. *he looked away and rolled his eyes in a cute little way*
Me:Can we get the fuck out of here already?
Kendall:Ok,ok!damn,(MN/YN)... *I sent him a death stare*
Kendall:I'm sorry,I'm...

*Kendall sat 由 me on the right of the 长椅, 沙发 as I cried and James and Carlos talked priviately again in James' room,Kendall was just playing with my hair and kept 接吻 my cheeks and forehead* Kendall:it's ok,baby... *he kissed my forehead again as I cried more* Me:wth is going on?!?can u plz tell me all of this Logan mess?!?y am I involved?!?*i shouted stressfully* Kendall:(MN/YN),u don't need to know,just be calm,u'r pregnant now,i don't want u to harm the baby.. *i looked in his eyes as he stroked my hair and I stopped crying and hugged him* Me:u'r right.i'm going to talk to Logan.*i began...

I turned my head and he aimed his lips on my cheek.then he backed up slowly and looked at me with a depressing expression on his face.
Me:Kendall,i really like 你 but...I'm not ready.sorry.
Kendall:i understand,it's my fault,i was pushing us too fast.
He was staring at my lips.. i really wanted to 吻乐队（Kiss） him,i just—it didn't feel right.not the right time 或者 moment,and i didn't want people to see us making out in his car.
Me:no,you weren't.it's just um.. maybe we should get out now.
I didnt know how to end 或者 finish this conversation,so i tried to go around it.Kendall hopped out and opened the car...

the 下一个 日 comes and 你 dress up amazingly - 你 walk to the guys apartment and 你 see carlos logan and kendall, they run out and give 你 a big hug!

kendall - well done girl!

logan - yeah were so proud of you!

carlos - 你 deserve it!

you - thanks for the support guys but im not famous yet!

kendall - that's what we all said! but look at us now!

you - :) 嘿 wheres james?

carlos - he's just combing his hair *rolls eyes*
by the way we heard about the breakup, are 你 okay?

you - yes guys im fine!

logan - good and umm...

kendall - logan NO!

you - what?

logan - james....

kendall interupts

kendall - james...

你 walk onto the dance floor with your friend and see james is holding hands with this girl, it seems pretty clear to 你 that he doesnt want you.

james see's 你 and thinks "wow she's the most beautiful girl in the world...what am i doing??" emily lets go of james's hand when she sees logan walk in, she immediately walks over to him and starts flirting.

you watch and walk over to james

you - well she's classy ¬_¬ 你 okay?

james - yeah, i dont even care i just asked her because the person i wanted wouldnt of 说 yes :(

you - who?

james - it doesnt matter.

you - okay

your 最喜爱的 song comes...