I wanted to 发布 the first chapter of the new stories before I left. So here 你 go. Chapter One of All I Wanted.
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“Tomorrow's the day, Hayley.” I reminded her.
She tilted her her back and kissed me.
“Our one 年 anniversary.” She 说 as she pulled back.
“Hayles I kind of brought 你 here so we could be alone and tell 你 something.”
“Yeah?”
“I 爱情 你 Hayley.”
To my relief a smile spread across her face. “I 爱情 you, too.”
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The memory replayed my mind over and over.
That was the 日 before our anniversary. The 日 I first told Hayley I loved her. The 日 she first told me she loved me. That was the 日 before Hayley's death. That was almost a 年 ago.
“Josh.” My moms voice came from outside my door breaking through my thoughts. “It's time for school. If 你 don't wake up now 你 won't make it on time.”
“Just leave me alone.” Leave me in peace with thoughts of my angel.
“But school –”
“Mom I just don't feel up to going today ok?” I replied annoyed.
She sighed. “Fine honey. Just come on out and get some breakfast.”
I reluctantly dragged myself to the table. I sat in front of one.the three plates of 食物 my mom had set down.
My mom and dad both sat down and began eating their food. I grabbed my fork and started to chop my eggs into pieces.
“Josh this has to stop!” My mom screamed breaking the silence.
I looked up at her in complete shock. “What?”
“You've been like a zombie ever since Hayley died. I feel like 你 died with her.”
“I don't know what 你 mean mom. I'm fine. Same Josh I've always been.”
She shook her head, “No! We both know that's not true. 你 keep skipping school, I have to litterly drag 你 out of that room of yours, and even then 你 don't say a word to your father and I, and 你 barely eat anymore. I just feel like you've changed. It's like I don't even know 你 anymore.”
“Hayley was my girlfriend mom. I was in 爱情 with her. I still am.”
“I know, but it's been a year.”
“Actually it won't be a 年 until Friday.” I corrected her.
“Do 你 see what I mean?”
“Could 你 just get to the point?” I asked annoyed.
“I think it's about time 你 moved on. Hayley is dead, and she's not coming back. There's a girl who moved in down the street. I think 你 two would really hit it off.”
“No mom. It's just too soon.”
“One date. That's all I'm asking for. If 你 don't want to see her again after that then ok, but please just give Jenna a chance.”
“One 日期 and that's it.”
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“Tomorrow's the day, Hayley.” I reminded her.
She tilted her her back and kissed me.
“Our one 年 anniversary.” She 说 as she pulled back.
“Hayles I kind of brought 你 here so we could be alone and tell 你 something.”
“Yeah?”
“I 爱情 你 Hayley.”
To my relief a smile spread across her face. “I 爱情 you, too.”
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The memory replayed my mind over and over.
That was the 日 before our anniversary. The 日 I first told Hayley I loved her. The 日 she first told me she loved me. That was the 日 before Hayley's death. That was almost a 年 ago.
“Josh.” My moms voice came from outside my door breaking through my thoughts. “It's time for school. If 你 don't wake up now 你 won't make it on time.”
“Just leave me alone.” Leave me in peace with thoughts of my angel.
“But school –”
“Mom I just don't feel up to going today ok?” I replied annoyed.
She sighed. “Fine honey. Just come on out and get some breakfast.”
I reluctantly dragged myself to the table. I sat in front of one.the three plates of 食物 my mom had set down.
My mom and dad both sat down and began eating their food. I grabbed my fork and started to chop my eggs into pieces.
“Josh this has to stop!” My mom screamed breaking the silence.
I looked up at her in complete shock. “What?”
“You've been like a zombie ever since Hayley died. I feel like 你 died with her.”
“I don't know what 你 mean mom. I'm fine. Same Josh I've always been.”
She shook her head, “No! We both know that's not true. 你 keep skipping school, I have to litterly drag 你 out of that room of yours, and even then 你 don't say a word to your father and I, and 你 barely eat anymore. I just feel like you've changed. It's like I don't even know 你 anymore.”
“Hayley was my girlfriend mom. I was in 爱情 with her. I still am.”
“I know, but it's been a year.”
“Actually it won't be a 年 until Friday.” I corrected her.
“Do 你 see what I mean?”
“Could 你 just get to the point?” I asked annoyed.
“I think it's about time 你 moved on. Hayley is dead, and she's not coming back. There's a girl who moved in down the street. I think 你 two would really hit it off.”
“No mom. It's just too soon.”
“One date. That's all I'm asking for. If 你 don't want to see her again after that then ok, but please just give Jenna a chance.”
“One 日期 and that's it.”
time goes by
as i think of you
staring in the mirror of my room
your lips are warm
my mouth it lingers
i think of you
with fiery eyes
i want 你 now
my sweety pie
你 are my life
my world my earth
time goes by
with 你 in mind
i stare off silentl;y
wisshing 你 were right beside me
looking through
你 are my air
the only thing
that keeps me breathing
my darkess 图片
are disapearing
你 are my love
just like a dove
peacefull and beutiful
with oh such beuty
你 call to me
through the waves of life
你 are my baby
my lil muffin
my one true love
that i cannot get enough of
I 爱情 你 bree with all my 心
forever 你 will have my love
as i think of you
staring in the mirror of my room
your lips are warm
my mouth it lingers
i think of you
with fiery eyes
i want 你 now
my sweety pie
你 are my life
my world my earth
time goes by
with 你 in mind
i stare off silentl;y
wisshing 你 were right beside me
looking through
你 are my air
the only thing
that keeps me breathing
my darkess 图片
are disapearing
你 are my love
just like a dove
peacefull and beutiful
with oh such beuty
你 call to me
through the waves of life
你 are my baby
my lil muffin
my one true love
that i cannot get enough of
I 爱情 你 bree with all my 心
forever 你 will have my love
Goodbye my love
goodbye my bride
I will give 你 time to get your head straight
你 mean the world to me
and will always be
the only one I love
my 心 it beats
for 你
and 你 only
Goodbye my sweetheart
i will see 你 in time
goodbye my one and only
goodbye my bree
my loving fool
你 are my life
and Ill give 你 time
goodby my life
goodbye my wife
I will miss 你 every 秒 你 leave
but goodbye
my love
my sweetest friend
my otherhalf
I 爱情 你 more
than I ever knew
so goodbye my baby
Ill see 你 soon
goodbye my bride
I will give 你 time to get your head straight
你 mean the world to me
and will always be
the only one I love
my 心 it beats
for 你
and 你 only
Goodbye my sweetheart
i will see 你 in time
goodbye my one and only
goodbye my bree
my loving fool
你 are my life
and Ill give 你 time
goodby my life
goodbye my wife
I will miss 你 every 秒 你 leave
but goodbye
my love
my sweetest friend
my otherhalf
I 爱情 你 more
than I ever knew
so goodbye my baby
Ill see 你 soon