Hi sinners! Well this is the chap before the big finale XDDD 哈哈 Mmm not much to tell so…
Stupid, stupid woman. Why does she play a game with me? I mean what the hell was that? The porch discussion I mean. Why does she suddenly blame me only? I am so mad I’m slamming every single door of my house and then I start throwing picture frames to the floor.
Pictures of my wife and me, my children, my friends. They all crash.
There has always been a special blue frame that carried one of my 最喜爱的 pictures. It crashes against the floor and as I realize that I bent down to pick it up. It’s 你 and me. We were making cakes with Robert and out of boredom we started a flour war. We played like little kids. And we ended up covered with flour. The picture brings good times, I remember Robert taking it and then me carrying 你 in my arms while 你 poured syrup in my nose.
Why were we baking that time? I don’t remember but I already knew that I loved you.
I didn’t want things to go like they did on the porch. I wanted to 吻乐队(Kiss) 你 and hold 你 in my arms and be with you. I didn’t want to spit Screw 你 but 你 called me a cheater and a liar. I am not a liar with you. I 爱情 你 way too much to lie over my feelings.
I should talk to you, maybe I should call, but 你 won’t answer I think. I am calmer now but I feel like crying I know that I have now really screwed up and with Rick in our way it will be harder. I don’t know what to do. 你 won’t want to talk to me and I’m scared I have really 迷失 you.
But why do 你 say I never loved you? That’s what gets me angrier. Don’t 你 realize I have been there every time and then suddenly Rick’s here for a 月 and a half and 你 tell me “He was here”. Screw you. Five years count way 更多 than one month. But then again I did put 你 through pain. But I mean, com’ on I had memory loss! And that brainless wife of mine didn’t tell me anything. I would have stayed with you, all the time.
I sit down still holding the picture who’s frame is now broken. We’re broken just like the frame. And I’m not a good carpenter, maybe time is and when it passes, it will bring us back together. I caress the picture and pray that a carpenter appears soon.
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Tears 更多 tears and tears and tears again. I can’t believe I broke in front of Rick and he then 说
“You 爱情 him not me “and then he left.
不可思议的 how screwed I am. I take my 最喜爱的 picture and glance at it for what seems the millionth time.
We are covered with flour. And I’m being carried 由 your arms while 你 look into my eyes. I’m smiling because I’m throwing syrup at your nose. And your smiling because… well maybe because 你 like having syrup at your nose. I remember that after that I wanted to lick it but Robert was there too so maybe it wouldn’t have been the greatest idea.
Those were good days. I wish we could go back to them. I’m mad at 你 and I feel like I hate you. I’m scared of hating you. I shouldn’t because I also 爱情 you. Who understands? But well 你 hate me now. I think I should give 你 time and I’m still mad although how could I be so dump? I mean Jo didn’t say 你 had memory loss when I talked to her at the hospital.
Our relationship it’s like baking a big cake. We have to mix a lot of things together so it can make a perfect combination but if we screw with just one ingredient, the cake won’t come out being perfect. And I don’t look for a perfect relationship. I mean we’ll always screw with some ingredient but I want it to have just the necessary ingredients and that would be 你 and me and love. No one else should matter but life won’t allow us that. We have to mix press, work, wife, kids. I hate it. But I 爱情 you.
I guess that if we can try bake another cake right? I guess we could put away some ingredients and try to make a smaller one. Preparing it step 由 step. Until it’s almost perfect. I want that. But I guess 你 don’t. I should just give 你 time. That’s all this cake needs. Time
Stupid, stupid woman. Why does she play a game with me? I mean what the hell was that? The porch discussion I mean. Why does she suddenly blame me only? I am so mad I’m slamming every single door of my house and then I start throwing picture frames to the floor.
Pictures of my wife and me, my children, my friends. They all crash.
There has always been a special blue frame that carried one of my 最喜爱的 pictures. It crashes against the floor and as I realize that I bent down to pick it up. It’s 你 and me. We were making cakes with Robert and out of boredom we started a flour war. We played like little kids. And we ended up covered with flour. The picture brings good times, I remember Robert taking it and then me carrying 你 in my arms while 你 poured syrup in my nose.
Why were we baking that time? I don’t remember but I already knew that I loved you.
I didn’t want things to go like they did on the porch. I wanted to 吻乐队(Kiss) 你 and hold 你 in my arms and be with you. I didn’t want to spit Screw 你 but 你 called me a cheater and a liar. I am not a liar with you. I 爱情 你 way too much to lie over my feelings.
I should talk to you, maybe I should call, but 你 won’t answer I think. I am calmer now but I feel like crying I know that I have now really screwed up and with Rick in our way it will be harder. I don’t know what to do. 你 won’t want to talk to me and I’m scared I have really 迷失 you.
But why do 你 say I never loved you? That’s what gets me angrier. Don’t 你 realize I have been there every time and then suddenly Rick’s here for a 月 and a half and 你 tell me “He was here”. Screw you. Five years count way 更多 than one month. But then again I did put 你 through pain. But I mean, com’ on I had memory loss! And that brainless wife of mine didn’t tell me anything. I would have stayed with you, all the time.
I sit down still holding the picture who’s frame is now broken. We’re broken just like the frame. And I’m not a good carpenter, maybe time is and when it passes, it will bring us back together. I caress the picture and pray that a carpenter appears soon.
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Tears 更多 tears and tears and tears again. I can’t believe I broke in front of Rick and he then 说
“You 爱情 him not me “and then he left.
不可思议的 how screwed I am. I take my 最喜爱的 picture and glance at it for what seems the millionth time.
We are covered with flour. And I’m being carried 由 your arms while 你 look into my eyes. I’m smiling because I’m throwing syrup at your nose. And your smiling because… well maybe because 你 like having syrup at your nose. I remember that after that I wanted to lick it but Robert was there too so maybe it wouldn’t have been the greatest idea.
Those were good days. I wish we could go back to them. I’m mad at 你 and I feel like I hate you. I’m scared of hating you. I shouldn’t because I also 爱情 you. Who understands? But well 你 hate me now. I think I should give 你 time and I’m still mad although how could I be so dump? I mean Jo didn’t say 你 had memory loss when I talked to her at the hospital.
Our relationship it’s like baking a big cake. We have to mix a lot of things together so it can make a perfect combination but if we screw with just one ingredient, the cake won’t come out being perfect. And I don’t look for a perfect relationship. I mean we’ll always screw with some ingredient but I want it to have just the necessary ingredients and that would be 你 and me and love. No one else should matter but life won’t allow us that. We have to mix press, work, wife, kids. I hate it. But I 爱情 you.
I guess that if we can try bake another cake right? I guess we could put away some ingredients and try to make a smaller one. Preparing it step 由 step. Until it’s almost perfect. I want that. But I guess 你 don’t. I should just give 你 time. That’s all this cake needs. Time