I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let 你 go. I drive myself crazy, wanting 你 the way that I do.
You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him 更多 as days pass by. It's been a 月 since 你 and Randy haven't 说 a single word to each other.
**Randy's POV**
I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was Jamie to me? She changed my life and...she even confessed to me...that she couldn't survive without me. She asked me to stay but look at what a jacka$$ I've bcome. For a whole month! I can't believe I put it up for so long...I feel like a little girl! God! What's wrong with me? How did I survive for this long? This is all my fault. How could I have done this to her? She needed me...she could die any 分钟 from her leukemia and I just think of it so lightly...*sigh* Why didn't I know this before? Why couldn't I think of this before? Why do I have to realize this now? That if I leave her, she and I both can't survive...I 爱情 her so much...I can't deal with this pain anymore. I have to talk to her. I 爱情 her.
**normal: 下一个 day**
The whole day, Randy has been trying to talk to 你 but 你 ignore him 或者 你 avoid him. At the end of bball practice, 你 see him waiting for you. 你 roll your eyes and 你 walk right past him. Randy runs after 你 and grabs your sports bag and carries it.
jamie: Give it back. I don't need your help anymore.
Randy: Too bad. I'm not giving it back.
Jamie: Giv it back!!
你 grab it from him and he gives 你 a shocked look.
Randy: Jamie can we talk?
Jamie: There's nothing to talk about. Go away.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I 说 go away!
Randy: Ok. I'm sorry to bother you.
Randy quickly chickens out and walks away from 你 with his head hanging. Deep in your heart, it's killing 你 to see him walk like that but 你 have to be strong. Your not gonna give in just yet when it wasn't even your fault. After 你 see him disapear from your sight *which is definatly not 20/20 vision*, 你 start walking. Your sports bag feels heavier for some reason and 你 kinda limp towards the front gate to get to your house. Your halfway to the gate when 你 feel like 你 can't do it anymore. 你 drop your sports bag and 你 feel tears running down your cheeks. Not only is the bag heavy, but also is your heart. 你 feel like 你 just threw out the 爱情 of your dreams. Right when 你 lift up your sports bag to 移动 on, 你 feel your knees abandon 你 and 你 fall to the ground. But before 你 hit the ground, 你 feel hands grabbing 你 and lifting 你 back up to your feet, getting the heavy bag off you. 你 look to see Randy right behind you, holding your sports bag for you. 你 turn to face him and 你 feel tears running down your cheeks. He smiles and he gently wipes your tears off with his fingers.
Randy: C'mon. Lets go to your house.
Randy carries your sports bag for 你 while having his free arm on your waist, supporting you. He drives 你 to your house and he calls Brad to drop off Angie at the house. He agrees and while waiting, Randy tucks 你 in bed. He's sitting at the edge of your bed, looking at 你 under the covers, sick.
Randy: 你 look...sick.
Jamie: I have been. I ran out of medicine.
Randy: ...
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry. This is my fault. I didn't mean for this fight to go on for so long.
Jamie: Don't apolgize.
Randy: Jamie...*touches your hand* I will never let 你 fall. I'll stand up with you, together. And I'll always be here for you. I know I've 说 it before, but now I truly mean it. This fight has hit me like lightning. I understand how much I need 你 now. I'll save you. I'll save 你 Jamie. I can save you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy. Don't leave me just yet Randy.
Randy: *smile* Of course.
Jamie: Stay until Brad leaves.
Randy: Ok. I promise...
You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him 更多 as days pass by. It's been a 月 since 你 and Randy haven't 说 a single word to each other.
**Randy's POV**
I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was Jamie to me? She changed my life and...she even confessed to me...that she couldn't survive without me. She asked me to stay but look at what a jacka$$ I've bcome. For a whole month! I can't believe I put it up for so long...I feel like a little girl! God! What's wrong with me? How did I survive for this long? This is all my fault. How could I have done this to her? She needed me...she could die any 分钟 from her leukemia and I just think of it so lightly...*sigh* Why didn't I know this before? Why couldn't I think of this before? Why do I have to realize this now? That if I leave her, she and I both can't survive...I 爱情 her so much...I can't deal with this pain anymore. I have to talk to her. I 爱情 her.
**normal: 下一个 day**
The whole day, Randy has been trying to talk to 你 but 你 ignore him 或者 你 avoid him. At the end of bball practice, 你 see him waiting for you. 你 roll your eyes and 你 walk right past him. Randy runs after 你 and grabs your sports bag and carries it.
jamie: Give it back. I don't need your help anymore.
Randy: Too bad. I'm not giving it back.
Jamie: Giv it back!!
你 grab it from him and he gives 你 a shocked look.
Randy: Jamie can we talk?
Jamie: There's nothing to talk about. Go away.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I 说 go away!
Randy: Ok. I'm sorry to bother you.
Randy quickly chickens out and walks away from 你 with his head hanging. Deep in your heart, it's killing 你 to see him walk like that but 你 have to be strong. Your not gonna give in just yet when it wasn't even your fault. After 你 see him disapear from your sight *which is definatly not 20/20 vision*, 你 start walking. Your sports bag feels heavier for some reason and 你 kinda limp towards the front gate to get to your house. Your halfway to the gate when 你 feel like 你 can't do it anymore. 你 drop your sports bag and 你 feel tears running down your cheeks. Not only is the bag heavy, but also is your heart. 你 feel like 你 just threw out the 爱情 of your dreams. Right when 你 lift up your sports bag to 移动 on, 你 feel your knees abandon 你 and 你 fall to the ground. But before 你 hit the ground, 你 feel hands grabbing 你 and lifting 你 back up to your feet, getting the heavy bag off you. 你 look to see Randy right behind you, holding your sports bag for you. 你 turn to face him and 你 feel tears running down your cheeks. He smiles and he gently wipes your tears off with his fingers.
Randy: C'mon. Lets go to your house.
Randy carries your sports bag for 你 while having his free arm on your waist, supporting you. He drives 你 to your house and he calls Brad to drop off Angie at the house. He agrees and while waiting, Randy tucks 你 in bed. He's sitting at the edge of your bed, looking at 你 under the covers, sick.
Randy: 你 look...sick.
Jamie: I have been. I ran out of medicine.
Randy: ...
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry. This is my fault. I didn't mean for this fight to go on for so long.
Jamie: Don't apolgize.
Randy: Jamie...*touches your hand* I will never let 你 fall. I'll stand up with you, together. And I'll always be here for you. I know I've 说 it before, but now I truly mean it. This fight has hit me like lightning. I understand how much I need 你 now. I'll save you. I'll save 你 Jamie. I can save you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks Randy. Don't leave me just yet Randy.
Randy: *smile* Of course.
Jamie: Stay until Brad leaves.
Randy: Ok. I promise...
