Berry,

I've never been good with apologies, so I definitely won't start now, but can I just ask 你 this: How many chances did Hudson have with you? Plus one 更多 after I left. 你 forgave him so many times, so why can't 你 do the same with me?

Despite what 你 and your 老友记 may think, our whirlwind summer romance was real. And 你 have to understand, that the only reason I didn't come back after what I did is because I knew 你 were strong enough to pick up the pieces, and that he'd be there to help you.

What I'm coming to realize though, is that if I just believed in myself as much as I believe in you, things might not have ended the way they did.

I miss you, Berry, and your sweaters and ability to initiate lengthy conversations about nothing. I'm just a phone call away, 你 know, and 你 can call me anytime. (Because I’m sure that 你 haven't deleted my number yet.)

I hope to see 你 soon.

St. James