~Easy come.Easy Go. That's just how 你 live ohh take take take it all but 你 never give~ I stood there in my room, me and Duncan got back together but it just doesn't feel right. He took a lot of my money but won't say thanks 或者 give me something in return. ~Should've known. 你 was trouble from the first kiss.Had your eyes wide open.Why were they open?~ I remembered back on TDI when we had our first kiss.It just didn't feel right.Bridgette 说 she was watching and his eyes was open the whole time,well until the end of it.Everyone kept telling me he was trouble but i couldn't see through the smoke.I grabbed my 钢琴 and headed off to his house. ~Gave 你 all i had and 你 tossed it in the trash.You tossed in the trash 你 did.To give me all your 爱情 is all i ever asked cause what 你 don't understand....~ I crossed my house and onto the 街, 街道 where everyone was looking like I had 2 heads. I don't care i am going to go to Duncan's house to do a duet.Man this 钢琴 is heavy.But I'm not giving up. ~ is i'd catch a grenade for ya.Throw my hand on a blade for ya.I'd jump in front of a train for ya.You know I'd do anything for ya.Oh oh oh oh.I would go through all this pain.Take a bullet straight through my brain.Yes i would die for ya baby.But 你 won't do the same.No no no no no.~ I had a picture of him in my hand when these trampy looking girls came over and started speaking a language i couldn't really understand.I think they wanted me to fight.But i showed no emotion.They took my picture of him and threw it on the ground.I picked it up with the 钢琴 still in my hand and i just left.I'm still not giving up.Not now. ~Black, Black, Black and Blue. Beat me 'till I'm numb.Tell the devil i 说 嘿 when 你 get back to where your from.Mad boy.Bad boy.That's just what 你 are.Yeah you'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car.~ I remember Duncan 说 i look cute one day, but later in the afternoon, he was getting all worked up about nothing.I tried to calm him down,but i ouldn't,so he literally ripped the brakes out my car. He's such a DEVIL!!! But why do i still 爱情 him? ~ Gave 你 all i had and 你 tossed it in the trash. 你 tossed it in the trash yes 你 did. To give me all your 爱情 is all i ever asked cuz what 你 don't understand is i'd catch a grenade for ya. I'd throw my hand on a blade for ya.I'd jump in front of a train for ya.You know i'd do anything for ya.Oh oh oh oh oh.I would go through all this pain.Take a bullet straight through my brain.Yes i wold die for 你 baby..but 你 won't do the same...~ I was still walking when i this weird/homeless guy scremed my name and asked me to stop,but do 你 think i did?No.I kept on going. ~If my body was on fire.Oooh you'd watch me burn down in flames.You 说 你 loved me you're a liar because 你 never.Ever.Ever did baby.~ I finally got to Duncan's house and what do i see in the window?Him and Gwen half naked making out.I still showed no emotion.Duncan looked at me in disgust and kept making out with Gwen.Now all i have left is me.The picture of him.And my piano.Not for long ~But darling id still catch a grenade for ya.Throw my hand on a blade fro ya.I'd jump in front of a train for ya.You know i'd do anything for ya.Oh Oh Oh Oh. I would o through all this pain.Ha.Take a bullet straight through my brain.Yes i would die for ya baby.But 你 won't do the same.No 你 won't do the same.You wouldn't do the same.Oh you'd never do the same.NO NO NO NO oh.~ I'm literally on the train tracks doing the duet i was suppose to do with Duncan, except 由 myself.And as the red lights flicker off my now pale skin in the dark, people telling me to 移动 out of the way and I'm going to get hit,but i don't listen.I play my one last note and whisper in my head "WHY?" as the train is near me and my fate and hope is gone.And so is my soul and heart.
Dear Duncan,
你 JERK! I can't believe 你 did that to me!
I loved 你 and 你 just kissed Gwen like that!
I went through SOOOOOO much just to cry.
你 never listen to me and never will.
I give up!
I can't believe 你 were the first guy I truly loved.
Is the sweet,kind Duncan still in there?
I'd like to talk to him.
Its important.
I miss the guy 你 could be.
That's the guy I fell in 爱情 with!
Not some player!
If he's still in there....Tell him I still 爱情 him.
Love,
Courtney
AN: I'm tired,cause its past 1AM. Night!
你 JERK! I can't believe 你 did that to me!
I loved 你 and 你 just kissed Gwen like that!
I went through SOOOOOO much just to cry.
你 never listen to me and never will.
I give up!
I can't believe 你 were the first guy I truly loved.
Is the sweet,kind Duncan still in there?
I'd like to talk to him.
Its important.
I miss the guy 你 could be.
That's the guy I fell in 爱情 with!
Not some player!
If he's still in there....Tell him I still 爱情 him.
Love,
Courtney
AN: I'm tired,cause its past 1AM. Night!