“okay.” I whimper…. I’m terrified now.

“we are going to ask that everyone but three support people leave the room.”

“Okay…well, I guess we will go.” says Geoff as he grabs the gang and heads for the door.

“Wait“. I say threw tears. “I…..I need 你 guys hear. Trent and Bridgette, please stay.”

“You want me to stay?” Trent asks.

“Yes. 你 are like a big brother to me… I 爱情 你 like 你 are… and AAAUUUUGHHHH” a huge wave of pain hits me hard.

“You are going to have to hurry, because we need to start pushing soon.” says the nurse as she and the doctor get ready to deliver my baby.

“Okay, we will go.” says Gwen as she and Geoff walk out the door.

The doctor has Trent and Bridgette get on both sides of me and push my legs up close to my chest. Duncan uses one of his hands to cup my cheek, the other to hold my hand and he angles his body so that I can’t see the others in the room.

“It’s going to be okay Court.” he whispers as he kisses my temple.

“okay, on three I want 你 to give me a big push.” the doctor instructs. “1.…2.…3”

“UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHH!”
I push with all I’ve got and scream in pain.

“that was good” the doctor say. I’m gasping for air trying to ignore the pain and focus on Duncan’s face. He is trying to keep me from see the pain in his eyes. “now on three do it again. 1.…2.….3...PUSH!”

I did this over and over again for about half an 小时 before I finally cracked. I was screaming like mad…..I couldn’t breath and I was feeling so tiered.

“I…can’t do it anymore” I cry weekly as I slowly shack my drenched -with sweat- head side to side. “I’m so sorry….Duncan…” I have tears rolling down my checks “Duncan make it stop… please don’t make me do it anymore please!” I’m pleading with him now.

“I’m so sorry honey.” he says, tears rolling down his face. “I wish I could make the pain stop… I wish I could take it from you.”
“I’m sorry, but Courtney, 你 need to push again.” the doctor instructs me.

“No… I can’t…I.. AAUUUGHHH!” I scream as I arch my back off the bed, a wave of pain shacking my hole body.

“Push Courtney!” Trent pleads. “Push so this can be over….so 你 will stop hurting, PLEASE!” he didn’t like to see me in pain like this either.

I did what they 说 and pushed with all my might, this time something was different about it….I felt something 移动 inside of me for the first time.

“I see the head.” the doctor shouted “ready, another big push in 1.…2...3..PUSH!”

This time I didn’t hesitate. “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUGGGGHHHHH!” I screamed as I pushed. To someone on the outside of this room, it probably sounded as though I was being tortured.

“Your doing great Courtney!” says Bridgette as she takes a peek down at what the doctor is doing.

“Come on my pearl…..just a little longer.” Duncan says as he kisses my temple again.

“Another big push in 1.…2.…”

I didn’t let the doctor finish before another wave of pain hit and I pushed with everything left in me. As I held on to Trent and Duncan’s hands and squeezed with all my might I let out one 更多 scream, but this time I didn’t just shout. “DDDDUUUNNCCCANNNN!” I screamed at the 最佳, 返回页首 of my lunges, and then we heard it. The most beautiful sound in the world. Duncan and I heard it at the same time, the sound of our baby’s tiny voice. We heard the sweet sound of our child cry.