On the outside, club WISH was any other club. Drunk teens, crazy loud music, lights. But to Sasha, WISH stood out of them all...
Sasha pushed past the heavy metal doors and stared with wide eyes at the swirl of teens above her head. Sasha, don't start flipping out, your okay, just here to get Izzy and be out, She reminded herself and tried to push her way to the stage. being only 13 and a god foot shorter then most the teens around her she shoved past them with way 更多 effort then needed. Already she was anorexic and simple things like this were hard, all she anted to do was go curl up in a ball somewhere were nobody could see her. Eventually through all the lights and noise and 音乐 she was terribly lost.
she found a corner in the room but through all her effort she wasn't able to do anything but stay where she had been pushed to. looking behind her, there was a girl. the girl was about 15, with long blonde hair. she wasn't the prettiest of all girls but that was most likely do to her chapped lips and bloodshot eyes. her voice was weak and hoarse.
"Hey kid, what are 你 doing in my corner?"
Sasha bit her lip nervously,
"Oh, um, i'm sorry ill er out of your way as son as i can." The girl nodded and gave a little half smile at Sasha.
"You look awful skinny girl, are 你 anorexic?"
"Uh.. no" Sasha lied "i um, have a ur, metabolism issue,"The girl shook her head.
"You shouldn't be doin' that to yourself kid, come sit with me." Sasha wasn't too sure, but there was something different about this girl, something Sasha felt she would come to adore about her. Sasha scuffled over to the girl and sat 交叉, 十字架 legged 下一个 to her. now that Sasha could see the girl better she could see in the girls lap. there was a load of drugs. Meth, Cocaine, Crack, Heroine. and she looked back up at the girl. This girl had broken eyes and a crooked face.
"See. kid, i wanted to talk to you, dont end up like me, see" She pointed out the drugs one 由 one, each time Sasha's 心 dropped. "Meth, stared that when i was 12 and my mom died, crack, started that when i was 12 also and my father committed suicide. Cocaine, i did that when my foster parents gave me up. and Heroine, when my best friend was murdered." The girl looked at Sasha "Now look at me, 你 don't want to end up like me right?" Sasha nodded. she really didn't. "I know about 你 i can see it in your eyes. You've been doing crack."
Sasha bit her lip. the girl was right. Sasha had started smoking crack when she as 12. 'I'll let 你 outta this corner mm'kay?" Sasha nodded. "Get out of those damn habits girl. your an absoulutly gorgeous girl, you'd be just skinny enough if 你 ate some damn 食物 and quit it with the crack. 你 dot want to end up like the girl in the corner right?" Sasha shook her head
"No..."
The girl smiled. stood up. and shoved some people to the side making way for Sasha to pass.
Dont end up like the girl in the corner... the words rang through Sasha's head. She would never. and she made her way to the stage.
Sasha pushed past the heavy metal doors and stared with wide eyes at the swirl of teens above her head. Sasha, don't start flipping out, your okay, just here to get Izzy and be out, She reminded herself and tried to push her way to the stage. being only 13 and a god foot shorter then most the teens around her she shoved past them with way 更多 effort then needed. Already she was anorexic and simple things like this were hard, all she anted to do was go curl up in a ball somewhere were nobody could see her. Eventually through all the lights and noise and 音乐 she was terribly lost.
she found a corner in the room but through all her effort she wasn't able to do anything but stay where she had been pushed to. looking behind her, there was a girl. the girl was about 15, with long blonde hair. she wasn't the prettiest of all girls but that was most likely do to her chapped lips and bloodshot eyes. her voice was weak and hoarse.
"Hey kid, what are 你 doing in my corner?"
Sasha bit her lip nervously,
"Oh, um, i'm sorry ill er out of your way as son as i can." The girl nodded and gave a little half smile at Sasha.
"You look awful skinny girl, are 你 anorexic?"
"Uh.. no" Sasha lied "i um, have a ur, metabolism issue,"The girl shook her head.
"You shouldn't be doin' that to yourself kid, come sit with me." Sasha wasn't too sure, but there was something different about this girl, something Sasha felt she would come to adore about her. Sasha scuffled over to the girl and sat 交叉, 十字架 legged 下一个 to her. now that Sasha could see the girl better she could see in the girls lap. there was a load of drugs. Meth, Cocaine, Crack, Heroine. and she looked back up at the girl. This girl had broken eyes and a crooked face.
"See. kid, i wanted to talk to you, dont end up like me, see" She pointed out the drugs one 由 one, each time Sasha's 心 dropped. "Meth, stared that when i was 12 and my mom died, crack, started that when i was 12 also and my father committed suicide. Cocaine, i did that when my foster parents gave me up. and Heroine, when my best friend was murdered." The girl looked at Sasha "Now look at me, 你 don't want to end up like me right?" Sasha nodded. she really didn't. "I know about 你 i can see it in your eyes. You've been doing crack."
Sasha bit her lip. the girl was right. Sasha had started smoking crack when she as 12. 'I'll let 你 outta this corner mm'kay?" Sasha nodded. "Get out of those damn habits girl. your an absoulutly gorgeous girl, you'd be just skinny enough if 你 ate some damn 食物 and quit it with the crack. 你 dot want to end up like the girl in the corner right?" Sasha shook her head
"No..."
The girl smiled. stood up. and shoved some people to the side making way for Sasha to pass.
Dont end up like the girl in the corner... the words rang through Sasha's head. She would never. and she made her way to the stage.
In the beginning, that's the word everyone feels whenever they think of someone special.
爱情 is the word that brings people happiness.
It gives them life, meaning, hope and faith because one man and one woman, thinks that they're always going to be together.
But in the end, 爱情 is nothing. Nothing compared to hatred 或者 hurt. 爱情 only causes pain to those who want to be loved.
爱情 is breaking someone's 心 whenever 你 hear that person say, "I don't 爱情 you."
爱情 brings tears to those who are broken.
爱情 always has something else with it.
Sometimes it brings pain.
Hurt.
Regret.
Melancholy.
Burdens.
All those things are what 爱情 has brought. Though some people fight for their love, evillness came raging back until it overwhelmes 你 with such force.
It's normal. It's life. It sometimes feels just right.
爱情 sometimes comes with a dream, but leaves with a nightmare.
What I don't understand is how a person can tell you so many lies and never feel bad about it.
Falling in love is like jumping off a really tall building. Your head tells you, "Idiot, you're going to DIE!" But your heart tells you, "Don't worry Pretty Girl you can FLY."
You can't make the same mistake twice, the second time. It's not a mistake, it's a CHOICE.
You should know by now that when I smile and say "Yeah, I'm fine." It's a code for: "NO! I'm not OKAY and I feel like my world is CRASHING DOWN AROUND ME!"
Eventually, you stop caring. Eventually it stops being the most important thing in your life.
