Dream Diary Article: Ana (Anorexia)

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posted by malmcd

Ana (Anorexia)

I hate 你 because you're taking over me,
but I 爱情你 'cause you're making me the girl I want to be.
Why do I 爱情你 when all 你 do is put me down?
Making me starve 'till I fit into the smallest gown.
With the loss of each pound I'm closer to my goal,
with your help I will make this broken girl whole.
Filled with fear at every bite I take,
my plan will be ruined with just a bite of that cake.
Counting calories and fearing how much I weigh,
I am beginning to learn that 你 are here to stay.
My reflection has become something I fear,
I dread the time when I will look into that mirror.
The pains in my stomach seem to never go away,
It grumbles with hunger while in 床, 床上 I lay.
Every little bit of 食物 I take in,
Must come back up to make me thin.
If I disobey anything 你 tell me to do,
If I really 吞, 燕子 the 食物 I chew.
I must stick my finger down my throat once again,
and all the 食物 must come up despite the pain.
你 have become my only true friend;
I fear the 日 our relationship must end.
But I know that 你 are here for a while,
so I hide our friendship behind a smile.
Oh Ana help me to become beautiful and strong,
I know that it is with 你 that I belong.

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snootygirl50701 did you create this? its really good!

malmcd Yeah..Thanks could you please listen to these songs? http://www.fanpop.com/spots/dream-diary/videos/31819500/title/big-krit-vent http://www.fanpop.com/spots/dream-diary/videos/31819407/title/diary-anorexia-song

snootygirl50701 already have! <3

malmcd Oh thanks! ^^

snootygirl50701 XD

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星, 星级 Crossed Dreams

posted by malmcd

SOME WORDS AND THERE MEANINGS

The Golden Race- Golden Race is a race to the Dream Star.

Dream Star- The Dream 星, 星级 is a magical light that can grant any wish 或者 dream all 你 have to do is touch it.

The 心 Festival- The 心 Festival is the 日 when the pick the three names out of the jar to go into the race.

Unica- A place (country) were the people and creatures are ruled 由 a President. The President desides what 你 do when 你 do it and how 你 do it. There is no freedom.

Hangor- Hangor is the Capital of Unica.

Ulla- Ulla is part of Unica. It is the poorest part and it was boomed because...

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Alquestria Book 1- Un-Ordinary

posted by mini_mm3

THis is how Lilly sorta looks like :)

PREVIEW:
Alquestria,a land of magical creatures,good and bad.Where Elves,fairies and all your fairytale creatures roam freely.Alquestria has been peaceful for years,but now a new danger lurks--caputuring the Alquestrians and draining out their magic..
Lilly, a 14 年 old is just and ordinary Human girl.She gets bullied and teased all the times.But when she gets 迷失 in the woods,she finds herself in a whole different world,Alquestria.It's up to her, and ordinary Human Girl to save the Alquestria before danger spreads into the human world.But will she in time?

Alguestria--form far far away

Character: Vesta

added by malmcd

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Twisted..

posted by PoemGirl

Its that feeling 你 get in 你 stomach
Its dark and evil and eats at 你 like a monster
The feeling of 你 falling apart..
Its begins slowly and then becomes bigger an bigger
Until theres nothing left of you..
Nothing left to hold on to..
Just nothing..
But an empty soul and shattered hearts..
Its a cold endless feeling...
But some how people pick themselves up?
I don't know how they do it?
But they do.
Im trying to find away way were I can do the same..
Pick myself up..
But it all seems like a lie..
A dark twisted place where I can't get out of..
Because I always end up doing the same thing.
Cut.
Hurt myself....

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PoeTRY

posted by Anime_Chick

~Lonely Angel~

Poems Of Mine~ 1-3

†~Lonely Angel~†

When young,
love seems so real.
when you're older,
Love seems like a game, its hell.
Sometimes Hell seems so fine at first,
Because the burning isn't as harsh.

Well, thanks to the 爱情 of friends,
a girl killed herself.
Laughed at and cutting herself till consistent blurry images,
Now in God's arms,
Protected from harm.

Thanks to a father,
his son is now dead.
Lump body with a gun shot in his head,
Now wrapped in his mother's arms,
crying his way from those times,
Protected from the abusing.

Thanks to a Preacher,
For saving a little girl.
The little girl now wrapped in her...

Wish It Was Me

posted by snootygirl50701

Wish It Was Me

Wish It Was Me ----> A Story Of Beauty

Chapter one
Me

The summer sun burned at the Earth and busy students would quickly run to shade. I sat on a bench alone. With my school bag right 由 me, I pulled out a book with burned out 写作 on it. Dream Diary was labled on it.
I flipped through several pages of my Dream Diary and wrote on the 下一个 blank page. Page three hundred and one. I started 写作 with my feather leather pen.

Dear Dream Dairy,

Hey, this is my latest 写作 in here and today its a frying egg race on sun v.S. Human. Boy, we're losing to the heat!
As of what we know for 更多 then...

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NEW CHARACTER'S AND MAGICAL THINGS

posted by malmcd

Okay in the 下一个 Quest For Nova book Wanted there are some new magical creatures that I want 你 to meet. They are called Morpheus. Morpheus are creatures that can shape shift in to any animal 或者 thing. There a normal state is a cat like human with razor sharp senses. There asassin's ready to meet them well here they are........................

Onza

Onza Is the youngest out of the three. But she's one person who is willing to battle for what she believes in. She has Long snow white hair and red eyes.

Lilith

Lilith Is very quite she has amazing senses and 你 don't want to mess with her when she is mad.

Zula

Zula is the leader of the three she is very dark and mean she's is one person who 你 don't want to meet

Fierce & Love

Malmcd

This is Onza she is the youngest out of the there she met be little but she's really to take 你 on!

This is Onza she is the youngest out of the there she met be little but she's really to take you on!

This is Lilith, Lilith is very powerful and quite person she has amazing senses

This is Zula, Zula is the leader of the three she is one person 你 don't want to mess with...

This is Zula, Zula is the leader of the three she is one person you don't want to mess with...

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The Quest For Nova- Chapter seven- The Helpers

posted by malmcd

Chapter 7- The Helpers- The Quest For Nova

    “What?” All the girls 说 at the same time
    “Now girls i’m not saying that 你 are all princess!” 说 Miss Fairygonda
    “Good because I think I would know if I was a princess!” 说 Artista
    “Now because 你 girls hold the neckless of Nova 你 all have special powers. And I hope that 你 girls all know what they are? Asked Miss fairygonda.
    “Wwwwweeeeelllllll?” All the girls 说 at the same time.
    “You...

Sam, my character

added by wolfcat343

Source: Myself

Isac Shipero

added by snootygirl50701

Source: photobucket & 谷歌

(My first thing for the Dream Diary Team) Life.

posted by malmcd

Life

A Speech

Some words from MikeWJ but I rewrote most of it

Why would are children of today judge a person on how they look on the outside when they don’t know whats going on in the inside and how it feels to be told something that stabs your 心 and makes 你 think if they are right?

Now if your like me your sick of this lie people have brought, but the
people who sold it to us the ones who we should blame. Blame your enemy
or blame your sister either one it's the same. Because times now are
changing are whole world seem rearranging, to fit the fragile pieces
that they say can stop me from ragging....

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(MY NEW IDEA) Hack:

posted by malmcd

Have 你 ever thought about how real video games are? Have 你 ever thought 或者 wondered if they were real? Well think again..

Nina Wells life seemed normal. She had a normal family and parents and brothers, with a normal house on a normal 街, 街道 and had normal friends. Until one 日 when something tragic happened to her younger brother Alex. While playing a new video game called Black Quest her brother fell into a coma. Nina believes that the video game had something to do with her brothers coma and she herself ends up playing the game trying to find answers.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Nina...

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The Scardey Cat

posted by BooBooBear981

I know what it's like to be scared.
And most people even think I'm brave.
But the don't really see the truth behind my lies.
Because on the inside I'm not the 《勇敢传说》 cat.
I'm the poor mouse, trapped in the darkness of the corner
But the darkness and the corner is my life.
Because really....

I'm scared of the dark, and that evil will corner my life

I'm scared of being left alone because someone will hurt me

I'm scared of death, even when I look it in the face.

I'm scared of pain, even though I have it.

I'm scared of knives and blades, because I've pulled them 更多 than once.

I'm scared of evil, because...

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Leaving everything behind..

posted by BeautifulBlaze

Ground control to major Tom
Take your protein pills and put your 头盔 on
(Ten) Ground control (Nine) to major Tom (Eight)
(Seven, six) Commencing countdown (Five), engines on (Four)
(Three, two) Check ignition (One) and may Gods (Blastoff) 爱情 be with you.

This is ground control to major Tom, you've really made the grade
And the papers want to know whose shirts 你 wear
Now it's time to leave the capsule if 你 dare.

This is major Tom to ground control, I'm stepping through the door
And I'm floating in a most peculiar way
And the stars look very different today
For here am I sitting in a tin...

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Happiness

posted by malmcd

Happiness is being 首页 again,
Happiness is walking in the rain.
Happiness is waking with no pain.

Happiness to see my humble home,
Happiness at not being alone,
Happiness to sit, and not to roam.

Happiness is family to me,
Happiness in the faces, I longed to see,
Happiness is once 更多 being free.

Inside my happiness, there is nothing but happiness for me.

Inside my happiness, the 颜色 are so bright and vivid and I am able to see everything clearly.

Inside my happiness, there were no dark times because in my happiness the sun always shines.

Inside my happiness, there is no pain, there is no fear and...

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The truth on who I'am....

posted by BeautifulBlaze

1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad 来源 of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my 老友记 though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If 你 knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make 你 go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make 你 hate me even more...

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I See Only Darkness...And 你 Chapter 1

posted by allicyn123

"I'm sorry Ryan but..... Your father is dead," Marrki looked me in the eye. His watered with tear and I knew mine did too. But I couldn't let him see me cry. I just couldn't. So, I push him pit of the way, his short black hair quivers and his deep brown eyes watch me go sadly. I run into the rain and down the dirt path that leads to the old shack I call home. I'm thankful for the rain that spatters my face because it hides my tears. I wish I could keep running. Forever. 首页 disappears behind me but I don't stop. Soon the dirt and dust road ends and gives away to a forest, branches of pines...

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The Quest For Nova Series

posted by malmcd

The Quest for Nova is going to be bigger then I ever imagined! I never thought that I would have this many people 阅读 my wrighting and the journey continues...

Book 1- The Quest For Nova

Have 你 ever felt like 你 don’t belong? I have. Have ever felt like there something out there that 你 are meet to do that’s so important be 你 don’t know what it is? I have. I know its weird to fell this way but I do and I have know idea why. WHY. What a strong word like why did that magical thing happen to me that ever special 日 in the park when everything change for good 或者 for evil. Well that’s...

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Retro Art

added by snootygirl50701

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Alyricka- hall of fame

added by SongGirl50701