--->No, I'm not leaving. This is a friggin 粉丝 fiction about BMO. An angst one though.
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BMO'S POV

When I was born, I realized that I was just copying a human being. Even so, I lived my life to the fullest with my two best friends-Finn and Jake. I didn't care if I was meant to be a toy and nothing else. I heaved a sigh and decided to live my life like a real human being.
But then I realized I didn't have any real 心 with all these wires and electrical energy inside me. And that I can never go back to where I used to be. When everybody forgot me, I 迷失 my mind.
What I saw in the end was a broken world.

Finn and Jake encouraged me, I lived like them because I wanted them to be happy, and to fill the void inside myself. So...

There was a time I was 唱歌 for the joy and happiness inside of me. But now, can't find the reason but I cannot feel anything anymore...

Every time I dig inside my memory, I see my memories with Finn and Jake. It gives me a little comfort to remember those sweet memories. I know it's getting less good for me, 日 由 day; and that the end was coming soon for me.

All I believed in was...what I saw the mirror of delusions. I'm not a real boy. I can't live like real, living beings. I'm not going to sing anymore. I will be shouting and screaming these sad and sorrowful feelings instead. It was a 最佳, 返回页首 speed song, for it is time for me to say goodbye.

I'm frightened of my weaknesses. I don't know how to stop those who go against me 或者 put me down because I was trying so hard to live. I see my best 老友记 with sadness in their faces. It was all I could see now in them.

"It's over, I'm sleeping," I 说 to them. "But I won't forget you, even though I won't be here anymore."
"What? No...BMO..." Finn 说 with a worried look on his face. "W-why...Why so...?"
"Finn, Jake, please...please end this 由 your hands," I explained sadly to them. "Because I don't want to see 你 sad anymore."

Finally, it was hurting me to even think of that petty dream I wished for-to live like real people. I wasn't like this before. I'm alone. I cannot move. I'm hounded down. I know I need to deal with this. This was my choice, after all.
Every time I remember all those faces I've been seeing, it doesn't lift me up 或者 comfort me anymore. It hurts me. Finn, Jake, Marceline, Princess Bubblegum, and so much more...those feelings were killing me and breaking my 心 to none. The end for me was coming soon.

"If I could use a song to tell 你 everything I want to say," I 说 to them. "It's a compressed song, for it is time for me to say good bye."
I gave them a weak smile, and faded away.

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