初恋的回忆

**next day**

Randy: 嘿 Jamie!!
Jamie: Oh 嘿 Randy.

You kinda get surprised at how happy Randy sounds to see 你 today. 你 sit 下一个 to him in Chem and he gives 你 a huge smile. 你 give an awkward smile too and the teacher starts his lectures. After the class, 你 and Randy walk to your 下一个 class, English.

Randy: Did 你 get any of that stuff?
Jamie: Um yah. Did you?
Randy: No. I didn't get a thing he was saying. Do 你 mind helping me today with the homework then?
Jamie: Um no problem. Yah I'll help.
Randy: Can we go to your house to study? The 图书馆 isn't opened here afterschool and my house...

****

You and Randy are in 床, 床上 together, just lieing there satisfied with each other's presence.

Randy: Jamie?
Jamie: Hm?
Randy: How hurt were 你 when...when all those times I left you?
Jamie: ...well a lot I guess. I mean I liked 你 so much those times and I have 你 a chance to leave me before but 你 didn't. Then when 你 did...yah.
Randy: I'm sorry. I hurt too Jamie. I mean those few times when 你 left me, I felt like I wanted to cry and rip myself apart. *laughs* It sounds kinda funny but I really felt like that. I just...I'm sorry. All those times we fought, we could've made better memories....