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After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. 你 can feel it and 你 can see it. Whenever 你 look in the mirror, 你 see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at 篮球 lately. Your coach notices and he talks with 你 about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can 你 do Jamie? 你 need to rest. 你 can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I 爱情 playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least 你 can take 更多 breaks off than the rest of the team.
Jamie: ...even though it's not fair, I have to agree. I can't keep up anymore. I'm too slow.
Coach: It's ok. I understand...but the medicines the doctor gives 你 don't work?
Jamie: I...I couldn't get them.
Coach: Why not?
Jamie: The money...they were too expensive.
Coach: ...how much?
Jamie: A couple hundred 或者 thousand dollars...

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Coach: Ok listen up everyone listen up.

All the girl 篮球 players surround coach. Meanwhile, 你 and Randy left already to just hang out together.

Coach: Ok 你 all know Jamie's problem. Well she has another one, financially. She can't pay for the medicine she needs and us as a team, I thought we could help Jamie out 由 selling 糖果 或者 what not. Sound like a good idea?
Girls: Yah!!

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你 and Randy are at his house and on his roof. 你 two are looking up at the sky, lieing down on the bricky roof. 你 lean on Randy's chest and 你 keep looking up at the stars. 你 lay your hand on Randy's chest and 你 close your eyes, feeling yourself relaxed.

Jamie: It feels nice.
Randy: *smiles* Your not cold right?
Jamie: No.

你 hug Randy tighter and just then a phone call comes.

Jamie: Ugh...

Randy gets his phone from his jean pocket and he 答案 it.

Randy: Hello?
Lauren: Randy.
Randy: Oh. 嘿 Lauren.
Lauren: Randy...can 你 come to my house for a sec?
Randy: Why? I can't anyways. I'm with Jamie.
Lauren: Please...I...*cries* I can't take this anymore.
Randy: Are 你 crying?
Lauren: Please Randy I need comfort.
Randy: W-why me? Can't 你 call Jessica 或者 Tanya?
Lauren: Randy please...please...
Randy: I-I'm sorry Lauren. I can't...I'm with Jamie...h-hello? Hello?

Randy looks at his phone and Lauren just hung up on him.

Jamie: Why?
Randy: Nothing. 你 don't have to worry.
Jamie: Randy...
Randy: She wanted me to come over to her house.
Jamie: And 你 told her no?
Randy: Yah.
Jamie: Oh...did 你 know why?
Randy: No. But she was crying.
Jamie: What?
Randy: Yah...but I wanna be with you.
Jamie: *smile* Thanks...I needed that.

你 give Randy a small 吻乐队(Kiss) on his lips and 你 lean your head back onto his chest, feeling and hearing his 心 skip a beat...
In the middle of the night again, 你 wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. 你 twitch and 你 quickly yet gently 移动 Randy's hands off your waist. 你 leave the 长椅, 沙发 and 你 run to the bathroom and 你 head to the toilet. 你 just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, 你 look and 你 see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your 床, 床上 and 你 plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. 你 look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...
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Even though 你 might never be 由 my side again, I will never forget you. 你 won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come 由 me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt 由 你 again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? 你 always cared for them 更多 than 你 did for me 或者 for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least 你 could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and 你 sit in the back 座位 of Randy's car with Angie...
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Jamie: H-huh?
Randy: I like 你 Jamie. Not just as a friend but 更多 than that.
Jamie: ...I...
Randy: I know your going through a really tough time. I mean your grandma just died, 你 just broke up with your boyfriend, and...and your health.
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: I know...about your leukemia.
Jamie: ...
Randy: But Jamie...I want to help you. I don't want 你 to go through this alone.
Jamie: Randy...I want 你 to leave.
Randy: Wh-what?
Jamie: I want 你 to leave.
Randy: B-but-
Jamie: Randy...*tears* leave...
Randy: ...

Randy gets up and walks out your door. 你 hear him get in his car but something pulls...
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Why won't 你 understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, 或者 can it be me in the 下一个 life time? Even if 你 promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway 下一个 to Shawn's car and 你 see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees 你 and Randy and 你 get out of the car with Randy. 你 quickly get Angie and 你 walk 下一个 to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to 你 and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...
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**October**

So a whole 月 passed 由 and 你 and the whole group have gotten closer, esp. Randy. 你 and Shawn have started to barely hang out outside of school and 你 spend the rest of your time either studying, sleeping, eating, 或者 hanging out with both Angie and Randy.

**Friday**

Randy: So what do 你 wanna do this weekend Jamie?
Jamie: Um I don't know. My grandma wants me to go to church with her but I'm not all that spiritual.
Randy: Oh. Well what days 你 going?
Jamie: Saturday night and Sunday for a regular service.
Randy: Oh. Well we can hang out at your church then so 你 won't be bored....
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As time goes 由 you'll be able to forget everything...

You've been getting closer with the group while getting farther from Shawn. 你 don't even bother hanging out with him when 你 see him around school. 你 just walk with Randy and the rest of the group (you and Randy have every single class together and 6th period too). 你 and Randy have been getting pretty close and 你 guys can crack jokes to each other now. In 6th period, 你 go to your coach and 你 give him the note from the doctor. 你 look at the coach's expression while 阅读 it and he looks like 0,0...

Coach: Sullivan...
Jamie:...
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**basketball:6th period**

You and the varsity team are all practicing drills and today for some reason, 你 feel really out of breathe and dehydrated. On your water break, 你 gulp down your whole water bottle but 你 still feel dehydrated. 你 feel dizzy and 你 fall on your knees.

Coach: Sullivan!! Get your behind over here!!

You try to get up but 你 can't. 你 just fall right back down to your knees and the assistant coach goes to you, Tommy.

Tommy: What's wrong Jamie?
Jamie: I feel dizzy.
Tommy: Why don't 你 sit down. Do 你 need water?
Jamie: Y-yah...

Tommy gets 你 cold water and 你 gulp it...
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Sitting at the pew in church that afternoon, Jamie Sullivan, the daughter of Reverend Sullivan, reached for her Bible, opened it and began to turn the pages, her hazel eyes scanning the words and phrases that she had picked out at 随意 and mentally began studying.

Finally, her eyes lit up with some sparkle when she came to the book of Psalms. She then began to read Psalm 1 up to verse 4.

For some reason that only she knew, Jamie felt that she had to read those verses. She knew that they were very important – both the words and the phrases.

"Oh, the joys of those who do not follow the advice...
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posted by MJ_Fan_4Life007
Landon Carter was on the stage opening night, shaking like a leaf under the hot lights. He honestly didn't know why he cared so much. So what if he made a fool of himself? He's Logan Carter; his popularity would save him, wouldn't it? Maybe that's why. 或者 maybe it was her… sitting there looking beautiful

Landon brushed the thought to the side and 说 his lines. "All I know is your beautiful…..will 你 sing to me?"

The 钢琴 began to play but it wasn't the song that they've all practiced. This one was better, but he wouldn't admit this to anyone.

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's...
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Jamie's Point of view:

Dear Landon,

I finally have a life full of peace. I thought that I would never experience a life with true 爱情 and joy until I met you. We got married a few months ago, and being married to 你 has been the happiness time of my life every since I was diagnosed with terminal cancer. We never talk about me dying, and even in on my worst days 你 always find a way to make me smile. I am unconditionally in 爱情 with God, 你 Landon, and my life to know that it is alright for me to die. I know that my father will heal in his own way and 你 will go to college and fulfill a...
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Chapter 4: Calling All Angels

Landon and Jamie was on the poach swinging on their swing. Jamie looked at the sunset. Landon put his arm around her shoulder. Landon and Jamie kissed then the night began to fall.

Landon and Jamie came into the apartment.

Jamie put on her pajamas and she left asleep on the couch. Landon admired Jamie sleeping. Then the time was left '10:17' and then a left of light
came down on Landon.

Then it was Crystal. Crystal pushed her hair back and she walked up to Landon.

"I see 你 are very happy with Jamie," 说 Crystal

"I'm always happy with Jamie"

"Well since 你 never bothered me today I'll give back 2 更多 of your wishes and let 你 keep Jamie"

"Thank 你 Crystal, "said Landon

"No problem many happiest will happen to you"

"Crystal what kinda of happiest?" asked Landon

"No way I can't tell 你 that," 说 Crystal

A light comes back and Crystal steps over the light. Landon saw Crystal comes back up

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Chapter 3: Morning that was supposed to be sorrowed

Landon woke up 下一个 to the window. He stretched his arm and he felt someone 下一个 to him. He looked over and he saw Jamie Sullivan.

He felt her short brown hair and he saw her eyes still closed. Landon looked at his appointment book and no meeting for a doctor in sight.

Landon looked as happy as he can be.

Jamie woke up and she saw her husband looking at his appointment book.

"Good morning Carter" 说 Jamie

"Good morning sweetie" 说 Landon

Landon moved in to 吻乐队(Kiss) Jamie. Jamie got up out of 床, 床上 and she got dressed, she put on a white sweater...
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Chapter 2: Dare 你 To Move

Landon woke up at 9 o'clock and he walked to 厨房 and he saw his father there. Worth didn't make it to the funeral but he wished he did.

Worth and Landon's relationship was better...but over the months it got worst.

"Hello son" 说 Worth

"Where's Mama?" asked Landon

"She went shopping she'll be back later"

"Okay I'll take a walk," 说 Landon

"Landon I want to talk to you" he 说 sighing. "About yesterday, I wanted to be there"

"Then why didn't 你 come?" asked Landon

"Work" answered Worth

"You could of took a few days off 或者 tell your boss, your daughter in law die...
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你 说 你 needed me...then why don't 你 want me?

The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. 你 feel like 你 have 更多 energy and 你 actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! 你 kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes 你 smile, laugh, and he always gives 你 a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. 你 sing for the choir all the time and after services, 你 two always go to the lake and hang out there......
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People always breaking up, falling in and out of love...I just want to let 你 know that I will never let 你 go for the rest of my life.

Jamie: I...I've thought about this for a while...
Randy: ...?...
Jamie: I like 你 too.
Randy: ...you...you like me too?
Jamie: *nods*
Randy: ...*smiles* Wow...*laughs*

****

It's now November and 你 and Randy have a good start to your relationship. The whole school knows about 你 and Randy cuz of the play. Both of 你 take it slow and steady cuz that's how 你 want it. 你 guys just hold hands, give small kisses on the cheek (never on the lips), and 你 two link...
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Randy: 嘿 Jamie.
Jamie: 嘿 Randy.

You sit in your 座位 in chemistry and the 钟, 贝尔 rings, starting the teacher's lecture. 你 drone off, about to fall asleep when Randy nudges 你 a little. 你 hate it when people wake 你 up but 你 quickly shake it off, knowing 你 barely know the guy to get mad at him. 你 start taking notes and 你 just start 写作 Shawn's name all over the place in different font size and style.

Randy: Who's Shawn?
Jamie: hm?
Randy: Shawn.
Jamie: Oh...oh! *tries to cover the paper*
Randy: *smile* Too late. I already saw. Is he your crush?
Jamie: Oh...um well boyfriend.
Randy:...
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I know I have to forget 你 but my 心 is always searching for you. I have a person here who is 由 my side and I know I shouldn't be doing this. But the thought of 你 coming back, of hugging me once more...it's a silly thought I know. Forgive me for being the girl I didn't want to be for you, but that was all I could be.

The 下一个 日 at school, 你 go to hang out with the girls at the cafeteria but 你 don't see Lauren there.

Jessica and Tanya: 嘿 Jamie.
Jamie: Hey. Where's Lauren?
Jessica: With the boys. Didn't 你 hear? She got back with Randy.
Jamie: Yah...
Tanya: What happened Jamie?
Jamie:...
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Chapter 8: This I Swear

After arguing with his father Landon wanted to walk around. He felt bad after doing that do Jamie.

But Landon looked angry and then he saw Eric walking down the street. Eric still looked the same.

Eric walked up to him and Landon walked up to him too.

They high five each other.

They talked for a while.

"Landon Carter, 你 look great," 说 Eric

"Eric Hunter...Never changed," 说 Landon

"How's Jamie?" asked Eric

"Well she 4 months pregnant" 说 Landon

"You're gonna be a dad...Congratulations" 说 Eric

"Thanks what's new with you?" asked Landon

"I'm going to college" 说 Eric...
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