How I got there, I don't remember. Being the only one there, I couldn't possibly find help. Nothing but the cold dead silence. Nothing but white pulsing throughout-throughout what? What could I call something that wasn't there? It wasn't nothing nor was it solid...Space. That's all it could be, Space. Just ongoing 太空 never ending. No horizon. No vanishing point. Nothing to see except white. It was all just space.
I was seeing through my mind, yet I still felt that burning sensation. Tears just welling up behind a thin layer of skin around my eyes. I began to 移动 foward, not walk, run, nor fly 或者 float...I just moved. How I knew I was moving when nothing seemed to change? I don't know...I felt it.
Finally, a small object creating a faint shadow over the nothingness, as though giving me ground to walk on. My body knew what to do, it grounded itself and began to approach this object without waiting for my mind's reaction. I made the object out to be a step-ladder though it tok me some time to process it.
A step-ladder, made for climbing. Does this mean I have to get to higher ground? Usually people and 动物 do that when there's trouble....Does it mean if I stay down here I will be in trouble? Either way, I must climb this ladder. It's so small though..Can something so small keep me safe? After a moment of pondering this, I finally decided to accept the ladder's help.
I lifted my foot to place it upon the first step, yet something seemed off. I mean I was sure I lifted my foot, yet both my feet remained planted on the ground. I tried again with my other foot...Nothing. I could feel them successfully moving yet whenever I looked down, there they were, the same place as they've always been.
Maybe I'm on the wrong side of the ladder... I tried to walk around the object, feeling the sensation of movement. I remembered being satisfied with my quick thinking under such circumstances while I successfully maneuvered around to the other side-Wait...No...That's not right... Much to my horror I hadn't moved an inch, I was still on the same side as I have been. I knew this because of the ladder's shadow.
I had begun to feel a sense of panic grow within my chest, my mind screaming as though it was trying to get out of my body! I try to run towards the ladder, I felt my legs pumping but to no avail! I lept at the ladder, my feet lifting from the gound and yet there I was still rooted to the spot! I jogged, sprinted, crawled, threw myself to the ground! I even tried to flee from it...But no I was permanently trapped, silently weeping. Not even my tears were real.
I was helpless and alone. I didn't even have anyone to express my frustrations to. All I could do was stand there and look at that step-ladder. Just stand there...
I was seeing through my mind, yet I still felt that burning sensation. Tears just welling up behind a thin layer of skin around my eyes. I began to 移动 foward, not walk, run, nor fly 或者 float...I just moved. How I knew I was moving when nothing seemed to change? I don't know...I felt it.
Finally, a small object creating a faint shadow over the nothingness, as though giving me ground to walk on. My body knew what to do, it grounded itself and began to approach this object without waiting for my mind's reaction. I made the object out to be a step-ladder though it tok me some time to process it.
A step-ladder, made for climbing. Does this mean I have to get to higher ground? Usually people and 动物 do that when there's trouble....Does it mean if I stay down here I will be in trouble? Either way, I must climb this ladder. It's so small though..Can something so small keep me safe? After a moment of pondering this, I finally decided to accept the ladder's help.
I lifted my foot to place it upon the first step, yet something seemed off. I mean I was sure I lifted my foot, yet both my feet remained planted on the ground. I tried again with my other foot...Nothing. I could feel them successfully moving yet whenever I looked down, there they were, the same place as they've always been.
Maybe I'm on the wrong side of the ladder... I tried to walk around the object, feeling the sensation of movement. I remembered being satisfied with my quick thinking under such circumstances while I successfully maneuvered around to the other side-Wait...No...That's not right... Much to my horror I hadn't moved an inch, I was still on the same side as I have been. I knew this because of the ladder's shadow.
I had begun to feel a sense of panic grow within my chest, my mind screaming as though it was trying to get out of my body! I try to run towards the ladder, I felt my legs pumping but to no avail! I lept at the ladder, my feet lifting from the gound and yet there I was still rooted to the spot! I jogged, sprinted, crawled, threw myself to the ground! I even tried to flee from it...But no I was permanently trapped, silently weeping. Not even my tears were real.
I was helpless and alone. I didn't even have anyone to express my frustrations to. All I could do was stand there and look at that step-ladder. Just stand there...
this my poem...I just wrote it randomly...Don't know if it's any good...what do 你 think?
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If 你 爱情 him,
Tell him so.
If 你 爱情 him,
Tell him not to go.
The very worst,
He can do,
The very worst,
He can do is say no.
Don’t hide away,
Wishing all day,
Don’t hide away,
Just come out and say.
“Yes, I 爱情 you,
I’ve told 你 so.
And if 你 爱情 me,
Please don’t go.”
“Yes, I 爱情 you,
I’ve told 你 so.
And if 你 爱情 me,
Please don’t go.”
“Please, please,
Please don’t go.
Please, please.
Please, please don’t go.”
So, if 你 爱情 him,
Tell him so.
If 你 爱情 him,
Tell him not to go.
The very worst,
He can do,
The very worst,
He can do is say no.
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If 你 爱情 him,
Tell him so.
If 你 爱情 him,
Tell him not to go.
The very worst,
He can do,
The very worst,
He can do is say no.
Don’t hide away,
Wishing all day,
Don’t hide away,
Just come out and say.
“Yes, I 爱情 you,
I’ve told 你 so.
And if 你 爱情 me,
Please don’t go.”
“Yes, I 爱情 you,
I’ve told 你 so.
And if 你 爱情 me,
Please don’t go.”
“Please, please,
Please don’t go.
Please, please.
Please, please don’t go.”
So, if 你 爱情 him,
Tell him so.
If 你 爱情 him,
Tell him not to go.
The very worst,
He can do,
The very worst,
He can do is say no.
Little raindrops shiny,silver,
Dropping silently into the river.
A girl sitting quiet,alone,
Her smile is fading,her hope is gone.
It faded really long ago,
That sounds sad,i know.
She quickly wipes away a tear,
It's her secret so no one can hear.
She secretly cries every night,
It's her fate,so she cant fight.
She touches a raindrop and goes back inside,
She is so lost,she's losing her pride.
All she asks for is a friend,
Someone to be there and understand.
So help her to make her dream come true,
There's always something 你 can do.
Dropping silently into the river.
A girl sitting quiet,alone,
Her smile is fading,her hope is gone.
It faded really long ago,
That sounds sad,i know.
She quickly wipes away a tear,
It's her secret so no one can hear.
She secretly cries every night,
It's her fate,so she cant fight.
She touches a raindrop and goes back inside,
She is so lost,she's losing her pride.
All she asks for is a friend,
Someone to be there and understand.
So help her to make her dream come true,
There's always something 你 can do.
what I'm 写作 isn't exactly an 文章 , but I hope 你 will enjoy it ^_^ ..
Girl; Do I ever 交叉, 十字架 you'r mind ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do 你 like me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do 你 want me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would 你 cry if I left ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would 你 live for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would 你 do anything for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Choose me 或者 you'r life ?
Boy; My life .
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says ....
*The reason 你 never 交叉, 十字架 my mind is because 你 are always on my mind .
*The reason why I don't like 你 is because I 爱情 你 .
*The reason I don't want 你 is because I need 你 .
*The reason I wouldn't cry if 你 left is because I would die if 你 left .
*The reason I wouldn't live for 你 is because I would die for 你 .
*The reason why I'm not willing to do 你 anything for 你 is because I would do everything for 你 .
*The reason I chose my life is because 你 are my life .
Girl; Do I ever 交叉, 十字架 you'r mind ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do 你 like me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Do 你 want me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would 你 cry if I left ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would 你 live for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Would 你 do anything for me ?
Boy; No .
Girl; Choose me 或者 you'r life ?
Boy; My life .
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says ....
*The reason 你 never 交叉, 十字架 my mind is because 你 are always on my mind .
*The reason why I don't like 你 is because I 爱情 你 .
*The reason I don't want 你 is because I need 你 .
*The reason I wouldn't cry if 你 left is because I would die if 你 left .
*The reason I wouldn't live for 你 is because I would die for 你 .
*The reason why I'm not willing to do 你 anything for 你 is because I would do everything for 你 .
*The reason I chose my life is because 你 are my life .
inch 由 inch
bringing me closer
to my doom
蝴蝶 of
anticipation
flutter nervously
in my stomach
knuckles whiten
jaws clench
what have I
gotten myself into
the suspense
is killing me
I'm going to hate it
I'm going to 爱情 it
I might lose my lunch
but I don't care
heaven help me
here it comes...
...
I hold my breath...
...
and then
I scream
my stomach
drops
my breath
is stolen
my heart
is pounding
adrenaline
courses
through
my veins
amid screams
of sweet terror
I fling up
my hands
and ride on
the wings
of Thrill!
I remember the 日 I fell in love.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for 你 love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place 你 could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with 更多 火, 消防 then 你 could ever imagine.
更多 passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the 日 I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real 篮球 coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Not just simple love.
No, this was head over heels, I'd die for 你 love.
I remember where I fell in love.
A small middle school in a small town.
A place 你 could easily miss.
I remember the my matchmaker.
A short women, but with 更多 火, 消防 then 你 could ever imagine.
更多 passion for what she does then I had ever seen.
I remember my girlfriends who were with me.
My athletic, sassy, fun-loving chicks.
My flirting consultants.
I remember him.
Good God, he was beautiful.
Yes, I remember the 日 I fell in love.
True Love.
Head over heels love.
With..................
Basketball.
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This is dedicated to my first real 篮球 coach. She taught me not just how to play basketball, but how to be part of a team. I have so much respect for her and I know I should thank her everyday for helping me fall in love. For Coach Joy.
Just a poem. I hope it isn't much of a bother to rate.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
或者 I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told 由 hidden scars
Unable to 显示 themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.
I dream of all things
Uncertain of dark deeds and pasts
Within these thoughts as dark as sea
When once those wings of black
Hung over all
Shadowing but of the wretched white
That blinds me of all beauty.
I dream of all things
From happiness to highs
Let down these pills
或者 I’m gone, retreat inside my mind
Where none but the darkest thoughts
Swallowing twilight
I dream of all things
From the stories told 由 hidden scars
Unable to 显示 themselves
Under this intense scrutiny
That makes up this world’s attire
To the times that I could be happy
Without a drug to create
The much-needed illusion...
I dream of all things
No matter of their contents
Because, well,
Nightmares are still dreams.