“Dude are 你 even ready for school 下一个 Monday? I haven’t had time to go shopping with getting ready for fair and everything.” I was talking to my best friend Kat on the phone since I was freaking out about doing two project boards in less than 12 hours. “Hell to the no I’m not, 你 know me procrastinating Randy. We’ll have to go shopping on Sunday when we’re all done cleaning up.” It was so hard getting ready to go into our freshman 年 when our first 日 after the county fair ended. “Randy! How am I ever going to get all my clothes figured out?!” Kat was being dramatic but she rarely was so I let it go, she was stressing a lot. “You’ll figure something out 你 always do. In the meantime give me an idea for this stupid financhle board I haven’t the slightest clue as to what it should be about.” I was seriously considering looking something up on the internet and copying it, but I don’t cheat. “I don’t know what 你 should do you’re the one with the smarts remember.” This was true while Kat was still in 7th grade math; I was at a senior in high school level. I was supposed to tutor her this 下一个 year. “Thanks for the help, smart ass. Are 你 sure we don’t get the supply 列表 until Monday when we go to our classes?” I had to ask it seemed kind of weird for the school system to do that but whatever. “Positive. Even ask my mom it was 发布 on the website yesterday.” Unlike me Kat had a little extra time to look on the internet since she only had three projects and I had ten. “Well shopping shouldn’t take so long after all. We just need to get school clothes.” It was easy for us to 商店 clothes it didn’t take long and we didn’t buy things we didn’t like so it only ever took us 2-3 hours depending on what we were looking for. “True, I guess shopping won’t be so bad if we finish early on Sunday.” Kat was stressing a lot less now. “Ugh, I have to go. I’ll see 你 tomorrow and good luck with your horse.” I was getting annoyed with my phone always overheating. “Okay later hot stuff.” Kat and I always called each other that.
We hung up and I scooped my hair into a 小马 tail. This was going to be a long day. The projects I had to do were archery, pies, vet science, financhle, and decorate your duds. I was pretty used to it considering I’ve been in 4-H for 6 years. I had one board, my pie, and my clothes done all that was left was my archery board and my financhle board. Since I had no idea what to do I went out to the deck where my mom was smoking a cigarette and putting my record 图书 in their covers. I sat down and let out a long and frustrated sigh. “What’s wrong sweetie? Stressing out over those two boards?” Mom knew me better than I did sometimes, it was a little weird. “Yeah I doubt I can finish them both since I have to finish my work 图书 too.” I was getting agitated at my need to put things off till the last minute. “Well how about I work on the work 图书 and 你 can work on the boards. How about for your financhle 你 do a collage and on archery 你 do an over view of what it’s about.” My mom had the best ideas. “Sounds like a plan to me. Thanks mom.” I swear she was the best. “No problem honey.”
I finished the boards right before midnight and might I just say they looked damn good. I was most proud about my vet science board though since it was about Artificial Insemination and Embryo Transfer working together in cattle. I had worked the longest on that particular board. I checked my 图书 one last time and made sure they were signed and in order for exhibit 日 tomorrow, 或者 well I guess today since it was 12:35 am. I fixed a few things then went up and fell into 床, 床上 only to be woken 由 my stupid cow alarm clock.
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I woke up and had to remember where I put my alarm clock this time. I apparently hid it behind this 破烂, 垃圾 of a computer still left in my room. I had to hide my alarm clock otherwise I wouldn’t get up. I got dressed in a dress 衬衫 and my best jeans and put on my dressiest make up since exhibit 日 was just the judge interviewing 你 about your project. It might not seem like a big deal but I’ve seen kids get down placed 由 the way they were dressed. Since most of my interviews were in the afternoon my mom just took my morning projects down so my clothes and my financhle board went down to the fairgrounds. While my mom was I gone I fed my 羊 and my 15 head of cattle. It didn’t take long.
For the rest of the 日 I helped my mom load the camper we were going to stay in at the fairgrounds. My mom was stressing out so she was 表演 like it was the end of the world and we fought a lot. We were both running on no sleep. I realized in the middle of putting my clothes in the closet that I was going to have to give up half my cabinet and closet 太空 to share with Kat since she was staying with us. This was going to be an interesting week.
I finished packing at about 12:30 so I could eat lunch and go readjust my make-up. I told my mom I was going to get ready and she might want to too since her hair was in a mess and she was in sweats. She agreed and we went up-stairs and got ready. Since I didn’t have to do a lot to get ready I went back down stairs and started getting all of my projects and 图书 ready to go. Not an easy job carrying two boards, a pie, and car keys; but I managed to do it without dropping a thing. I came back in the house and got a bottle of water so I could have something to drink while I was waiting for my interviews. I went back up to my room to check my hair, it was so not cooperating today, so I finally just decided to put it back in a ponytail. Five 分钟 later my mom was done and we were on our way to the fairgrounds.
Kat texted me and told me to tell her when I was there so she could wait with me. About 15 分钟 later and a lot of traffic we got to the fairgrounds. As I was getting everything out of the back 座位 my mom saw this guy that I liked and yells “Hi, Matt!” to him. Talk about embarrassing, I hid behind my boards the entire time.
We walked over to the Misc. building to wait for my interviews, they were pretty spaced out. After about five 分钟 Kat walked over with hers and mine friend, Miranda. My mom hates Miranda, with a passion, so typical Miranda style she runs up and gives me a hug. It wasn’t all that enjoyable. I hadn’t been allowed to hang out with Miranda for two months, ever since she argued with my mom about some things. I didn’t like Miranda all that much either anymore. She started 表演 weird about a 月 ago, her attitude was being weird and she pulled her steer out of the barn. Kat and I had just started talking about it. We originally thought it was because of her boyfriend but he broke up with her about a week before fair and she was still 表演 weird.
Twenty 或者 so 分钟 went 由 and I finished one of my interviews when Kat and Miranda had to go because they had another horse 显示 in fifteen minutes. I sat and talked to my other best friend in the entire world Manny. She was a 年 younger than me and didn’t understand too many guy issues but she was a good listener. We talked about the whole Miranda thing. “I don’t know what her problem is half the time I mean she acts like she’s superior 或者 something.” I said. “I never liked her and 你 know that so it just proves my original feeling that she’s a bitch.” Manny 说 in her straight 前锋, 期待 but friendly voice, she was honest which is probably why I’ve been 老友记 with her for five years. “Yeah, yeah 你 were right blah blah, I get it. It’s just she hasn’t acted like this before, like the world revolves around her 或者 something.” It was annoying me this new princess of drama attitude she had. “All I can tell 你 is if 你 want to be 老友记 with her be careful, she’s the type that will stab 你 in the back and let 你 fall on your 屁股 in the process.” This was Manny’s last piece of 建议 before I had to leave for my 下一个 interview.
We hung up and I scooped my hair into a 小马 tail. This was going to be a long day. The projects I had to do were archery, pies, vet science, financhle, and decorate your duds. I was pretty used to it considering I’ve been in 4-H for 6 years. I had one board, my pie, and my clothes done all that was left was my archery board and my financhle board. Since I had no idea what to do I went out to the deck where my mom was smoking a cigarette and putting my record 图书 in their covers. I sat down and let out a long and frustrated sigh. “What’s wrong sweetie? Stressing out over those two boards?” Mom knew me better than I did sometimes, it was a little weird. “Yeah I doubt I can finish them both since I have to finish my work 图书 too.” I was getting agitated at my need to put things off till the last minute. “Well how about I work on the work 图书 and 你 can work on the boards. How about for your financhle 你 do a collage and on archery 你 do an over view of what it’s about.” My mom had the best ideas. “Sounds like a plan to me. Thanks mom.” I swear she was the best. “No problem honey.”
I finished the boards right before midnight and might I just say they looked damn good. I was most proud about my vet science board though since it was about Artificial Insemination and Embryo Transfer working together in cattle. I had worked the longest on that particular board. I checked my 图书 one last time and made sure they were signed and in order for exhibit 日 tomorrow, 或者 well I guess today since it was 12:35 am. I fixed a few things then went up and fell into 床, 床上 only to be woken 由 my stupid cow alarm clock.
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I woke up and had to remember where I put my alarm clock this time. I apparently hid it behind this 破烂, 垃圾 of a computer still left in my room. I had to hide my alarm clock otherwise I wouldn’t get up. I got dressed in a dress 衬衫 and my best jeans and put on my dressiest make up since exhibit 日 was just the judge interviewing 你 about your project. It might not seem like a big deal but I’ve seen kids get down placed 由 the way they were dressed. Since most of my interviews were in the afternoon my mom just took my morning projects down so my clothes and my financhle board went down to the fairgrounds. While my mom was I gone I fed my 羊 and my 15 head of cattle. It didn’t take long.
For the rest of the 日 I helped my mom load the camper we were going to stay in at the fairgrounds. My mom was stressing out so she was 表演 like it was the end of the world and we fought a lot. We were both running on no sleep. I realized in the middle of putting my clothes in the closet that I was going to have to give up half my cabinet and closet 太空 to share with Kat since she was staying with us. This was going to be an interesting week.
I finished packing at about 12:30 so I could eat lunch and go readjust my make-up. I told my mom I was going to get ready and she might want to too since her hair was in a mess and she was in sweats. She agreed and we went up-stairs and got ready. Since I didn’t have to do a lot to get ready I went back down stairs and started getting all of my projects and 图书 ready to go. Not an easy job carrying two boards, a pie, and car keys; but I managed to do it without dropping a thing. I came back in the house and got a bottle of water so I could have something to drink while I was waiting for my interviews. I went back up to my room to check my hair, it was so not cooperating today, so I finally just decided to put it back in a ponytail. Five 分钟 later my mom was done and we were on our way to the fairgrounds.
Kat texted me and told me to tell her when I was there so she could wait with me. About 15 分钟 later and a lot of traffic we got to the fairgrounds. As I was getting everything out of the back 座位 my mom saw this guy that I liked and yells “Hi, Matt!” to him. Talk about embarrassing, I hid behind my boards the entire time.
We walked over to the Misc. building to wait for my interviews, they were pretty spaced out. After about five 分钟 Kat walked over with hers and mine friend, Miranda. My mom hates Miranda, with a passion, so typical Miranda style she runs up and gives me a hug. It wasn’t all that enjoyable. I hadn’t been allowed to hang out with Miranda for two months, ever since she argued with my mom about some things. I didn’t like Miranda all that much either anymore. She started 表演 weird about a 月 ago, her attitude was being weird and she pulled her steer out of the barn. Kat and I had just started talking about it. We originally thought it was because of her boyfriend but he broke up with her about a week before fair and she was still 表演 weird.
Twenty 或者 so 分钟 went 由 and I finished one of my interviews when Kat and Miranda had to go because they had another horse 显示 in fifteen minutes. I sat and talked to my other best friend in the entire world Manny. She was a 年 younger than me and didn’t understand too many guy issues but she was a good listener. We talked about the whole Miranda thing. “I don’t know what her problem is half the time I mean she acts like she’s superior 或者 something.” I said. “I never liked her and 你 know that so it just proves my original feeling that she’s a bitch.” Manny 说 in her straight 前锋, 期待 but friendly voice, she was honest which is probably why I’ve been 老友记 with her for five years. “Yeah, yeah 你 were right blah blah, I get it. It’s just she hasn’t acted like this before, like the world revolves around her 或者 something.” It was annoying me this new princess of drama attitude she had. “All I can tell 你 is if 你 want to be 老友记 with her be careful, she’s the type that will stab 你 in the back and let 你 fall on your 屁股 in the process.” This was Manny’s last piece of 建议 before I had to leave for my 下一个 interview.
This is a song inspired 由 Anastasia's Once Upon a December. Also, it's the main song for my novel-in-progress, Imaginary. It's a song in which one of the main characters sings to cheer her up when she's scared. And once I finally get the story 发布 here, you'll actually see the depth and power and horror of the song.
Written 由 a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen 天使 always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken 蝴蝶 with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Written 由 a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen 天使 always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken 蝴蝶 with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Scraping at the boughs,
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?
I slammed the car door shut, and faced the school.
"Have a good 日 sweetie," Mom said, somewhat hopefully from the drivers seat. Just the words made me want to ball up and cry. She drove away, leaving me in the dust. I would not survive this day.
Not that I deserve to.
I clutched my 图书 to my chest, and tried to keep my eyes fixed on the ground. But I still felt their eyes on me.
"Bitch," they muttered.
"She deserves to die," others said. Didn't they know I want to? Didn't they know how much strength it took to keep breathing? And when I did, it was the everlasting pain that nearly brought me to my death. But I could only hope.
But they didn't know this. They just knew it was my fault. And it was. It was all my fault for what had happened.
And I'd live with this guilt till I die.
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Please let me know if I should continue this; I don't know if I should.
"Have a good 日 sweetie," Mom said, somewhat hopefully from the drivers seat. Just the words made me want to ball up and cry. She drove away, leaving me in the dust. I would not survive this day.
Not that I deserve to.
I clutched my 图书 to my chest, and tried to keep my eyes fixed on the ground. But I still felt their eyes on me.
"Bitch," they muttered.
"She deserves to die," others said. Didn't they know I want to? Didn't they know how much strength it took to keep breathing? And when I did, it was the everlasting pain that nearly brought me to my death. But I could only hope.
But they didn't know this. They just knew it was my fault. And it was. It was all my fault for what had happened.
And I'd live with this guilt till I die.
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Please let me know if I should continue this; I don't know if I should.
I need to find a name for my character. She is a twelve 年 old girl with short, kinda boyish blonde hair. She has a curious and Mischievous personality and a tomboyish attitude. She loves Music, she plays 钢琴 and 吉他 and can play the Saxaphone really well. She is also very good in school. She has green eyes and likes to draw and write. Her main flaw is when she makes mistakes she has trouble realising that she is only human, and humans make mistakes. I am trying to find a good name but I am having a lot of trouble. Please help!
Introduction
Everybody has a friend. Someone to talk to, to share your secrets with. Someone in this cold cruel world that 你 could trust. A friend doesn't exactly have to be a person. It could be a pet, a journal-sometimes a banana-or even a rock. A friend doesn't have to be real, either. A character from a story 或者 movie, perhaps? But that's still something everyone can look at, hear, 或者 feel. Well, some of those make-believe friends, not actors, are things only you can look at, hear, and feel. Now those are called imaginary friends, as 你 probably know. Imaginary 老友记 can be anything 你 want them to be. An animal, a creature 你 made up, a monster, 或者 just another human being. There are rare cases when special people have imaginary 老友记 that...are not exactly in the afterlife. But, no matter what, whatever kind of friend it is, that one true friend will always be there for you.
Always.
Always.
Always...
Everybody has a friend. Someone to talk to, to share your secrets with. Someone in this cold cruel world that 你 could trust. A friend doesn't exactly have to be a person. It could be a pet, a journal-sometimes a banana-or even a rock. A friend doesn't have to be real, either. A character from a story 或者 movie, perhaps? But that's still something everyone can look at, hear, 或者 feel. Well, some of those make-believe friends, not actors, are things only you can look at, hear, and feel. Now those are called imaginary friends, as 你 probably know. Imaginary 老友记 can be anything 你 want them to be. An animal, a creature 你 made up, a monster, 或者 just another human being. There are rare cases when special people have imaginary 老友记 that...are not exactly in the afterlife. But, no matter what, whatever kind of friend it is, that one true friend will always be there for you.
Always.
Always.
Always...
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