(NOTE: Told from Silhouette's POV. Features explicit language.(Well, just "the F-word") enjoy. c:)
It was my first time. I was in shock after having done it. I shoved a katana right through her chest, straight through her heart. I heard her ribs break, and her blood splattered on the surrounding ground. Some of it got on me. I wished he didn't see. I prayed to god he didn't see. But sure enough, I slowly turned around and he was there. The look of fright and terror in his eyes, it was unforgetable. I had made the biggest fucking mistake of my life. He ran away, crying. I felt my 心 and soul break and shatter into pieces. What did I just do? I killed her. It was for the best, she deserved the death that I struck into her. But, honestly.....how did I even have the nerve to kill her? I wasn't that kind of evil. I was the kind who would rob banks, jack cars, all that simple stuff. But this......this was chaotic. I just ended a life. I stared down at my hands. They were stained in blood.
I locked myself in my house for three days. Just sitting on my couch, staring at the ground. In my mind, I kept reliving that moment, over, and over. I remembered every detail. I could see every stain of blood. The shocked look in her eyes before I killed her. The way my anger grew with each passing moment before I ended her pitiful life. The way my anger was replaced with the feeling of complete surprise and regret, as soon as I thrusted the sword through her weak, skeleton-like body. I kept trying to look on the bright side. "At least I didn't let her suffer, I killed her quickly..." But the look on Jake's face when I did it. He was just a seven 年 old boy, and he looked up to me for protection. And here I was, killing someone infront of his innocent eyes. That was the worst part, the way he looked at me. He looked at me like I was, .....like I was..... a monster. And I suppose in a way, I was one. I just couldn't stop reliving that moment. My 心 kept breaking, hurting 更多 and 更多 each time. It was like being stabbed repeatily. Just hoping each 下一个 stab would be the last. But it never was. And it never would be. It would continue forever, until one thing gave away. I couldn't take it anymore. I was losing my mind. I just wanted to go up to Jake and tell him that I didn't mean to do it. That it was a mistake, and that I never should've done it. But I'm sure if he ever saw me again, he would run away crying, just like he did when I killed her. Even my dad called me, hearing about what I did. He told me "Don't worry, you'll get used to it." .......I'm not so sure I want to get used to it. I don't want to kill someone, and then just feel nothing at all. Though, I wish I could get used to it now. This was pure torture. Every passing 秒 fills me with remorse and regret. I stood up off my couch. I looked out my window. It was raining. Perfect. I opened the door and stared. The rain was coming down heavy. And under normal cirumstances, I would've closed the door and walked away. But I needed to talk to Astrid, and this seemed to be the only way I could do it. I stepped outside. I fell to the ground as quick as possible, while my circuits fried, and my vision grew dark. The pain was almost unbearable, but I deserved it for what I did. I became aware in the inner depths of my mind. I thought this would happen. Looking farther away, I could see Astrid, trimming hedges for reasons unknown. I slowly approached her. "Hi Silhouette!" she 说 smiling, as she waved in my direction. I walked closer. "What's up?" she asked. I slowly lifted my head, as it had been looking at the ground in shame. And, well, I just 说 it. "I killed somebody." The look of shock, digust, and dissapointment spread across the face of the happiest girl I knew.~
It was my first time. I was in shock after having done it. I shoved a katana right through her chest, straight through her heart. I heard her ribs break, and her blood splattered on the surrounding ground. Some of it got on me. I wished he didn't see. I prayed to god he didn't see. But sure enough, I slowly turned around and he was there. The look of fright and terror in his eyes, it was unforgetable. I had made the biggest fucking mistake of my life. He ran away, crying. I felt my 心 and soul break and shatter into pieces. What did I just do? I killed her. It was for the best, she deserved the death that I struck into her. But, honestly.....how did I even have the nerve to kill her? I wasn't that kind of evil. I was the kind who would rob banks, jack cars, all that simple stuff. But this......this was chaotic. I just ended a life. I stared down at my hands. They were stained in blood.
I locked myself in my house for three days. Just sitting on my couch, staring at the ground. In my mind, I kept reliving that moment, over, and over. I remembered every detail. I could see every stain of blood. The shocked look in her eyes before I killed her. The way my anger grew with each passing moment before I ended her pitiful life. The way my anger was replaced with the feeling of complete surprise and regret, as soon as I thrusted the sword through her weak, skeleton-like body. I kept trying to look on the bright side. "At least I didn't let her suffer, I killed her quickly..." But the look on Jake's face when I did it. He was just a seven 年 old boy, and he looked up to me for protection. And here I was, killing someone infront of his innocent eyes. That was the worst part, the way he looked at me. He looked at me like I was, .....like I was..... a monster. And I suppose in a way, I was one. I just couldn't stop reliving that moment. My 心 kept breaking, hurting 更多 and 更多 each time. It was like being stabbed repeatily. Just hoping each 下一个 stab would be the last. But it never was. And it never would be. It would continue forever, until one thing gave away. I couldn't take it anymore. I was losing my mind. I just wanted to go up to Jake and tell him that I didn't mean to do it. That it was a mistake, and that I never should've done it. But I'm sure if he ever saw me again, he would run away crying, just like he did when I killed her. Even my dad called me, hearing about what I did. He told me "Don't worry, you'll get used to it." .......I'm not so sure I want to get used to it. I don't want to kill someone, and then just feel nothing at all. Though, I wish I could get used to it now. This was pure torture. Every passing 秒 fills me with remorse and regret. I stood up off my couch. I looked out my window. It was raining. Perfect. I opened the door and stared. The rain was coming down heavy. And under normal cirumstances, I would've closed the door and walked away. But I needed to talk to Astrid, and this seemed to be the only way I could do it. I stepped outside. I fell to the ground as quick as possible, while my circuits fried, and my vision grew dark. The pain was almost unbearable, but I deserved it for what I did. I became aware in the inner depths of my mind. I thought this would happen. Looking farther away, I could see Astrid, trimming hedges for reasons unknown. I slowly approached her. "Hi Silhouette!" she 说 smiling, as she waved in my direction. I walked closer. "What's up?" she asked. I slowly lifted my head, as it had been looking at the ground in shame. And, well, I just 说 it. "I killed somebody." The look of shock, digust, and dissapointment spread across the face of the happiest girl I knew.~
In a world deprived of happiness and beauty; the townspeople that are not filthy rich are scolded, threatened, bullied and their freedoms are taken down to a real low. Especially the cross-breads and angels. In this town of misery for the weak; there are a few that secretly plan and sabotage the governing body that, of coarse, are called the freedom fighters. Luckily, the freedom fighters have a rich 豹, 黑豹 ally along with her two-tailed cat butler. They're names are Yogi the 豹, 黑豹 and Gant the two-tailed cat. There are two main leaders of the freedom fighters; Slick the hedgefoxcat and Dash the echidfoxcat, both cross-breads and hated for it. They're 下一个 plan is to infatrait an army base and rescue a tortured and used Yuki the angelbat for her electrical powers. What is ahead of these freedom fighters? What will be the outcome? That'll have to wait to be decided.~
Jero-sama...
I'm...I'm sorry.
I caused 你 更多 pain than I wanted to
Go back to Kureij,
Apologise,
I know 你 can.
Don't worry about me 或者 Lucy,
We're going back to China,
there's nothing left for us here.
If it helps...
I didn't want it to end like this so suddenly,
but it had to happen,
again...I'm sorry
If you're 阅读 this and Kureij is with you,
Which,
No doubt,
He probably is,
Tell him I'm still sorry, too.
If May 或者 Kazuki are wondering where I am,
Tell them not to worry,
Tell them I'm safe.
I wanted to say goodbye in person but,
It's painful.
Too painful now,
I'll go talk to Momomi...
see if he can...
fix me.
Before I forget you, Jero-sama...
I still 爱情 you
I'm...I'm sorry.
I caused 你 更多 pain than I wanted to
Go back to Kureij,
Apologise,
I know 你 can.
Don't worry about me 或者 Lucy,
We're going back to China,
there's nothing left for us here.
If it helps...
I didn't want it to end like this so suddenly,
but it had to happen,
again...I'm sorry
If you're 阅读 this and Kureij is with you,
Which,
No doubt,
He probably is,
Tell him I'm still sorry, too.
If May 或者 Kazuki are wondering where I am,
Tell them not to worry,
Tell them I'm safe.
I wanted to say goodbye in person but,
It's painful.
Too painful now,
I'll go talk to Momomi...
see if he can...
fix me.
Before I forget you, Jero-sama...
I still 爱情 you
Shock,Natsumi,Emily,Breeze,Extreme and Whirlwind were in the park when they looked up and saw Zouge flying in the sky."Hi Zouge."Natsumi yelled but Zouge didn't answer.They decided to fallow her.They fallow her intill they came to this huge building.The building was red,green and was decarted in pretty light."Were are we?"Shock asked "I don't know but it's very cold here."Breeze 说 as she tried to keep herself warm."Oh stop complaining and lets go"Extreme 说 as he used hes 火, 消防 power to keep everbody warm.They went toward the coloerful building to see what was inside.What they saw 下一个 amazed them.
One 日 Emily came inside the house like crazy
Emily:Guys guys guy!!!
Slash:What do 你 want!!!
Emily:(looks at him for a littil then she slaps him)
Slash:What was that for 你 bìtćh!!!!( he's hand is on he's cheek)
Emily:I hate 你 that's why.
Cece:Hey guys...OMG!!! WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR CHEEK!!!
Slash:Emily is what happen!
Melody:What do 你 want Emily?
Emily:Where's Justin?
Justin:I'm right here.(Gets 冲床 由 Emily)
Emily:Ahhh!!!Justin don't scare me like that!(got that from family guy)
Melody:Justin are 你 ok!
Justin:Yeah. So what do want.
Emily:Sonic wants to speak to us!
Slash:Ok so were do we find him?
Emily:We go and find him in the frost.
So they all go and find Sonic and on there way they got attack 由 The Destroyer V.3!!! Well that's all folks!
Emily:Guys guys guy!!!
Slash:What do 你 want!!!
Emily:(looks at him for a littil then she slaps him)
Slash:What was that for 你 bìtćh!!!!( he's hand is on he's cheek)
Emily:I hate 你 that's why.
Cece:Hey guys...OMG!!! WHAT HAPPEN TO YOUR CHEEK!!!
Slash:Emily is what happen!
Melody:What do 你 want Emily?
Emily:Where's Justin?
Justin:I'm right here.(Gets 冲床 由 Emily)
Emily:Ahhh!!!Justin don't scare me like that!(got that from family guy)
Melody:Justin are 你 ok!
Justin:Yeah. So what do want.
Emily:Sonic wants to speak to us!
Slash:Ok so were do we find him?
Emily:We go and find him in the frost.
So they all go and find Sonic and on there way they got attack 由 The Destroyer V.3!!! Well that's all folks!