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posted by MephilesTheDark
Ah, fanpop, it's been so long since I had a nice rant.

Recently due to personal experiences I've been looking up people's opinions of cutting, as in, self-harm. Which got me thinking about how other people think in relation to this issue.

The most common thoughts in regard to cutting is 'It's weak and pathetic,' although there are some dumbfucks out there who seem to think 'eet's just a way 4 deprezive ppl 2 tak out how der feelin.'

Wanna know what really fucking PISSES ME OFF about these two groups? In the majority, NEITHER OF THEM CUTS. They might know cutters, but they've never put a fucking blade to their own skin and watched themselves bleed, knowing that THEY caused this. THEY are the ones responsible for the red trickling down their arm/thigh/wrist/shoulder/WHATEVER with an expression of blank amusement on their face.

If you've ever cut, you'll know what I'm talking about. If 你 haven't, then 你 can try.

I am a cutter. It's not something to be proud of, it's sure as hell not any form of art, and it seems a lot of non-cutters have taken the issue off our hands and into their own! Yeah, thanks for that! It's so appreciated! /OBVIOUS AND HEAVY SARCASM

From my experiences as a cutter, it's not because I get a THRILL out of seeing my own blood. It's not because I'm a masochist, and to be honest, if I'm a masochist 或者 not isn't any of your fucking business. It's not because I'm depressed. It's not because I hate myself. And it's NOT because I want to die.

I DO NOT SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION. NOT ALL CUTTERS DO, OKAY!?

So why do I do it? Simple; I AM WEAK AND PATHETIC.

So dumbfucks, if you're out there saying that cutting is some form of art 或者 some other such related bullshit, then I suggest strongly that 你 get the fuck out of your little hole, come out from under your rock, and take it in for what it is; self-harm.

Not all cutters suffer from depression, as said. Some do, but not all of them. They don't need your support, they need your fucking HELP. They need someone to pat them on the fucking back, tell them it'll all be okay, and that they should just grow up and stop hurting themselves over stupid reasons.

People cut because they're NOT DEALING WITH THINGS that other people CAN DEAL WITH. What a cutter needs is someone to help them deal with their problems. Not sympathy, not support, and for fucking sakes NOT 你 STUPID FUCKS telling them it's art!

I know it sounds really hypocritical coming from someone sitting here typing with scarred hands from cuts made only yesterday, but it's HARDER than just stopping.

It's like an addiction, okay? It's a part of a routine. I get fucking PISSED OFF if I haven't cut myself. I want to KILL people when I don't. Hell, if 你 gave me a nine-iron I probably WOULD kill people if I haven't had my dose of bleeding.

What a cutter needs most of all is understanding. The best people for helping cutters isn't someone with a psychology degree, it's someone who's cut themselves either in the past, 或者 hell, even someone who does still cut but wants to change.

So for 你 dumbass 'lol imma emo' people, I'd really appreciate it if you'd STOP representing me. Stop being butthurt attention-seeking little asswipes and grow a fucking pair. Your life is not THAT FUCKING BAD. Truth is, 'normal' people wouldn't hate 你 so much if 你 just stopped 表演 like retards about it.

Dear not-cutters,
I know you're pissed off at all those stupid whining attention-seekers, but truth is, not all of us are like that. So after they all bleed out in a spa one day, we'll sit down, have a nice conversation over a cup of tea, and laugh at the bloodless corpses filling the streets.

With love, a Cutter.










If anyone has any 问题 regarding this, please feel free to ask. I promise I'll be nice about it.

I just really needed to get this out there. :)
 A shrill scream echoed through the dark prison. Demands and threats could be heard, with arguments entwined into the speech. Harsh fighting noises could also be heard if 你 listened well enough.
 The small woman lie on the floor, blood leaking from her mouth in a steady stream. With her eyes half-lidded, she curled up onto her knees and clutched her stomach in pain. The burly attacker just growled. 
 "For an executioner, you're really weak," he whispered in an emotionless voice. "I'm not surprised, though. You're a damn twig."
 The woman smiled wickedly with some of her last reserves of...
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Needless to say, the exact same moment Dana saw the bright blue light and heard the yelling from inside, was the exact same moment she got worried.

Not about Alex, of course. He could look after himself. She was 更多 worried about the poor civilians he was probably harassing right about now.

She knew this was something she'd regret seeing. She knew that when Alex got mad, there would be blood. She knew she wasn't adapted to that.

But as someone who had made a career out of being curious, she wanted to see anyway.

Unlike her brother, she didn't have superhuman abilities and as such, had much more...
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This song... I was listening to while drawing the Cover for Freefall. From this song, I think I have a basic idea as to where I might go with the story~
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This song was the first song I listened to that made me think of a concept for Freefall. It brought the majority of the (so far) plotline.
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He awoke to clanking, which pissed him off. He knew that it was someone coming down the metal staircase. When someone came down, they would face his left. The clanking was softer than usual, meaning it wasn't the ripped guard. All he could see through the iron handrail were two small, leather boots. They stopped on the stairs when he could see the knees. Whoever it was turned on her heels (he could tell it was a woman, since no man could wear that kind of 鞋类 and be that small) and just stood there.
 "What do 你 want, Sid?" came a soft, feminine voice. Yep, definitely a woman. Light sighed....
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 Such a shame. He actually seemed like a decent man once he was locked up. The small girl flicked her middle finger against the syringe, making a significant 'ping!' sound. She sighed. The metal door to the small room opened with a sickening crrreeeeeak!, and she slowly made her way through. He was staring through the glass a the people who were related to his victims. His eyes were wide, bloodshot, and... scared. 
 The girl almost regretted becoming the Executioner. Almost. Not quite. 
 His eyes darted to her, and they screamed betrayal. His head couldn't move, he was in a tourniquet......
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AN: NOT A COUPLE STORY. This story is about the rogue man who finally got caught... Then meets one of the female guards. They become fast friends... 

 The black 狼 was very, very pissed off. He allowed himself to be captured 由 the cops. He then realized how smart they had gotten. He couldn't snap the handcuff like he normally could. 'Well... That's new,' he thought to himself. He tried to struggle his way out of the cuffs, yet nothing happened. He was sitting in a cold metal chair, alone in the interrogation room. He groaned. 
 The door opened slowly, revealing the man in white. He was...
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Yes. I imagine her to sound exactly like this when she speaks. Echo and everything. v_v
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The call had been made and information had been exchanged.

Through a quick e-mail, Cole now had a basic idea as to what this Mercer person could do.

And to be frank, he was horrified. He'd thought those "Hunter" things he'd seen on that News 报道 were bad... But that was nothing in comparison to the series of 照片 and 视频 Zeke had just sent him.

The first few slides were worrying at the very least, but as he scrolled down over the rest of the little entries, it just got worse, and worse, and worse...

Perhaps the most disturbing thing about his newly acquired Mercer knowledge was the fact...
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She was grateful that her brother had been smart enough to get them away from New York. In fact, she had been convinced that he'd just fight until the 苦 end- Resulting in the death of both of the Mercer siblings and countless others.

They never talked about his power. His full potential was beyond her comprehension- But she found that after her two experiences with his use of them in her presence that she didn't want to know just what he was fully capable of.

Dangling from the mutated hands of the Leader Hunter, Dana Mercer had seem snippets of her brother chasing after her, his eyes ablaze...
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