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posted by MephilesTheDark
Ah, fanpop, it's been so long since I had a nice rant.

Recently due to personal experiences I've been looking up people's opinions of cutting, as in, self-harm. Which got me thinking about how other people think in relation to this issue.

The most common thoughts in regard to cutting is 'It's weak and pathetic,' although there are some dumbfucks out there who seem to think 'eet's just a way 4 deprezive ppl 2 tak out how der feelin.'

Wanna know what really fucking PISSES ME OFF about these two groups? In the majority, NEITHER OF THEM CUTS. They might know cutters, but they've never put a fucking blade to their own skin and watched themselves bleed, knowing that THEY caused this. THEY are the ones responsible for the red trickling down their arm/thigh/wrist/shoulder/WHATEVER with an expression of blank amusement on their face.

If you've ever cut, you'll know what I'm talking about. If 你 haven't, then 你 can try.

I am a cutter. It's not something to be proud of, it's sure as hell not any form of art, and it seems a lot of non-cutters have taken the issue off our hands and into their own! Yeah, thanks for that! It's so appreciated! /OBVIOUS AND HEAVY SARCASM

From my experiences as a cutter, it's not because I get a THRILL out of seeing my own blood. It's not because I'm a masochist, and to be honest, if I'm a masochist 或者 not isn't any of your fucking business. It's not because I'm depressed. It's not because I hate myself. And it's NOT because I want to die.

I DO NOT SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION. NOT ALL CUTTERS DO, OKAY!?

So why do I do it? Simple; I AM WEAK AND PATHETIC.

So dumbfucks, if you're out there saying that cutting is some form of art 或者 some other such related bullshit, then I suggest strongly that 你 get the fuck out of your little hole, come out from under your rock, and take it in for what it is; self-harm.

Not all cutters suffer from depression, as said. Some do, but not all of them. They don't need your support, they need your fucking HELP. They need someone to pat them on the fucking back, tell them it'll all be okay, and that they should just grow up and stop hurting themselves over stupid reasons.

People cut because they're NOT DEALING WITH THINGS that other people CAN DEAL WITH. What a cutter needs is someone to help them deal with their problems. Not sympathy, not support, and for fucking sakes NOT 你 STUPID FUCKS telling them it's art!

I know it sounds really hypocritical coming from someone sitting here typing with scarred hands from cuts made only yesterday, but it's HARDER than just stopping.

It's like an addiction, okay? It's a part of a routine. I get fucking PISSED OFF if I haven't cut myself. I want to KILL people when I don't. Hell, if 你 gave me a nine-iron I probably WOULD kill people if I haven't had my dose of bleeding.

What a cutter needs most of all is understanding. The best people for helping cutters isn't someone with a psychology degree, it's someone who's cut themselves either in the past, 或者 hell, even someone who does still cut but wants to change.

So for 你 dumbass 'lol imma emo' people, I'd really appreciate it if you'd STOP representing me. Stop being butthurt attention-seeking little asswipes and grow a fucking pair. Your life is not THAT FUCKING BAD. Truth is, 'normal' people wouldn't hate 你 so much if 你 just stopped 表演 like retards about it.

Dear not-cutters,
I know you're pissed off at all those stupid whining attention-seekers, but truth is, not all of us are like that. So after they all bleed out in a spa one day, we'll sit down, have a nice conversation over a cup of tea, and laugh at the bloodless corpses filling the streets.

With love, a Cutter.










If anyone has any 问题 regarding this, please feel free to ask. I promise I'll be nice about it.

I just really needed to get this out there. :)
posted by MephilesTheDark
Ah, fanpop, it's been so long since I had a nice rant.

Recently due to personal experiences I've been looking up people's opinions of cutting, as in, self-harm. Which got me thinking about how other people think in relation to this issue.

The most common thoughts in regard to cutting is 'It's weak and pathetic,' although there are some dumbfucks out there who seem to think 'eet's just a way 4 deprezive ppl 2 tak out how der feelin.'

Wanna know what really fucking PISSES ME OFF about these two groups? In the majority, NEITHER OF THEM CUTS. They might know cutters, but they've never put a fucking...
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Character Chart
Character's full name: H7BITLZ99
Reason 或者 meaning of name: It's his serial code from his project number.
Character's nickname: Light.
Reason for nickname: That was what he was called 由 the Scientists working on him.
Birth date: 31st Dec.
Theme: Average Man 由 Obie Trice.

Physical appearance
Age: A little under 7 months.
How old does he/she appear: 15.
Weight: It depends. Generally about 45 pounds.
Height: 3"4.
Body build: Anorexic, but he has a slight, lean muscle on him.
Shape of face: n/a.
Eye colour: Sickly, glowing yellow.
Glasses 或者 contacts: None.
Skin tone: Light grey.
Distinguishing...
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The young girl held her breath for the longest time she had ever done so. Her lungs were beginning to hurt, her head began to swirl, and her sight blurred. The tension in the air was thick enough that 你 could cut it with a knife. The light shone on the girl's face from the crack in the closet door.  
 She had no idea what was going on, and she'd rather it stay that way. She honestly didn't want to witness what was happening. Why were these strange men in her home? Why were they pointing loaded 枪 at her parents? Did they know where she was, hiding in the closet and peeking through the...
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My VCD teacher, don't get me wrong, she's an okay person. In VCD I have a habit of not trying my hardest, though. And she knows. So she's always trying to get me to try harder with my technical drawing.

So I decided to do a huge 'FUCK YOU' drawing for her.

That was about a week ago. I was planning the picture that entire time, as I always do when deciding on a full-scale project.

Two days 以前 I started sketching. I've finished the sketch now. And I am happy with it. VERY happy with it.

It's Grant Theft Auto IV fanart. I've never played GTA IV, I only have Vice City, but it looks pretty cool. So...
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 Light sighed. That lunch happened two days ago... And he hadn't seen her since. He found out that Red's name was Jason, but he refused to address him as such. He also found out Chicken's name was Ezekiel, and, much to Chicken's dismay, he used 说 name. He sat on the slab of concrete that jutted from the 墙 (which was his bed), and picked at his itchy, ugly jumpsuit. That's when the intercom system buzzed to life. 
 "Inmates in the 'H' block 报道 to the West Wing," Sid's voice, though fuzzy, rang loud throughout the cell division. Light looked down at his sleeve, and...
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She could only pick at her food. Her stomach couldn't take it, after the beating it took. She had indeed executed that tyrannical bastard, but it didn't sit right with her. It's what she hated about this job.... She had a conscience. She hated killing the inmates, especially the ones she befriended. Her thoughts transferred to Light, and she shuddered. She didn't want to kill him, either. 
 Nicholaus, a guard at her 表 and very good friend, looked up at her shudder. "You OK, Sadaris?" he asked. Whenever it was a 问题 about her health, they used her last name. They all knew her first...
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The beat just makes me think of her. :P
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This is a guy in my glass. He... Has fun at the local shops. xD;
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