When I got home,I ran to my room.I couldn't stand talking to my mom,it reminds me of dad.I couldn't believe how evil Ariana is!My dad left me and mom,but this time,Ariana made him leave!She made the hurt!The pain!And,the memories!That night,I couldn't sleep.I kept crying.Dad was the best dad!I got so used to him being 下一个 to me,that it harder to let him go!It wasn't his fault.It was Jim Smith's!He killed my dad!He made the pain!He shot my father!My 心 ached a pain no one could ever feel!How come Henry never had any problems!He has a mom,dad,brother,sister,a family!I wish I was him!I could feel Alicia's pain,too.I 迷失 my dog when I was seven.I had every pain in the world!
The 下一个 日 me and Alicia had a special meeting in the 树 house.
"So,he was about to come home,then 你 got the call?"Alicia asked about my dad.
"Yeah,what about Sparky?What happened to him?"I asked.
"I don't wanna talk about him."She replied.
"Come on!"I begged.
"No!No,I don't want to!"She said.
"Then why'd 你 bring up my dad?"I asked.
"Because,I want to talk about something other than my horse dying!"She yelled.
"You think I want to talk about my dad!Every time I see a 照片 of him I cry!Ariana took him away!I don't see him!I can't breathe 'cause there's a knot in my throat!When people say his name,I try to block it out!"I yelled.
"I told that horse everything!When I got home,I always rode him!You can't ride your dad!"She said.
"Because normal people don't ride their dad!"I shouted.
"Normal people are stupid!"She shouted.
"So 你 think I'm stupid!"I asked.All she did was shake her head.
"That's it,I'm sick of it.I'm not having this conversation!I quit!"She said.
"What do 你 mean 'You quit'?"I asked.
"I mean I'm not your friend anymore!I quit!"She turned around and shouted at me.
She walked out and I followed her.
"Who needs you!I can ave Freestone 由 myself!"I said.She started to run.Then Henry walked up.
"What just happened?"He asked.
"She insulted me!And my dad!And you're so lucky!"I said.
"Lucky?"He asked.
"Yeah!You have a dad!And a family!"I yelled.
"You think I'm lucky?My aunt and cat died!"He protested.
"WAH WAH!Your cat died.My dad and dog died!"I shouted.Then I ran home.
"Where are 你 going?"He hollered.
"Home,to try to forget the fact my dad freaking died!"I hollered.
I couldn't believe it,they both left.I 迷失 my best friends
The 下一个 日 me and Alicia had a special meeting in the 树 house.
"So,he was about to come home,then 你 got the call?"Alicia asked about my dad.
"Yeah,what about Sparky?What happened to him?"I asked.
"I don't wanna talk about him."She replied.
"Come on!"I begged.
"No!No,I don't want to!"She said.
"Then why'd 你 bring up my dad?"I asked.
"Because,I want to talk about something other than my horse dying!"She yelled.
"You think I want to talk about my dad!Every time I see a 照片 of him I cry!Ariana took him away!I don't see him!I can't breathe 'cause there's a knot in my throat!When people say his name,I try to block it out!"I yelled.
"I told that horse everything!When I got home,I always rode him!You can't ride your dad!"She said.
"Because normal people don't ride their dad!"I shouted.
"Normal people are stupid!"She shouted.
"So 你 think I'm stupid!"I asked.All she did was shake her head.
"That's it,I'm sick of it.I'm not having this conversation!I quit!"She said.
"What do 你 mean 'You quit'?"I asked.
"I mean I'm not your friend anymore!I quit!"She turned around and shouted at me.
She walked out and I followed her.
"Who needs you!I can ave Freestone 由 myself!"I said.She started to run.Then Henry walked up.
"What just happened?"He asked.
"She insulted me!And my dad!And you're so lucky!"I said.
"Lucky?"He asked.
"Yeah!You have a dad!And a family!"I yelled.
"You think I'm lucky?My aunt and cat died!"He protested.
"WAH WAH!Your cat died.My dad and dog died!"I shouted.Then I ran home.
"Where are 你 going?"He hollered.
"Home,to try to forget the fact my dad freaking died!"I hollered.
I couldn't believe it,they both left.I 迷失 my best friends
when death sits on your shoulder
infecting your 心
the beat of the cursed one
feels no empathy
feels all alone
when hope is on holiday
when 你 want your self back
where do 你 go
who do 你 turn to
who will end your suffering
he sits and waits
o death on my shoulder
i know your after my soul
i know 你 just wait
but i'm not sure if 你 are playing tricks on me
can 你 end my sorrow
或者 is it 你 who causes my agony
will 你 be there when i die
still squeezing and taking all i have
until i'm dust and wind.
infecting your 心
the beat of the cursed one
feels no empathy
feels all alone
when hope is on holiday
when 你 want your self back
where do 你 go
who do 你 turn to
who will end your suffering
he sits and waits
o death on my shoulder
i know your after my soul
i know 你 just wait
but i'm not sure if 你 are playing tricks on me
can 你 end my sorrow
或者 is it 你 who causes my agony
will 你 be there when i die
still squeezing and taking all i have
until i'm dust and wind.