well, i wanted to do 4 special things every month: 1. smth new, smth i've never done before 2. smth nice for someone 3. smth stupid and/or childish 4. smth i should normally do but i never actually get to do
but unfortunately it just didn't go anywhere -- mostly because my plans were pretty crazy and i needed a lot 更多 time and money than i actually had...but I AM going to do this...maybe not this 年 but i'll definitely keep my promise
