"So tell me what I've missed since 你 hit stardom." I say, glancing at Niall. "Not too much, really." he says. "Has there been anyone?" I question. "It's complicated right now." Niall 答案 hesitantly. "Oh." I say, looking down. He clears his throat. "What about you, Kate?" I shake my head. "No one." Niall stops me. "Oh come on, I know there has been at least one lad." I look at him bitterly. "I 说 no one, Niall. No one means no one." I turned quickly and went into the student garden. "Kate..." Niall started softly, following me into the garden. "Stop." I 说 quietly. I did not need another lecture from someone about my 爱情 life, especially him. "You have to have someone that 你 want." Niall says. Tears well up in my eyes. "The only person I wanted left. Then, he came back and now I want him all over again. But 你 know what, Niall? It's complicated with him and a much prettier girl!" I snapped, trying to hold back my tears. "What are 你 saying Kate?" he asks, clearly confused 由 my outburst. "I'm saying I want you, Niall." I snapped again. Then turning my back to him I whispered, "I want you." The silence from behind me is enough to know that I made a mistake. "I'm going home." I mumur quietly, leaving the garden and heading to the nurse's office. Now there's no chance of ever being with Niall. It's going to be awkward between us now. I tell myself sadly.