i woke up the 下一个 日 regretting the marriage. after what he 说 to me i am reggretting the decision. i slowly and tiredly got my iphone and dialed Harry. i told him about not getting married at this age and everything. he undetstood and aggreed to.i sighed in relief. we were talking and laughing on the phone laughing. i smile and hang up taking a 淋浴 and getting changed in my out-fit link
I went downstairs the lads downstairs playing around. “were is Harry” I ask getting some juice. “oh he left for some air” Says Niall. “Nice shirt” says Zayn smiling. “oh… um thanks “I laugh and head up-stairs. I went to my 钢琴 and began 唱歌 for my 下一个 performance.
Jar Of Hearts
“I know I cant take one 更多 step towards you. Cause all theirs raining is regret. Don’t 你 know I’m not you’re ghost anymore . 迷失 the 爱情 I 迷失 the most. Learn to live half alive. And know 你 want me one 更多 time. And who do 你 think 你 are running around leaving scars. Collecting you’re jar of hearts tearing 爱情 apart. You’re gonna cast a cold from the ice inside you’re soul. So don’t come back for me who do 你 think 你 are.”
I finished the song. Marking some spots. I turn and see the lads 由 the door smiling. “nice performance” says the lads. “oh thanks its for a 音乐会 I am going to im performing so practice makes perfect” I smile and they walk out. I check my Twitter and see loads of nice comments. And like 10% of hate. But I answer in sarcasm shutting them up.
i was nervouse i havent performed in weeks. i take a deep breath and walk on stage.