Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 12: One Step at a Time
I was so excited that I could stay. I went into my room and unpacked my bags, and then I laid down and fell asleep. The 下一个 morning I had to get straight up to go to the venue where the 音乐会 would be held. I woke up with Niall’s arms wrapped around me. I got up took a 淋浴 and got dressed. Niall was awake 由 then and he cooked me breakfast.
“Morning baby cakes.” He said.
“Morning.” I replied 接吻 him on the cheek.
“I made 你 breakfast.” He 说 smiling.
“I noticed.” I 说 back.
I made myself a plate and sat down to eat. Niall watched me the whole time just smiling. It was really sweet. After I finished eating Niall said, “Ready to go babe?”
“Yeah.” I said.
He grabbed my hand and lead me out of the hotel. We walked to the bus and had to push through crowds of screaming girls. Once we got on the bus everyone was 表演 really strange. Everyone kept looking at me and I felt really uncomfortable. We finally got to the venue after the longest car ride ever and I practically sprinted out. I just wanted to get on stage with my crew and run through the numbers.
When I got on stage even my crew was 表演 weird. They all kept looking at me like I was going to drop dead on them. I had absolutely no idea what was going on.
At the end of practice when everyone was going to their dressing rooms I walked over to Niall and said, “Alright will 你 tell me why everyone is 表演 so weird?”
“What do 你 mean?” he asked.
“All 日 everyone and I mean everyone has been looking at me weird and watching me like I’m about to drop dead. What’s going on?” I asked getting a little mad.
“Nothing is going on, you’re just being paranoid.” He said.
“I’m not.” I said.
“Look nothing is going on. Everything is ok, we’re okay, you’re okay and things are back to normal. 你 can calm down, nothing bad is going to happen anymore.” He said.
“You’re lying to me and I know it.” I said.
“Hazel, will 你 just stop, you’re being paranoid. No one is looking at you, just go get ready and do your dances and we can finish talking after the show.” He 说 接吻 my cheek and walking away.
I went to my dressing room and got ready. I went on stage performed my numbers and everything went fine. Niall was right so far, everything was fine. One Direction went on and they did their thing and then it was time to go. The boys walked outside first and signed some stuff for the 粉丝 and my crew and I snuck out the back. We got on the tour bus and waited for the boys.
They finally came on the bus and we slowly drove away. The bus was so tense and I knew I wasn’t being paranoid. I didn’t know what was going on and I started freaking out. I couldn’t breathe and I started to see spots. I was having a panic attack. I was crying and shaking. Niall and Louis rushed over toward me and were rubbing my back trying to calm me down. Eventually I did and Niall pulled me into the bathroom on the bus.
“Are 你 okay? 你 gave me a 心 attack.” He 说 his voice shaking.
“I’m not being paranoid Niall something is going on. Why won’t 你 tell me?” I asked.
“Hazel please calm down. You’re right okay. Something is going on.” He said.
“Then what is it!?” I 说 getting frustrated.
“We need to fly. To get to the 下一个 concert, we need to fly, like on a plane.” He said.
“Oh.” I 说 getting quiet. I had never thought of getting back on a plane after what had happened.
“We didn’t want to tell 你 because we didn’t want 你 to be scared.” Niall said.
“Is there any other way of getting there?” I asked.
“No, it’s a six 小时 car ride, and with all the bags and stuff, you’ll never make it.” I said.
“What if something goes wrong?” I asked.
“Nothing will go wrong, you’ll be fine I swear.” He said.
“I can’t do it.” I said.
He pulled me into a hug and rubbed my hair. We hugged until we got back to the hotel. We walked inside and he helped me pack my stuff and then we packed his stuff. He told me to spend the night in his room so we did. The 下一个 morning was the 日 we had to go on the plane. I was so scared I was shaking. We went through all the baggage stuff and did everything we needed to do.
It was time to board the plane. I had my 座位 下一个 to Niall and when I sat down I could barely breathing. Niall grabbed my hand and made small circles on it with his thumb. The plane started to take off. I freaked out. Niall grabbed my face and buried me in his shoulder. I was crying and freaking out. I couldn’t do this, what if something went wrong like last time?
I was so excited that I could stay. I went into my room and unpacked my bags, and then I laid down and fell asleep. The 下一个 morning I had to get straight up to go to the venue where the 音乐会 would be held. I woke up with Niall’s arms wrapped around me. I got up took a 淋浴 and got dressed. Niall was awake 由 then and he cooked me breakfast.
“Morning baby cakes.” He said.
“Morning.” I replied 接吻 him on the cheek.
“I made 你 breakfast.” He 说 smiling.
“I noticed.” I 说 back.
I made myself a plate and sat down to eat. Niall watched me the whole time just smiling. It was really sweet. After I finished eating Niall said, “Ready to go babe?”
“Yeah.” I said.
He grabbed my hand and lead me out of the hotel. We walked to the bus and had to push through crowds of screaming girls. Once we got on the bus everyone was 表演 really strange. Everyone kept looking at me and I felt really uncomfortable. We finally got to the venue after the longest car ride ever and I practically sprinted out. I just wanted to get on stage with my crew and run through the numbers.
When I got on stage even my crew was 表演 weird. They all kept looking at me like I was going to drop dead on them. I had absolutely no idea what was going on.
At the end of practice when everyone was going to their dressing rooms I walked over to Niall and said, “Alright will 你 tell me why everyone is 表演 so weird?”
“What do 你 mean?” he asked.
“All 日 everyone and I mean everyone has been looking at me weird and watching me like I’m about to drop dead. What’s going on?” I asked getting a little mad.
“Nothing is going on, you’re just being paranoid.” He said.
“I’m not.” I said.
“Look nothing is going on. Everything is ok, we’re okay, you’re okay and things are back to normal. 你 can calm down, nothing bad is going to happen anymore.” He said.
“You’re lying to me and I know it.” I said.
“Hazel, will 你 just stop, you’re being paranoid. No one is looking at you, just go get ready and do your dances and we can finish talking after the show.” He 说 接吻 my cheek and walking away.
I went to my dressing room and got ready. I went on stage performed my numbers and everything went fine. Niall was right so far, everything was fine. One Direction went on and they did their thing and then it was time to go. The boys walked outside first and signed some stuff for the 粉丝 and my crew and I snuck out the back. We got on the tour bus and waited for the boys.
They finally came on the bus and we slowly drove away. The bus was so tense and I knew I wasn’t being paranoid. I didn’t know what was going on and I started freaking out. I couldn’t breathe and I started to see spots. I was having a panic attack. I was crying and shaking. Niall and Louis rushed over toward me and were rubbing my back trying to calm me down. Eventually I did and Niall pulled me into the bathroom on the bus.
“Are 你 okay? 你 gave me a 心 attack.” He 说 his voice shaking.
“I’m not being paranoid Niall something is going on. Why won’t 你 tell me?” I asked.
“Hazel please calm down. You’re right okay. Something is going on.” He said.
“Then what is it!?” I 说 getting frustrated.
“We need to fly. To get to the 下一个 concert, we need to fly, like on a plane.” He said.
“Oh.” I 说 getting quiet. I had never thought of getting back on a plane after what had happened.
“We didn’t want to tell 你 because we didn’t want 你 to be scared.” Niall said.
“Is there any other way of getting there?” I asked.
“No, it’s a six 小时 car ride, and with all the bags and stuff, you’ll never make it.” I said.
“What if something goes wrong?” I asked.
“Nothing will go wrong, you’ll be fine I swear.” He said.
“I can’t do it.” I said.
He pulled me into a hug and rubbed my hair. We hugged until we got back to the hotel. We walked inside and he helped me pack my stuff and then we packed his stuff. He told me to spend the night in his room so we did. The 下一个 morning was the 日 we had to go on the plane. I was so scared I was shaking. We went through all the baggage stuff and did everything we needed to do.
It was time to board the plane. I had my 座位 下一个 to Niall and when I sat down I could barely breathing. Niall grabbed my hand and made small circles on it with his thumb. The plane started to take off. I freaked out. Niall grabbed my face and buried me in his shoulder. I was crying and freaking out. I couldn’t do this, what if something went wrong like last time?
