I'm so sorry I haven't been posting. I've had a lot this summer. I wanted to catch up before school started and it became worse.
I felt a cold rush of wind 交叉, 十字架 my neck. I cuddled tighter into my blanket. I watched everything bellow the balcony. I saw a couple holding onto each other, why couldn't that be me? My gut hit the floor. I felt my eyes start to sting. I was crying. Wait, what? Crying? I wanted to be happy but Niall and Harry weren't helping much. I felt a joult of anger. Why couldn't life just be easy? Why did it have to be like this? My white finger nails grapsed my blanket and wiped my eyes. I wanted to go back to the US, leave this life behind. Act like it never happened. I felt a lump in my throat grow. I went inside, grabbed my 茶 I left on the counter.
I heard someone knock on the door, "Who is it?" I heard a soft laugh, "You never realize its almost always me." I smile partially grew. I wiped my tears and my running mascara. I opened the door. Harry stood there and in suprise he had Nutella and 浓情巧克力 chip cookies.
"Harry, 你 just know me all too well." I looked up. He put the 食物 down, "Natalynn," Crap. Full name, he noticed. "Nattie, were 你 crying?" I bit my lip, I can't lie when he says Nattie.
"I-I-I-I," His green eyes stared at me, such compassion, such cariness, such Harry. I couldn't lie. I couldn't. He held my cheeks in his hands, his thumb rubbed softly and smoothly across my skin. "You can tell me anything, right?"
My stomach tightened. I sighed and gave up, "Yes, I was." His hands took one 更多 rub against my skin, then he grabbed the 饼干 and the Nutella, "You're telling me on the balcony."
"Blah! Its a boring story, just give me the food!" I jumped on his back. His head turned towards me, "Not now..." His voice got quieter as my finger touched against his lips. So soft, so smooth, it was like velvet.
His hand pushed mine down. Then he swung me around. He leaned back onto the 长椅, 沙发 and fell over the arm. "I just can't say no to 你 anymore."
My hair fell around his face. My curls tangling with his. For once, in the last year, there was peace in my life. His lips met mine, it just sparked.
His lips so light on mine. He pulled back, "I've 说 no for 2 years, I've resisted. I've been heart-broken. I've been trying to go to other people trying to get 你 out my mind. But I can't, I never will either. That's why I need 你 to be mine."
"I will be your's, forever."
"Now, we have to tell Niall."
Everything is going to go insane. Well, everyone.
*****
I seriously am honestly sorry that I haven't sat down and 发布 another chapter. I poured my little 写作 心 into it. I hope 你 like it!
I felt a cold rush of wind 交叉, 十字架 my neck. I cuddled tighter into my blanket. I watched everything bellow the balcony. I saw a couple holding onto each other, why couldn't that be me? My gut hit the floor. I felt my eyes start to sting. I was crying. Wait, what? Crying? I wanted to be happy but Niall and Harry weren't helping much. I felt a joult of anger. Why couldn't life just be easy? Why did it have to be like this? My white finger nails grapsed my blanket and wiped my eyes. I wanted to go back to the US, leave this life behind. Act like it never happened. I felt a lump in my throat grow. I went inside, grabbed my 茶 I left on the counter.
I heard someone knock on the door, "Who is it?" I heard a soft laugh, "You never realize its almost always me." I smile partially grew. I wiped my tears and my running mascara. I opened the door. Harry stood there and in suprise he had Nutella and 浓情巧克力 chip cookies.
"Harry, 你 just know me all too well." I looked up. He put the 食物 down, "Natalynn," Crap. Full name, he noticed. "Nattie, were 你 crying?" I bit my lip, I can't lie when he says Nattie.
"I-I-I-I," His green eyes stared at me, such compassion, such cariness, such Harry. I couldn't lie. I couldn't. He held my cheeks in his hands, his thumb rubbed softly and smoothly across my skin. "You can tell me anything, right?"
My stomach tightened. I sighed and gave up, "Yes, I was." His hands took one 更多 rub against my skin, then he grabbed the 饼干 and the Nutella, "You're telling me on the balcony."
"Blah! Its a boring story, just give me the food!" I jumped on his back. His head turned towards me, "Not now..." His voice got quieter as my finger touched against his lips. So soft, so smooth, it was like velvet.
His hand pushed mine down. Then he swung me around. He leaned back onto the 长椅, 沙发 and fell over the arm. "I just can't say no to 你 anymore."
My hair fell around his face. My curls tangling with his. For once, in the last year, there was peace in my life. His lips met mine, it just sparked.
His lips so light on mine. He pulled back, "I've 说 no for 2 years, I've resisted. I've been heart-broken. I've been trying to go to other people trying to get 你 out my mind. But I can't, I never will either. That's why I need 你 to be mine."
"I will be your's, forever."
"Now, we have to tell Niall."
Everything is going to go insane. Well, everyone.
*****
I seriously am honestly sorry that I haven't sat down and 发布 another chapter. I poured my little 写作 心 into it. I hope 你 like it!
One Direction have flown to Los Angeles, where they are rumoured to be recording their debut album.
The X Factor boyband landed in the US earlier this week and Tweeted about their excitement when they arrived in California.
Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Niall Horan and Harry Styles are expected to release a debut disc through Simon Cowell's Syco label later this year.
Other acts from last year's 显示 expected to release records this 年 include winner Matt Cardle, runner-up Rebecca Ferguson, who recently signed with Epic, Cher Lloyd and Aiden Grimshaw.
The 最佳, 返回页首 9 acts from the ITV1 talent 显示 head out on the 'X Factor Live Tour' on February 19
The X Factor boyband landed in the US earlier this week and Tweeted about their excitement when they arrived in California.
Zayn Malik, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, Niall Horan and Harry Styles are expected to release a debut disc through Simon Cowell's Syco label later this year.
Other acts from last year's 显示 expected to release records this 年 include winner Matt Cardle, runner-up Rebecca Ferguson, who recently signed with Epic, Cher Lloyd and Aiden Grimshaw.
The 最佳, 返回页首 9 acts from the ITV1 talent 显示 head out on the 'X Factor Live Tour' on February 19