It's like
你 have this guy
but theres another guy
and another guy
who wants to be both guys
but 你 only like, like, one guy
but at the same time, there's another guy 你 secretly long for
and it might be the guy who wants to be the guy whos jealous of the first guy
but one of the guys is your ex
and 你 don't wanna like the guy
so 你 go with a different, 随意 guy
But 你 end up not liking the guy
so 你 go with the third guy
but it doesnt work out with that guy
so 你 start liking a sort of gay guy
but he's sort of a gay guy
so 你 dont know about that guy
and then another guy pops in