Sonnet of Death
The pain and sorrow felt 由 all mankind
caused 由 the regrets of all things not done
Yet we keep losses in the front of mind
all our loved ones that have already gone

Losing everything of which we have 爱情
but knowing it is better this way
If only 你 could release like a 鸽子
and maybe if 你 get on your knees to pray

Life's little problems will not seem as bad
while our clocks are constantly ticking down
how would people act if they knew we were sad?
we put on a fake smile while in town

To hide the constant fear behind our eyes
so that no one can hear our desperate cries

where did they go. I was expecting them all to be hiding 或者 something but theres like no one sure there is becca but i dont care bout her jk 你 know that I 爱情 becca but where are 你 guys. Stella freak just came back to find a dead spot wouldnt 你 be freaked out. Seriously guys its dead and it makes me cry. It used to be amazing picks everywhere new pics everyday 视频 gallore everyone in all the 论坛 and it rocked. I used to come here every 秒 of my life then one 日 it just died. What happened here. I understand 你 are all bust heck I am too but cant 你 all pop inn to say hi every so often we are so close to 100 粉丝 so where are they. Please come back I miss yall so so so sos so much. What happend here? I need 你 all back here to be entertaining and fun and exiting this spot gets me through boring stuff and now it is dead. SO can 你 please tell me what happened.

read only if u r into crazy scary things ID wanna kill anyone here really ID .my 诗歌 bout me only the beginnings true the last lines arnt dont worry dont worry thats just me taking it to far.













my feelings
my thoughts
my mind
is me
the fake smile
pasted on my face
is not what I feel
my fake joy
my fake assurance
I feel dead inside
cuts on my arm
ooze
but they don't
let out my
feelings
I have fake excuses
Today the fake
becomes real
Today I become me
Today i hide nothing
Today I die
Today I end my life

I do not own any of the characters Im using them for my own satisfaction.












I walked into the hospital noone here but house. But then there was the most gorgeos 天使 like girl in the world. She was sitting in houses office talking to him. I had to rescue her, I had to 吻乐队（Kiss） her right there. She got up and her hair moved soo beutifully it scared me. She got up and walked toward me I kissed her. My lips moved soo nicely on hers. House looked at us very intriqued, I didnt care I loved her. Her hair smelled like roses. her body moved so perfectly I was so joyuss. She pushed me against the 墙 she carressed my back. She started to take off her clothes in the middle of the hospital lobby. Felling frisky I took mine off too. Her body was so hot my lips curved upward as her body shined in front of me. She pushed me onto the lobby couch.... and I woke up lying 下一个 to my husband.

My weding plans to eric schmanza ha now my name shall be Jaqline claire Tatyana sinka lutz wilde schmanza wow

Wedding party:
bride: me
Groom: eric
maid of honour: HS my twin
Brides maids: aly, sephora, Shailene, wifey
花 girl: Becca LOL
Grooms party: CF, colin firth, my hubby
Priest: nat 哈哈 I had to
and everyone else is a guest



Wedding decor:
Flowers: daphidilles
Dresses: brides maids: short and baby blue
Maid of honour: turquise knee length
花 girl: aqua and very girlish
Bride: light almost white aqua marineish down to ankles

entertainment: well of course my wifey olivia LOL


The wedding is in three weeks the 日 after HS gets back

His lips against mine

so soft and devine

His touch is tender

my 心 will surrender

His words melt my heart

and I know were apart

His soul is beautiful

so amazing and wonderful

His 爱情 will always last

no matter whats in the past

His spot is now empty

cold but still tempting

His memores will last forever

I will 爱情 him forever & ever.

In my head I heard a ding

His song I will sing.

FOREVER

Do 你 get the message that lies within the words?