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posted by wolfcat343
Trace my face while it's a happy face
When my smile fades I wanna remember this day
Passion killed 由 the comfort of time
I'm sorry if this makes 你 cry, but I have to speak my mind

Suck the colours from my eyes
When they lose their sparkle and forget to shine
Remember all the times 你 turned me down
I'm sorry if this hurts your 心 but where's the spark, from the start?

Don't stop, don't stop
Nothing lasts forever soon all will be over
So let's laugh, talk, tickle and turn till the stars fall down
The stars fall down

Embrace my reflection for a little while
For if I am to 爱情 I must try 爱情 myself...
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posted by anniewannie
_______________HEAVEN AND HELL_______________

I feel like there’s a monster inside my mind, clawing its sharp, black fingers at me and making me think that nothing will ever be the same again.
The voices are calling out to me – their voices screaming, like 狼 howling when’s it’s a full moon, at me: “Give it a shot Annie!” “Your so-called 老友记 at school don’t care about 你 anymore!” “Don’t 你 want to feel that blood trickle down from your cuts?!” “What are 你 waiting for?” I try not to listen 由 covering my ears 或者 hiding under my blanket to keep those voices...
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posted by malmcd
159 Brixton, England


    The third bang and cry made Viva's 心 stop and she waited and look back at the reflection in the mirror stairing back. Her body had taken so much abuse over the years, she always had bruise on her every where and cuts and scars apond her wrist. She was very skinny for her age of 13 and her hair was thin and up to her shoulders and different lengths. She turned to her side and looked into the mirror and started thinking, "Am I skinny enough? Am I fat? Am I good enough...or just useless like he says to me over and over again?" Then there was another...
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posted by malmcd
Dark writing....

Dark shadows sneak under the door
As I keep 写作 these dark lyrics more
Of a nature that's not evil 或者 unkind
Rather of disturbing thoughts in my mind.

They say for everything bad it's found
Something good it has to come around
The weather wouldn't be pleasant if wasn't for the rain
These feelings wouldn't exist if it wasn't for the pain.

I'm doing a storm in a cup of water to prepare
Meanwhile around people don't even care
I pray for my life to not end before these stanzas
But mindlessly I write and write looking for the answers.

My cold dark poems are everywhere
Floating around in the...
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The 迷失 Roleplay ^^

*I am Izzy Ray. Im scared. All the time. Today is my seventh birthday. Somthing 你 might need to know about me is, well, I've never been loved. Exept for my two best friends, Adreanna and Simon. If that counts as love. And to me it does. When I was six I was diagnosed with Paranepaloinia, wich translated from Native language means 'The Skeleton Disease'. The disease was fatal and I was estimated 3 days to live. Have 你 ever been told how long 你 have to live? It hurts. And it makes 你 think. Alot. With Simon and Adreanna at my bedside I fought the Paranepaloinia until...
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Previously:
Such maddness was inthe cell I was thrown into. It was s much, it made me tremble in fear. My head throbed on how much I was thinking. So much in fact, I passed out..but the sounds were still in my head. Everything was still going on even when I woke up.
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The voices were still aching within my head..but for some reason...even loudler. It was a good thing that the guards came to get me just before I went mad...I was begining to lose myself. The 分钟 the light shined upon my face, the voices ceased...and I felt a heavy...
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posted by malmcd
They all have there story's
The Invisible girls
Here's there story's...

One girl is shy because she has Asperger's Syndrome. She say's that it's hard knowing your different because you'll never fit into there mold they made for 你 to fit into. She also says that she's to clumsy to walk in there perfect line that they've drawn for her. She'd always alone when her teacher ask's her class to partner up. And she try's not to cry...


One girl had realized that she didn't care what people thought of her until she was 18. She was shy and no one looked at her she didn't talk unless spoken to ans she was...
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posted by Beyal8
Shadowing Eternity...

A special place for 你 and me,
An undying bond to guide us free.
Loneliness blocking the day,
Our 爱情 lighting the way..

Your gentle touch,
Your smiling face.
There is no corner,
No dark place..

Our passion flowing in the waves,
My 心 stands still.
Awaiting your pace..

Your 爱情 is my destiny,
your 心 is like the soul of God..

Our love, withstanding time,
Diminishing doubt, in our mind.
There is no place I rather be…
Than in your 心 and in your dreams...

-Beyal
posted by SongGirl50701
 13 年 old me..
13 year old me..
Dear 老友记 and Family,

"My own mother told me to never give up. My own 老友记 told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."

When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being 老友记 when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, 你 came back at the time I wanted to die. 你 wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck 你 Melody."

I can see 你 now,...
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posted by BooBooBear981
Chapter 1
“Are 你 absolutely sure 你 can handle this class?” says Mom assuring me for my safety. “Kicking butt is my middle name” I think to myself before answering. “Mom, I’m eighteen now, I’m not a little kid anymore. “Yes but I cannot stand seeing my little 天使 grow up” Mom! Stop worrying, I’ll be fine.” I started out the door knowing that every single 秒 I was in danger. In our county no one is 安全 from the government. At least I’m not. Evil people in this world are trying to kill me behind my mother’s back but no one can know. No one. Russian Spies. Japanese...
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posted by malmcd
Wrath

I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes 你 feel angry,
And may lead 你 to do wrongful things.

I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to 你 until
你 realise what just happened.

I am a curse,
For I blind 你 from the truth,
And make 你 unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.

I am a curse,
And 你 do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
你 hurting other people,
Even though 你 don't intentionally do it,
或者 even if 你 are blinded 由 the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain 你 inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.

Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may 显示 up in your fiery head.
posted by malmcd
I am one of the deadly sins,
Something that will make death come to you
If 你 should feel me at all.
I am one of your emotions
Something 你 might not be able to control,
Something that will make 你 mad
If I were to make 你 feel it.

I am that feeling of desire,
Which 你 feel most of all,
That comes with lust,
Comes with materialism,
Comes with things 你 cannot explain.
I am the thing 你 will regret,
If 你 should
Ever
Get
Your
Way.

I am what 你 call jealousy,
That thing that makes the green-eyed monster,
Or one of them, anyway.
I make 你 jealous,
For I make 你 want your best friend's girlfriend,
Make you...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster 首页
Vertonica Bond: seven years old with the dark dirty blue hair also at the first foster home
Vertonica Bond -Info
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Vertonica Bond: Vertonica is the girl who is haunted. When all this time she's been so hollow inside she's been watching her haunting. She won't let a man hold her down. She sees him watching her and pulling her down. Watching her,wanting her,and holding her down. Saving her and rapping her. That's right,she's a victim of the Londas. She feels,hears,and sees them no matter what. She doesn't want another man holding her down.

When little,Vertonica was living with her father. Her mother died...
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Previously:
I entered the room court room with the kind himself. As always, the king had the kind of look that had told me "Get the hell out of my face". He told me that for all of the rimes I have commited, I would walk the earth until the gods see fit to end my punishment. The last I saw of that filthy 城堡 鼠, 大鼠 is when he told me to go to the dungeon.

I was thrown into the cell as if I were to be just a mere toy. They were'nt satisfied with just me being punished though....they slammed me, threw me and beat me until I was unconsious. I woke up in pitch black. This is the kind of dark that...
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posted by malmcd
~This song has part's from....

Almost Lover 由 A Fine Frenzy

Forever and Always 由 Parachute~




Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I wanted your 爱情 with all my 心 I had left
But I had to keep promise that I made
So....

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't 你 just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost 爱人 always do

But I craved your sweet smile
And your promise filled...
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posted by wolfcat343
Oki a little about myself.

DONUTS! DONUTS! DONUTS! *bites into a donut and my eyes widen* do 你 say dough nuts 或者 donuts? Doughnut donut, do not! Neva mind. *whispers* It is donut no matter what other people say.

Hi there! I am new here, well not so new, but no one really knows me well yet except SG (dunno what I would do without her!) . I really want to help out in any way that I can. I look very crazy, but I can be a very serious, trustworthy, kind, understanding friend. I cry myself to sleep every night because there so many people that do self harm, have sad pasts and wish to be dead, somedays...
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posted by Beyal8
Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...

In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real 或者 not, my mind's a 魔发奇缘 knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...

The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from 日 to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...

My broken 心 is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
posted by Beyal8
It’s dusk, that miraculous time of the day
The sun has set on the other side of the bay
Children are shouting, laughing as they play
Birds are hurrying off to where they stay
Pious individuals are bowing down to pray
Labourers seem happy to receive their pay
The Sky looks like a 粉, 粉色 rose bouquet
As if His creation, He has chosen to display
If all is so beautiful, why does it seem grey?

Can someone explain to me the reason why?
Is it because beauty is in the beholder’s eye?
What if the eyes are soggy and not dry?
Does it mean everything that’s seen is a lie?
Do the eyes then simply deceive and defy?...
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