Little things about me...
I've been 写作 a story at school, this girl has been 阅读 it.
She wonders where I got the idea from, I tell her it's just fiction,
I can't bring myself to tell her thats it's really how I view the world since everyone thinks I'm the super happy smiling girl.
No one knows my world is dark.
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This week we had an anti-bullying activity at school
We have to 交叉, 十字架 a line when something applies to you.
"Please 交叉, 十字架 the line if 你 feel lonely."
No one in my class did, but I know one person who almost did.
Until she saw nobody else did.
I should have crossed that line.
~~~
I say goodbye to someone everyday before I leave school..
I would hate to go out of this world without saying goodbye..
~~~
Art is my passion my thing.
My mom says I'm to smart to take it further then past high school, it's not important enough.
At school I'm known for being amazing at art.
My art teachers 爱情 me and want me to keep going..
Why can't my family want that?
I just want to draw...
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The other 日 in class we had to write a depression essay in class.
I wrote the essay but the last few lines I wrote about my depression and everything I've went through.
But before I pasted it in I but the last lines in white and pasted it in I couldn't erase it...
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Why did I stop taking pills? Why do I not want to?
Because for once I believe in myself
I'm going to 显示 how strong I am
I'm going to get through this on my own.
Just watch
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I've met almost all my 老友记 on this website.
I know it's dangerous and I'm taking a risk.
I know what I'm doing and I'm careful.
Mom Dad, I help guys and girls online with there problems and stop them from killing them selfs.
Stop assuming I'm a slut. Not all teenage girls look for sex.
~~
"Some day, I want to be a model. These scars on my arms will not hold me back."
~~
Yes, life is getting better.
Yes, I'm eating again.
Yes, I've slowly stopped crying myself to sleep.
But, no. I'm still unhappy and dying on the inside.
~~~
Dear Mom..
On the outside 你 see me as your happy and smiling daughter who’s turning 14 this Sunday and 你 would do anything for me…But what 你 don’t know it..
I’m really truly sad…
I’m faking that smile and I really do want to be happy but right now that seems impossible..I don;t want to die but want else is there to do…I hate being this way and I feel there’s no way out..I want to tell 你 but like I always say..We all have stories we don’t and will never tell…and this is one of them…
爱情 your daughter…Mallory McDonald
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Dear Dad…
I know you’ve wanted to be there for me and I know that 你 wanted to see me…But it’s been seven years now and…Seeing and just hearing your voice would be to much.. Yes I 爱情 你 I always will and nothing can take that away but, Mom kept me away from 你 for a reason and she won’t tell me why and I believe and trust in her so would 你 please stop calling are phone…It’s my birthday this Sunday and I wish 你 could be here but..Where were 你 for the last seven…Oh yeah I wasn’t important then I guess…I 爱情 你 I really do but your pain of leaving messed me up and I really don;t want to get messed up even more. I feel like everyone I 爱情 always leaves because of you…And I don’t wish to feel like that again..
爱情 your daughter..Mallory McDonald
I've been 写作 a story at school, this girl has been 阅读 it.
She wonders where I got the idea from, I tell her it's just fiction,
I can't bring myself to tell her thats it's really how I view the world since everyone thinks I'm the super happy smiling girl.
No one knows my world is dark.
~~~
This week we had an anti-bullying activity at school
We have to 交叉, 十字架 a line when something applies to you.
"Please 交叉, 十字架 the line if 你 feel lonely."
No one in my class did, but I know one person who almost did.
Until she saw nobody else did.
I should have crossed that line.
~~~
I say goodbye to someone everyday before I leave school..
I would hate to go out of this world without saying goodbye..
~~~
Art is my passion my thing.
My mom says I'm to smart to take it further then past high school, it's not important enough.
At school I'm known for being amazing at art.
My art teachers 爱情 me and want me to keep going..
Why can't my family want that?
I just want to draw...
~~
The other 日 in class we had to write a depression essay in class.
I wrote the essay but the last few lines I wrote about my depression and everything I've went through.
But before I pasted it in I but the last lines in white and pasted it in I couldn't erase it...
~~~
Why did I stop taking pills? Why do I not want to?
Because for once I believe in myself
I'm going to 显示 how strong I am
I'm going to get through this on my own.
Just watch
~~
I've met almost all my 老友记 on this website.
I know it's dangerous and I'm taking a risk.
I know what I'm doing and I'm careful.
Mom Dad, I help guys and girls online with there problems and stop them from killing them selfs.
Stop assuming I'm a slut. Not all teenage girls look for sex.
~~
"Some day, I want to be a model. These scars on my arms will not hold me back."
~~
Yes, life is getting better.
Yes, I'm eating again.
Yes, I've slowly stopped crying myself to sleep.
But, no. I'm still unhappy and dying on the inside.
~~~
Dear Mom..
On the outside 你 see me as your happy and smiling daughter who’s turning 14 this Sunday and 你 would do anything for me…But what 你 don’t know it..
I’m really truly sad…
I’m faking that smile and I really do want to be happy but right now that seems impossible..I don;t want to die but want else is there to do…I hate being this way and I feel there’s no way out..I want to tell 你 but like I always say..We all have stories we don’t and will never tell…and this is one of them…
爱情 your daughter…Mallory McDonald
~~~~~`
Dear Dad…
I know you’ve wanted to be there for me and I know that 你 wanted to see me…But it’s been seven years now and…Seeing and just hearing your voice would be to much.. Yes I 爱情 你 I always will and nothing can take that away but, Mom kept me away from 你 for a reason and she won’t tell me why and I believe and trust in her so would 你 please stop calling are phone…It’s my birthday this Sunday and I wish 你 could be here but..Where were 你 for the last seven…Oh yeah I wasn’t important then I guess…I 爱情 你 I really do but your pain of leaving messed me up and I really don;t want to get messed up even more. I feel like everyone I 爱情 always leaves because of you…And I don’t wish to feel like that again..
爱情 your daughter..Mallory McDonald
The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 1)
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Ashia grabbed her bags as she headed to Alfea on Nokia's back. Nokia, as her dragon,was apart of her. If he shed a tear then she sheds a tear. Ashia held on tight.Nokia took flight and landed at Alfea safely. Ashia grabbed her bags and walked to Miss.Faragonda.She talks to Miss.Faragonda and goes to her room 43.
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Part1
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Ashia grabbed her bags as she headed to Alfea on Nokia's back. Nokia, as her dragon,was apart of her. If he shed a tear then she sheds a tear. Ashia held on tight.Nokia took flight and landed at Alfea safely. Ashia grabbed her bags and walked to Miss.Faragonda.She talks to Miss.Faragonda and goes to her room 43.
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Part1
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I smile, after being beaten senslessly 由 people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.
Do 你 know what this means?
Do 你 know how it fells?
Who are 你 to to say these things?
For 你 don't know there story 或者 life,
你 know nothing.
你 know no pain,
For 你 are pain.
你 know no hurt.
For 你 are hurt.
And who are 你 to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...
Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.
Do 你 know what this means?
Do 你 know how it fells?
Who are 你 to to say these things?
For 你 don't know there story 或者 life,
你 know nothing.
你 know no pain,
For 你 are pain.
你 know no hurt.
For 你 are hurt.
And who are 你 to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...
Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
Within the furthest reaches of the 心 lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned 爱人 have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....
~IF 你 DARE~
~IF 你 DARE~