Okay it's time to..Vent...
I grab a 刀 and some pills to try to ease the pain, but each it feels harder and harder to keep up and stay smiling. I wrote a poem with some beauty and some vision to it bottom line it my expend your mind if 你 read it closely. To much shine can dull the soul if your feel how I feel then I'll write some more...
How can the world be so mean to me when I did nothing to be in this darkness I now call life? I get a little honest and I ask myself, if the time came would 你 save me if I asked for help? I normally send my mind out to the outer most to get away from this reality and hope to find something better then living, And one thing I really want to know is how did so many people I know fall down the same path that I'm going, I don't want us to stop when we still have such a long way to go.
I see beauty in the eyes of complete strangers, hopeing to help them and maybe in return help me. But inside I get used when they need me and not come to me out of pure helplessness and out of greed 或者 lies.
I put my problems inside a tight box under lock and key buried off deep in my mind and when it gets to full and I can;t close the lid I crack and freak out on my family and close friends. Trade my stories for a piece of mind I'm so close to Heaven Hell I just need sometime.Who cares about where 你 come from 或者 what your wearing. I do this for the 爱情 others and this is purely art. Don;t be scared though times are hard I hope in the end 你 find something to live for and keep going on strong. In this world now 你 must keep strong because they want to see 你 down but it's us against them and it;s 你 and me. They try to break us down but we wont give up and I hope that my stories never steer 你 wrong. Most people just walk away but if it touches my soul then I'll help them out...
I know you've been down so long so I'll be strong for you...
I know you've been down so long cause I've been down to...
Yes I understand we your going through..
Yes I understand because I'm going through it to...
To vent....
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
I grab a 刀 and some pills to try to ease the pain, but each it feels harder and harder to keep up and stay smiling. I wrote a poem with some beauty and some vision to it bottom line it my expend your mind if 你 read it closely. To much shine can dull the soul if your feel how I feel then I'll write some more...
How can the world be so mean to me when I did nothing to be in this darkness I now call life? I get a little honest and I ask myself, if the time came would 你 save me if I asked for help? I normally send my mind out to the outer most to get away from this reality and hope to find something better then living, And one thing I really want to know is how did so many people I know fall down the same path that I'm going, I don't want us to stop when we still have such a long way to go.
I see beauty in the eyes of complete strangers, hopeing to help them and maybe in return help me. But inside I get used when they need me and not come to me out of pure helplessness and out of greed 或者 lies.
I put my problems inside a tight box under lock and key buried off deep in my mind and when it gets to full and I can;t close the lid I crack and freak out on my family and close friends. Trade my stories for a piece of mind I'm so close to Heaven Hell I just need sometime.Who cares about where 你 come from 或者 what your wearing. I do this for the 爱情 others and this is purely art. Don;t be scared though times are hard I hope in the end 你 find something to live for and keep going on strong. In this world now 你 must keep strong because they want to see 你 down but it's us against them and it;s 你 and me. They try to break us down but we wont give up and I hope that my stories never steer 你 wrong. Most people just walk away but if it touches my soul then I'll help them out...
I know you've been down so long so I'll be strong for you...
I know you've been down so long cause I've been down to...
Yes I understand we your going through..
Yes I understand because I'm going through it to...
To vent....
Fierce & Love
Malmcd
Poem Girl
The song of the sparrow -chapter 2 (part 1)
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Ashia grabbed her bags as she headed to Alfea on Nokia's back. Nokia, as her dragon,was apart of her. If he shed a tear then she sheds a tear. Ashia held on tight.Nokia took flight and landed at Alfea safely. Ashia grabbed her bags and walked to Miss.Faragonda.She talks to Miss.Faragonda and goes to her room 43.
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Part1
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Ashia grabbed her bags as she headed to Alfea on Nokia's back. Nokia, as her dragon,was apart of her. If he shed a tear then she sheds a tear. Ashia held on tight.Nokia took flight and landed at Alfea safely. Ashia grabbed her bags and walked to Miss.Faragonda.She talks to Miss.Faragonda and goes to her room 43.
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Part1
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I smile, after being beaten senslessly 由 people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.
Do 你 know what this means?
Do 你 know how it fells?
Who are 你 to to say these things?
For 你 don't know there story 或者 life,
你 know nothing.
你 know no pain,
For 你 are pain.
你 know no hurt.
For 你 are hurt.
And who are 你 to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...
Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.
Do 你 know what this means?
Do 你 know how it fells?
Who are 你 to to say these things?
For 你 don't know there story 或者 life,
你 know nothing.
你 know no pain,
For 你 are pain.
你 know no hurt.
For 你 are hurt.
And who are 你 to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...
Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
Within the furthest reaches of the 心 lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned 爱人 have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....
~IF 你 DARE~
~IF 你 DARE~