"Coughing loudly,
A sudden breath taken,
But not retrieved,
Is such a deadly thing,
Tears falling fast,
Beginning to shack,
心 pounding loudly,
About to burst in the chest,
Dropping to the ground,
As I try so hard to stay alive,
With no help 由 my side,
The final breath taken,
So I keep thinking,
I will finally stop living,
And death will be waiting,
To take me away,
Until a little bit of hope found me in my last moments,
And saved me from my deadly fait,
As I take another breath once again,
To live another day,
And really I have 你 to thank,
For sparing me I say silently in my thoughts,
Completely unable to even talk,
Breathing so heavily,
I slowly continue my day,
Like it never happened anyways..."
A sudden breath taken,
But not retrieved,
Is such a deadly thing,
Tears falling fast,
Beginning to shack,
心 pounding loudly,
About to burst in the chest,
Dropping to the ground,
As I try so hard to stay alive,
With no help 由 my side,
The final breath taken,
So I keep thinking,
I will finally stop living,
And death will be waiting,
To take me away,
Until a little bit of hope found me in my last moments,
And saved me from my deadly fait,
As I take another breath once again,
To live another day,
And really I have 你 to thank,
For sparing me I say silently in my thoughts,
Completely unable to even talk,
Breathing so heavily,
I slowly continue my day,
Like it never happened anyways..."
Let this down easy and slow,
my 心 still beating as fast as a pro,
damn I really don't know,
feel like all is just kicking me down on the floor,
crazy I know but still I'm just going with the flow,
taking it all in,
not letting anything go,
你 know how hard it is,
just trying to be a fucken villain,
every one just blaming you,
because it seems like the easiest thing to do,
call him an it,
call him a nothin like he an't shit,
hard to take such hate,
but I deal with it any way so I'm not going to complain,
if all just want to play this silly little game,
I'll play back but one 日 you'll see,
just 由 listening to this rap,
I'm not going to go turning back,
and hide like a stupid rat,
I'll make 你 wish 你 never had meet somebody like me,
as cruel as can be and I'll 显示 no mercy.
GOT THAT?!
my 心 still beating as fast as a pro,
damn I really don't know,
feel like all is just kicking me down on the floor,
crazy I know but still I'm just going with the flow,
taking it all in,
not letting anything go,
你 know how hard it is,
just trying to be a fucken villain,
every one just blaming you,
because it seems like the easiest thing to do,
call him an it,
call him a nothin like he an't shit,
hard to take such hate,
but I deal with it any way so I'm not going to complain,
if all just want to play this silly little game,
I'll play back but one 日 you'll see,
just 由 listening to this rap,
I'm not going to go turning back,
and hide like a stupid rat,
I'll make 你 wish 你 never had meet somebody like me,
as cruel as can be and I'll 显示 no mercy.
GOT THAT?!
I'm so past what I can take,
just been driven to the brick,
god this is just making me sick,
so cold yet I can't hold,
what the hell the world on my shoulders,
It's crushing me over and over,
Making me just want to rollover and let my self die,
then things be alright,
hell without my 爱情 由 my side.
I'm nothing just a lonely somethin,
Don't know why but I just feel this is right,
wanting just every one to leave my sight,
let me be before I completely loss mh fuckin mindH,
Nog like any one is listening to this stupid 屁股 rhyme,
Just go, let it all go,
go with the mother fucken flow,
Kick back and let this all roll out,
hell as long it an't really in my house,
All just drama and shit doesn't mean I'm really effected 由 it,
Only my mind playing tricks,
really I don't want to play this game no more,
all out war just pissin me off,
attakin me like I was a stupid loud 屁股 dog.
just been driven to the brick,
god this is just making me sick,
so cold yet I can't hold,
what the hell the world on my shoulders,
It's crushing me over and over,
Making me just want to rollover and let my self die,
then things be alright,
hell without my 爱情 由 my side.
I'm nothing just a lonely somethin,
Don't know why but I just feel this is right,
wanting just every one to leave my sight,
let me be before I completely loss mh fuckin mindH,
Nog like any one is listening to this stupid 屁股 rhyme,
Just go, let it all go,
go with the mother fucken flow,
Kick back and let this all roll out,
hell as long it an't really in my house,
All just drama and shit doesn't mean I'm really effected 由 it,
Only my mind playing tricks,
really I don't want to play this game no more,
all out war just pissin me off,
attakin me like I was a stupid loud 屁股 dog.
"Feeling sick for no reason at all,
What's with me?,
I ask myself,
I'm so confused,
Feeling 更多 horrible and yet I did nothing wrong,
I just feel guilty in a way,
But for what I just can't explain,
Its hard to understand,
It's like I'm fighting with myself,
But only in the inside,
What's going on?,
I keep wondering on and on,
This wasn't the first time I realized something was not right,
Like something was eating through me from the insides,
Causing misery from the pain, 心 slowly being crushed in the chest,
Making it so hard to breath,
I believe this was my fate,
To be coursed with such depression and hate."
What's with me?,
I ask myself,
I'm so confused,
Feeling 更多 horrible and yet I did nothing wrong,
I just feel guilty in a way,
But for what I just can't explain,
Its hard to understand,
It's like I'm fighting with myself,
But only in the inside,
What's going on?,
I keep wondering on and on,
This wasn't the first time I realized something was not right,
Like something was eating through me from the insides,
Causing misery from the pain, 心 slowly being crushed in the chest,
Making it so hard to breath,
I believe this was my fate,
To be coursed with such depression and hate."
"Cold dark 日 it seems,
Yet so bright,
Don't feel well,
Yet I feel quite fine,
Stressed,
Yet I feel relieved,
Tired,
But don't feel like I want to sleep,
Hungry,
Yet unable to eat,
Depressed,
Yet smiling so happily,
Want to leave,
Yet feel like I must stay,
What a funny way this all turned out,
To have such a bad day,
Be so happy in this way,
Guess it's just how the world stops to say,
Wow, 你 finally get your peace today,
Even though it was mostly token in the wrong way,
But don't 你 complain,
或者 else you'll get it worse,
The 下一个 day..."
Yet so bright,
Don't feel well,
Yet I feel quite fine,
Stressed,
Yet I feel relieved,
Tired,
But don't feel like I want to sleep,
Hungry,
Yet unable to eat,
Depressed,
Yet smiling so happily,
Want to leave,
Yet feel like I must stay,
What a funny way this all turned out,
To have such a bad day,
Be so happy in this way,
Guess it's just how the world stops to say,
Wow, 你 finally get your peace today,
Even though it was mostly token in the wrong way,
But don't 你 complain,
或者 else you'll get it worse,
The 下一个 day..."
"Lier, lier,
Lied so much,
Now you're doomed to die,
Sad and alone,
你 try to correct the things that 你 just can't hide,
Lying 更多 and more,
It soon consumes your life,
Growing deeper in the rut,
Losing everything 你 ever loved,
Oh, what a hopeless shameful moment this has ever become,
Can't escape the pain 你 caused,
Which made the situation complicated and filled with such confusion,
Tireless and stressed from all the thoughts running through your head,
Making 你 wish 你 were just plain dead,
Start a new,
With a better life 你 never had,
One were 你 didn't lie, and lie so much,
Specially in your own head,
Lier's really do go to hell,
But still living,
Just being burnt with there own words,
That is what really makes it the real curse,
So try not to lie so much,
Unless 你 wish this to be your fait,
Then I must say,
Good luck to you,
For you're making a big mistake,
I've been there before my friend,
And truthfully,
It's NOT really that fun,
Being hated 由 everyone..."
Lied so much,
Now you're doomed to die,
Sad and alone,
你 try to correct the things that 你 just can't hide,
Lying 更多 and more,
It soon consumes your life,
Growing deeper in the rut,
Losing everything 你 ever loved,
Oh, what a hopeless shameful moment this has ever become,
Can't escape the pain 你 caused,
Which made the situation complicated and filled with such confusion,
Tireless and stressed from all the thoughts running through your head,
Making 你 wish 你 were just plain dead,
Start a new,
With a better life 你 never had,
One were 你 didn't lie, and lie so much,
Specially in your own head,
Lier's really do go to hell,
But still living,
Just being burnt with there own words,
That is what really makes it the real curse,
So try not to lie so much,
Unless 你 wish this to be your fait,
Then I must say,
Good luck to you,
For you're making a big mistake,
I've been there before my friend,
And truthfully,
It's NOT really that fun,
Being hated 由 everyone..."
