The Choice

(k so this is a story my friend emailed me!! CAUTION: SOME MAY FIND IT OFFENSIVE)

I had been with my girlfriend for a year, but when I left my job at the bank, we broke up. I was okay with that, we had never connected, 或者 maybe just never had the time to as my job was 12 hours a day.

After leaving my old life - my job, girlfriend and 首页 in Los Angeles, I moved to a smaller town in California.

I struggled to carry all my luggage into the building my apartment was in, after getting out of the cab. When I stepped into the elevator, I saw her. I saw her like the men in the 电影院 see the women...

I can’t get no reach of you
You want me with you
Then 你 push me away
And I can’t get no clear view
From these bloodshot windows
In your eyes

I’m torn left and right
You can’t seem to make up your mind
When will 你 drop your disguise
And 显示 me your inner side

I can hear what 你 say
But it doesn’t make any sense
When 你 say 你 爱情 me
Then 吞, 燕子 the words back in
I’m tired of this game
Will 你 just pick a side
If 你 don’t wanna lose me
Make up your mind

You treat me like a queen
Then 你 look at me
Like I’m dirt on your shoes
And 你 say the sweetest things
Then 你 talk to me
Like I’m...

Here are two poems i wrote a while ago, one was out of anger towards my sister and the other one was self loathing (i was having a bad 日 i'm not always like that)

I’m sick of these tears
That drip upon my face
With my head held low
I feel like a disgrace
I’m sick of all these arguments
Where only I get hurt
Not just 由 your words
Which are always so curt
But because I’m the one
Who's always in trouble
If it takes two to tango
How come the trouble isn’t double
Enough about the arguments
I have 更多 to address
Because the way 你 treat me
Is just a mess
You have rules
And that’s fine with me
But what...