wht are those feelingz <3 somebody help me plzzzz

嘿 <3

first of all .
I'm 17 yrs old .. Studying in high school
my problem, is >

I fell in luv with my teacher for 2 yrs annnd this is the third 年 ^^"

last 年 she told me that: I luv 你 as u r my little sister <3

Me : me too <3 I Luv u just like 你 are my young sister <3 <3

> this make me happy for months ;p

OKAY ..,

but those dayz my feelings for her has change I mean I think I luv her 更多 than ever I adore her , can't live without her !!!!!!!!

I feel like I'm the happiest gurl in the world when she is in front of me !

when she is 下一个 to me my 心 beats faster and faster ....,

I luv holding her hand .. and other things ...

I just want 2 know wht are those feeling .. !
I don't wanna to be lesbian I mean I'm not lesbian I'm (straight normal teen) I luv actors hhh

BUT when I'm with this Ms can't handle my self

..

I notice this club <3
and I want to someone help me and answering
my 问题 .. plz